When life gives you lemons…lol jk
The ones up there we worked for, complete with battle scratches hehe...but sometimes, life just gives you the lemons.
I don't know if it was the retrograde for the whole ass month of April or what but a biss was going through it.
And now that my emotions have settled down a bit, I thought I'd make sure that I track the good things in life too in hopes that when I need to, I can come back here and remind myself that with bad days, there are also good.
Although my job really tested my patience these past few months, I'm thankful I am employed at a job that provides benefits and pays decently. I'm thankful that there are still people who care and who are genuine. I'm thankful that my bf also works quite close to me now and that he's finally working in his field. And I hope that I have the strength, when it's my turn, to find an occupation that I enjoy in my own field.
Coming home to Kiru baby is still so crazy to me. With his Gotcha day coming up this weekend (Mothers Day) I can't help but also feel so guilty about not spending enough time with him. Nini also wants a doggo (pref a corgi or dach) but tita hard turned him down lol. Maybe in the future honey. Our own lil croissant, or bean, or most recently Chopper hehe. (oh ya btw we are trekking to catch up with One Piece--we just hit ep 200 today wooo)
2024--finally made a goal come true and purchased my own car. AND ITS A LEXUS SIS??? Lol, would have never thought since I had my eyes set on that Lunar Rock Rav4 but Totota decided that they wouldn't make it in that color anymore...sadge, but thank you baby for pushing me to do it, taking me on a journey, and helping me get a good deal. And I'm glad I was able to help u with ur car dreams too...is that a SUPRAAAAA??? Oh boy, and now all the mods you want to do hehehehehohohohoho but s/o Syrena but also sis, y ur maintainence light on so soon?? hope it's nothing srs. but we'll see maybe this week or next week soon.
...speaking of things I need to do soon, I need to schedule some doc appts and do a cute lil passport renewal bc another goal is PI 2025 for mng monique's wedding and meeting bb's homies/seeing his childhood home etc? soo much to do in prep for that and it's about to get busy for work so I really needa take advantage of the "free" time I have now.
Just this past weekend, was blessed to go bike riding with my bb (up until this point, he didn't believe I knew how to ride a bike bisssss LOL) but it was super sweet, and my arms got burnt but it was lovely. and last week we played tennis for the first time. Just celebrated 16 mos on the 2nd and I'm heppi we're still finding firsts to do hehe. You sometimes be grinding my gears (sometimes it's you, but I admit it's also me and my wandering, overthinking ass mind). Besides that, words can't express that gratitude I have for you. Thank you God for blessing me with this man. He truly tries his very best to be the best boyfriend he can be for me. And at the end of the day, he's human, and has days of his own, but damn, I am just so damn lucky. Lately, he's been really good about consoling me and trying to understand where I'm coming from. He's also trying to push my limits while still keeping a safe space for me to do so. I admit, I am stubborn af, and he does have a point sometimes lol. And sometimes I can be bad at setting healthy boundaries. And honestly I can be pretty selfish. But thank you for helping to open my eyes and helping me to grow too. Since day 1, you made it clear that you want to help us reach our highest potential and live healthy lives so we can spend it together for a long time. And until now you’ve kept to it, even though I can be a lil brat about it. Hehe, but thank you for not giving up and I ain’t ever giving up on you my love.
And to speed run the remaining cos I need to work on sleeping earlier. Another first--we changed his oil hehe, and I supervised ;) lol jk I helped with jacking it up/down, and reviewing the instructions, and handing him stuff, and pouring the oil hehe and I'm glad both of our family's are chill with one another...lol I hope. It seems chill and we each get invited to outings so it feels good lol. Got to spend time with each of our families in the last few weeks. O ya--gma and gpa's gravestone is finally set!!!! heppi heavenly bday to both of yall <3 Just realized 4/4 and 5/5 hehe cute
And last but not least, ya girl is tryna get toned and eat good when she can. at least two gym days a week, tryna take the stairs and go on walks when I can, and just recently made a tuna protein pasta salad and brekkie burritos!! experimenting with diff things to mealprep is kool. okay that's all for now bb, byeeee.