unclean.

Honestly there are no normal brothers or sisters or parents or children or anything the family is so fucking weird always and forever.

the sexiest thing a man can be is only an extension of someone else. the sexiest thing a woman can be is angry. this is true

its imperative you sexualise that mentor/protégé relationship

oftentimes two guys who want to fuck each other not fucking each other is hotter than if they fucked each other

sexualizing being caretaker to someone very ill who hurt you horribly…..it’s about the power reversal of it all….

It’s also about the not changing context but changing within context……you don’t have to go out and invent a new life for yourself outside of this hurt when now instead of imprisoned within it you’ve become the jailer 💜

I think what I’m facinated by is the concept of idolizing the rapist though that’s not really what’s happening perhaps I mean this idea of being completely disempowered by this event that has completely empowered the rapist and envying that, envying that power he’s gained via your complete disempowerment, and wanting to embody that. That is a concept that fascinates me

victim on victim violence

"he should explore who he is outside of his brother" WRONG. ENMESHMENT FOREVER‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

*goes limp and passive but in a way that feels more dangerous somehow*

*doesn't protest or react but you can't help but feel like i'm doing it on purpose*