15 minutes
ao3 ⢠jonathan levy x f!reader | short | explicit | smut | wc : 1.9k
summary: you havenât had sex in weeks , months even , if you care to count . is it any wonder that youâre so easily turned on these days ?
LATEST: july 18 , 2026
bedridden
ao3 ⢠leto atreides x f!reader | short | explicit | smut , angst | wc : 2.3k
summary: his eyes peel open , heavy-lidded as they rake down the salacious dip along your spine â oh , what a lovely sight to wake up to .
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â donât freak out , ok ?â
ao3 ⢠x f!reader | drabble | mature | angst | wc : 319
cabin pressure
ao3 ⢠x f!reader | multi-chapter | explicit | fluff , humour , smut | wc : 7.2k
summary:
â itâs a surprise ,â you pull an innocent smile , batting your eyelashes .
â youâll see tomorrow .â
â why tomorâ â poe flashes that boyish grin . â what did you do ?â
morning view
ao3 ⢠x f!reader | short | explicit | smut | wc : 1.6k
summary: it was your fault , really â for lingering just a bit longer than you usually would that morning .
to have and to hold
ao3 ⢠x gn!reader | short | mature | angst | wc : 1.4k
summary: his hand , keeping you whole in his protective hold on you .
stars by the pocketful
ao3 ⢠x f!oc | short | teen & up | fluff | wc : 9.4k
summary: life day has always been a bittersweet affair for poe dameron , this delicate balance between the sweet and the bitter . this is the bitter part for him on life day on dâqar that year ; but the sweet part though â her .
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confection | confession | concession
ao3 ⢠jake x f!reader | multi-short | explicit | angst , smut | wc : 7.0k
summary: you have all but forgotten about the note . you watch his eyes scan the words , his voice in your head enunciates each syllable :Â suck them like itâs my cunt .
â are you there , moriarty ?â
ao3 ⢠steven x gn!reader | drabble | explicit | smut | wc : 295
â steven , please stop â
ao3 ⢠steven x gn!reader | drabble | teen & up | angst | wc : 200
best laid plans
ao3 ⢠marc x gn!reader | short | mature | fluff , humour | wc : 1.7k
summary: there isnât a proper plan in place just yet on how marc would like to broach the subject about steven and jake to you .
the hanky panky trilogy
ao3 ⢠moon knight system x f!reader | multi-short | explicit | smut | wc : 3.1k
summary: the moon boys like you in all your different ways â all cute .
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15 minutes
ao3 ⢠jonathan levy x f!reader | short | explicit | smut | wc : 1.9k
summary: you havenât had sex in weeks , months even , if you care to count . is it any wonder that youâre so easily turned on these days ?
bedridden
ao3 ⢠leto atreides x f!reader | short | explicit | smut , angst | wc : 2.3k
summary: his eyes peel open , heavy-lidded as they rake down the salacious dip along your spine â oh , what a lovely sight to wake up to .
assessment [ 3 ] [ 4 ]
ao3 ⢠michael perry x f!reader | multi-chapter | teen & up | fluff | wc : 7.7k
summary: you realise that the only valid reason heâd been hanging about this deliberately â it can only mean one thing : they were all assessments to see how you fared at adams elementary .
a/n: and how i became obsessed with that silver streak on his head .
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â can you look at me now ?â
ao3 ⢠drabble | mature | implied sex | wc : 430
grounded
ao3 ⢠multi-chapter | teen & up | angst , fluff | wc : 5.7k
summary: bee-bee was the only reason that kept poe and rey together . now that heâs gone â
lost // found series
1 / bright stars
ao3 ⢠modern au | multi-chapter | explicit | angst , smut | wc : 17.1k
summary: â itâs something iâve believed in for a while now , even before we â you know , got together ,â he said . â that iâll be â weâll only be the best versions of ourselves when weâre together ; and â any other times weâre not , weâll just be lesser versions of ourselves .â
2 / reckless
ao3 ⢠modern au | multi-chapter | explicit | angst , smut | wc : 27.7k
summary: poe â mr dameron , he has an ability to kindle the softest light in her with that laugh of his , brighten the darkest enclaves in the depths of her soul , and bring a kind of warmth and comfort that sheâd never known into the coldest and harshest parts of her body .
3 / sound of silence ( ⢠⢠⢠â â â ⢠⢠⢠)
ao3 ⢠wwii au | multi-chapter | mature | angst | wc : 11.3k
summary: muted conversations that resonated through the acres of green pastures in the countryside ; a kind of silence that spoke volumes in the middle of the night , as the lights went on and off to a private rhythm only the both of them knew about .
4 / staying human
ao3 ⢠post-apocalypse au | multi-chapter | explicit | angst , smut | wc : 13.6k
summary: she canât remember when was the last time someone touched her â either voluntarily as a sign of affection , or just methodically doing what poe is doing now . the frenzy ended so long ago , and nobody is around anymore , nobody alive .
5 / rhyme and reason
ao3 ⢠multi-chapter | explicit | angst , smut | wc : 25.5k
summary: the âbig revealâ story that the preceding stories in the series are actually just dreams poe had â surprise! (?) each story is fragmented as dreams are , bits and pieces weaved into different settings/stories with a similarity in context you canât quite put your finger on .
6 / burn , burn , burn
ao3 ⢠au | explicit | angst , smut | wc : 12.6k
summary: these are chapters in correlation to each story from this collection , told from poeâs perspective before we get into the different storylines in earnest .
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𤥠What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?
I think the mini fic 'Glue It Back On', made me laugh while I was writing it, and then when I posted it and realised I had misread the ask (I was then laughing at myself).
⨠Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. đ
I have definitely written before, which means I can do again.
đ Who's your comfort character?
This is terrible, because I thought of two instantly, and they are just on the opposite ends of 'comfort character' for sure.
Steven Grant and Blue Jones. I think if they met, Steven would physically and verbally beat the shit out of Blue, which could fix him to be honest. (Blue would defo be giving Steven heart eyes the whole time.)
oh dang , i forgot i sent you an emoji ask hehe . me and my goldfish memory am i gus ? :O
so i read âglue it back onâ and holy shit that was funny as heck đ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Ł I LOVE IT ! itâs just so crazy i can see this sort of non-conversation happening between these two . best thing to come out of misreading an ask if you ask me !
and yes , best compliment ( and advice ) to oneself . ever the wise one you are *nods nods nods*
and HELLO â steven and blue ?? and steven roughing blue up AND HE LIKES IT ??! I AM THINKING THOTS FEN ! đđđ
No, please no goldfish memory for you! It's all down to me taking 500 years to reply <3
so i read âglue it back onâ and holy shit that was funny as heck đ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Ł I LOVE IT ! itâs just so crazy i can see this sort of non-conversation happening between these two . best thing to come out of misreading an ask if you ask me ! <- SOBBING! YOU ARE TOO KIND TO ME!!!
YES THINK THOSE THOTS! I need Steven to be like, "this is Blue. He is the worst. But he behaves if I tell him off."
Pairing: club!Blue Jones x fem!reader
Summary: Blue Jones was a sensible man: he knew damn well that you and the other girls of his club were plotting something behind his back. Regardless, Babydollâs escape plan couldnât succeed without the master key, and now, a gun. Naturally, youâd think that she, being Blueâs favourite, should retrieve those items. However, surprisingly enough, you were chosen for the task, as the girls reassure you that Blue adores you the most. Without a second option, you decide to seduce him with your body and get the final possessions. Praying that heâd take interest in you. No matter what it took.
Word count: 4.4k
Content warnings: dark romance, POV Second person, power imbalance, sadism/masochism, gun kink, choking, boss/employee relationship, obsessive/possessive behaviour, smut (MDNI), hate sex, possessive sex, dom!Blue (though he switches back and forth), vaginal fingering, no use of Y/N for reader-insert (but reader is given a nickname/stage name), not beta-read.
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A/N: I knooow that Blue said that he doesn't like guns and that our baddies didn't need a gun but listen... I'm stressed, horny and tired, so let me enjoy myself a lil... Anyway he's so sick and twisted... This is so "He's my man" by Luvcat coded (I say while writing every fic).
Hopefully this will be a fun lil read, sorry that this is lowk rushed, I needed to get this oneshot out of my damn head before it actually had the chance to kill me abdakbsjkâ Also, I kind of liked this concept so I might make a longer fic out of this idea!
âLet us mix the Erotesâ (Lovesâ) rose with Dionysos [Wine]: let us fasten on our brows the rose with its lovely petals and drink, laughing gently. Rose, finest of flowers, rose, darling of spring, rose, delight of the gods also, rose with which Kythereâs (Cythereaâs) [Aphroditeâs] son [Eros] garlands his lovely curls when he dances with the Kharites.â
âThe Anacreontea, Fragment 44
Knock. Knock.
Your hand dropped to your side as you impatiently waited for a manly voice to answer from the other side of the door.
A loud exhale left your chest.
The cool air brushed your skin, flowing underneath the almost translucent slip dress that barely covered your privates. Perfectly displaying your body, emphasising all of you to the eyes of the beholder. Silky hold-ups tightly wrapped your thighs, and heels forced you to stand taller than before. You were dressed as if getting ready for bed, though with a promiscuous intent, because there was a special someone you had to seduce.
That was the crucial part of the planâyou had a responsibility to fulfill, to be strong and stand up for every woman that now relied on you. You especially had to find the strength for yourself.
Babydollâs escape plan was nearly complete as you and the remaining girls gained a map, a lighter, and a knife. All you needed was the master key of the brothel, and, to your misfortune, now a gun.
Essentially, you imagined that Babydoll would be the one to retrieve the final objects, as she was Blueâs favourite. Instead, all of the girls decided that it was you who needed to retrieve them in one go.
Your heart was beating in your ears; you had a hard time standing on your feet. Your body shook, making you question whether this reaction was the consequence of the coldness or stress.
Naturally, you overthought this plan because you had never stood out among the other girls. You werenât a top dancer, but neither a back-up dancer. You werenât talented, but neither were you unskilled. You werenât sexual, but neither were you ugly. You just werenât special, and it kept you safe from the eyes of perverts that frequently visited the club. Surprisingly, you didnât even have a stage name. However, it meant that you never caught Blueâs attention. You knew that he fawned over Babydoll, the star of the show. It didnât bother you whatsoever, in fact, you were glad to be out of his view. Though now that fact proved your disadvantage.
Therefore, you couldnât understand why you were sent to complete the task. Sure, every girl fulfilled her role in this mission, Babydoll especially, but you were nearly certain that itâd fail because of you. Blue Jones was a sensible man; the fact that he was onto you all made you nauseous. Heâll smell your anxiety and shoot you in the head.
However, the girls insisted that it was you he adored the most. You tried rationalising that fact for the love of God, as Blue had nothing to do with you. Not even once he had come to the studio to watch you dance, nor had he ordered you to bring him something, to please his clients. You didnât even know if he truly remembered your name. Not that it was a bad thing, at least before, yet now you prayed that heâd recognise you.
You knocked on the door again, eagerly this time.
You. Had. To. Make. It. Workâ
âCome in!â
Speak of the Devil.
With a painful gulp, you welcomed yourself into Blueâs office, turning down your natural glare.
Every time you had a chance to look at him, hatred coiled inside your chest. Directed at him only.
He didnât even look up at you when you closed the door behind yourself, or at least it seemed like it, as his slim glasses covered his pupils. His attention was entirely dedicated to the papers on his desk; maybe he was calculating the finances, planning arrangements.
Nonetheless, you stood as if impaled on a pole. You knew well enough not to overstep his boundariesâyou didnât need to be punished in a crucial moment.
âWell? What do you want?â Blue rushed you while rubbing his moustache; it sounded like you disturbed him.
âSir, I have a favour to ask,â you started, somehow managing the tremble of your voice and stepping closer.
Even the clicks of your heels didnât bring his attention to you.
At this point, you had no doubts that your plan wouldnât work, but you had to push through it. You prayed to every god existing in the universe to guide you through this terrible idea. Eros, especially Eros, hoping that the god of love and lust will sort this situation out for you.
âGo on,â Blue responded briefly. The frown of his brows deepened with every sound you made.
Only when your shadow fell on top of him did he raise his gaze. You found a pinch of surprise in his expressionâgood sign. Surely, it must have been the seductive appearance that drew him in, making him place his pen beside the scribbled papers. His eyes gave their utmost attention to the perk of your breasts, the clear outline of your practically naked body, the marvelous skin.
He licked his upper lip in thought. âWell?â
âI have this problemâŚâ you said. Humiliating yourself, but with a purpose of luring him. You lifted your dress only slightly, revealing lace panties. âI need this problem taken care of⌠My fingers arenât enough to make me cum and I just donât know what to do with myselfââ
âCome here,â Blue commanded, pulling back his chair. His breath quickened, chest rising and falling visibly while his hand patted his knee impatiently. âSit.â
You almost managed to suppress a smile, disbelieving that heâd give in so easily. You expected a rejection, to be yelled at, or be told to please a client instead.
Without needing to hear the order coming out of his mouth for the second time, you swiftly came around his desk and seated yourself on his lap.
Immediately, Blueâs calloused hands slithered around your body, unable to contain themselves from the present that was placed right in front of him. His fingers straightened the folds of your dress, circling around every inch of your torso. Maybe he tried to suppress the shivering of his fingers as you felt light vibrations underneath his touch. It was rough, pressing down your flesh almost uncomfortably, painfully. You couldnât possibly fathom the reaction you had so easily managed to induce.
He licked his lips, as if battling with something. âTell me what you want me to do. I canât hear your thoughtsâŚâ
You brushed your palms over his shoulders and down his arms, then up again, finally landing on his chest. You had to do everything in your power to make him unaware of his surroundings, so you slowly rolled your hips to create some friction against his erection, which, to your delight, already seemed to ache for an intimate touch.
Your success was astonishing so far.
You pressed yourself against his body, gliding your hands down his torso, and leaning closer.
âSir, I want you to touch me. I want to be filled up so badly, I canât take it anymore,â you practically moaned into his ear, hoping that heâd take the bait. âI tried stuffing my fingers inside but theyâre too tiny⌠I need something bigger, warmer, something real. I want you, Sir, no one else. You know, I was dreaming about you the other night and IâŚâ
âTell me more about this dream,â he groaned, trying to contain stability in his voice.
His body shivered so badly at your touch, you could feel it, no matter how much he tried to control it and show you his disinterest. He probably wanted to grind himself into you as well, but how could a powerful man like him melt in your embrace so easily?
âI had a dream last night where you fucked me. It felt so good, I was so sad to wake up!ââ
âAnd what did I do to you? In your dream?â he interrupted, squeezing your asscheeks roughly.
âWell IâŚâ That simple action caught you off-guard, yet, you needed to continue the show and think of something quickly. Your hands did their best to detect where the needed objects hid. âYou fucked me so roughly here, on this desk. You folded me in half. I thought Iâll pass outââ
âDid I? Really?â he breathed out against your neck, resisting to place kisses on it. You felt something damp land against the skin of your neckâit was his sweaty forehead. âAnd what did you do when you woke up?â
âI masturbated because I really wanted to feel you insideâŚâ you whimpered, pulling yourself even closer, if possible, to his hot body. His cock was rubbing against your sex; surprisingly, it felt pleasant.
âReally? Ohâ You poor thing,â he cooed into your ear.
âI was so scared to disturb you⌠I know that youâre so busy, I hope Iâm not taking much of your timeââ
âNo.â Finally, he kissed your bare shoulder, gently pushing the straps out of his field. âNot at all, Iâm more than happy to help you. I know how hard it can be; I know how all of that suppressed⌠Energy can hurt you. You poor thing, let me take care of youâŚâ
You threw your head back, giving him access to kiss all over you.
Your chances rose upâsomething hard caught on your fingertips, right under his jacket. Your fingers gently drew around its outlines. A gun; he was hiding a gun inside an inner pocket.
Blue lavished over your neck, running his fingers over your body, and rutting against you like it hurt him. But you didnât care.
You breathed in as your hand sneaked inside his jacket.
The kisses he had planted over your skin were desperate and wet, even passionate somehow. It made you wonder whether you truly managed to seduce him, but you didnât overthink it as youâve successfully managed to pull his gun out.
You carefully snuck your arms around his neck, pulling him closer into your embrace.
To him, it was a signal that he could continue, play with your body however he wished; to you, it was a way to hide the heavy pistol behind his back.
You were ready to endure his scorching touches; fortunately, your overwhelming joy numbed your senses. You didnât feel his soft lips landing on your skin, or his rigid hands massaging your flesh, creeping past your dress. You couldnât comprehend how his fingers caressed your breasts, giving special attention to your sensitive nipples, and how they then ran down to your hips. Sure, it felt nice, but it didnât make you breathe louder, though your panties felt damp probably by reacting to the physical sensations.
Perhaps you were used to being touched by men you didnât care about. You were used to men violating your flesh for pleasure; it didnât feel any different.Â
Your wrist ached from the weight forcing it down.
Thatâs why your mind was preoccupied by more important thoughts, for example, how you could obtain the last object: the master keyâ
You gasped and squeezed your eyes shut, pushing your face into Blueâs neck as something suddenly plunged inside of you.
Something drew itself in and out slowly, teasing your pussy in a slow but steady rhythm.
It nearly made you drop the gun that you held onto desperately.
You only then realised that Blue snuck two of his fingers inside, stretching you. How and whenâyou didnât remember. The sly smirk plastered on his face was sadistic, but his eyes behind those slim glasses seemed interested in observing your shifting reactions.
To your disadvantage, your arms loosened their grip and fell to his shoulders.
The gun was exposed to his sight.
His fingers stopped their rhythm, though they were drawn deeply inside of you.
âWhatâs this all about?â he asked you quietly, yet with distinctive frustration in his voice.
âIn my dreamâ Weââ you stuttered, thinking of an immediate excuse. Subconsciously, you rolled your hips, guiding yourself on his fingers; it made you moan even in a dire moment. âWeâ We used itââ
âOh really? How?â He got closer to your face, searching for deceit. He didnât blink, but didnât show obvious distrust. In fact, he managed to conceal all of his underlying disappointment.
Even then, he breathed deeply against your faceâstill seemingly aroused by the course of action, maybe even more than before.
âWellâŚâ You stared at the gun in your hand for a split second, suddenly gaining control over your body. Then youâve generated a mimic, looking up at Blue with artificial lust as you rode his fingers proudly.
You didnât want to point the gun at yourself, fearing that it might give him some dangerous ideas. Surely enough, youâd end up dead either way, so you tried your luck, moaning out a bit too dramatically, âI held it against your head in my dream.â
Blue stayed silent for a minute before laughing with the nastiest grin youâve ever seen, âOh really? Show me how.â
Luckily, you were in a creative mood, pressing the tip of the gun against his lips while licking your own. âI asked you to clean it. Itâs dusty.â
Blueâs breath hitched for a second.
You mentally told yourself you were dead the second you decided to be bold.
To your surprise, you noticed his face flush in bright red, feeling his hand gripping your hip a bit tighter while the other glided the inserted fingers in and out of you again. His bulge twitched against your clit, making you almost sigh in relief.
Blue parted his lips and licked the tip of the pistol, rolling his tongue over the muzzle, front sight and other expressed brims. Then he used his mouth to suck off the slide.
The wet squelches of your sex, the provocative view, the dark beam behind those glasses; the way his two fingers rhythmically thrusted in and out of your pussy, curling in spots that you didnât know existed, stretching the spongy walls from time to time; how his hardness caused friction against your clit made you lose your mind.
You never moaned, never threw your head back with a silent prayer for more, never felt so much pleasure from other than masturbating in utter darkness. Never did a man make you feel this good.
Not that they couldâve touched you so intimately. This was the first time when someone, besides yourself, had their fingers up in your wet hole. You never knew why you were prohibited from pleasing Blueâs clients through sex. The only thing you did endure were kisses all over you, dicks rubbing against your body. But nothing more.
Only in this moment did you realise the odd circumstances; you almost pulled the trigger on Blue as you daydreamed, and felt the unknown desires seeping deeper into your bones.
Not for a second did Blue peel his gaze away from you, staring at you intently.
You didnât know what to make out of it:Â was it love or possessiveness?
âI never gave you a name,â he groaned, though it sounded like a whimper. âWhat should I call you?â
He pushed the leaking gun away with his cheek and feasted on your neck instead, later moving up to your ear. âWhat if I called you Rose? Rose Petal? Wanna know why?â
You didnât reply, only clenching onto his shoulder desperately.
Then you whined when his fingers suddenly stopped.
You looked at him at last, pleading to continue with that sad shimmer in your eyes.
Blue pouted, cupping your cheek and rolling his thumb along your lower lip. âYou need to give me a signal. Anything. I donât know when you want me to talk! So, let me repeat myself one more time, do you wanna know why Iâd call you Rose Petal?â
You nodded eagerly, trying to ride his fingers again, but it was difficult to do so.
His touch burnt you; you hated him so much for teasing you and making you beg for more. You hated him with all of your heart for who he was, and yetâwhy did that soft caress on your cheek feel so right? Why did he bring himself so close to your face, almost kissing your lips? Why did his eyes, that were usually filled with so much mischief, were now of a wounded animal?
You wept from joy when his fingers stretched you again, moving in and out repeatedly. You were about to drop your head on his shoulder, but his hand firmly held your lower jaw in place; his eyes caught yours.Â
His voice was filled with some kind of longing, gentleness, as if he were on the verge of tears, âYou are so beautiful, so delicate. Like a flower. But even more delicate⌠Would you believe me if I told you that I couldnât let anyone else have you? I was so scared, so scared that those brutes would break you⌠Youâre so fragile, so delicate, so soft. Like a petal. And whatâs more sexual and symbolic than a rose? Youâ Youâ Even your pussy feels like a flower⌠Your folds, your insides are so soft. You smell soâ Oh? Did you just clench around my fingers?â
Your body did react to his words; never had you heard Blue speak to anyone like that, though your mind had difficulty understanding him completely. You felt a knot forming in your lower abdomen, as you rode his fingers and grinded yourself against his clothed erection. With one hand you squeezed his bicep, maybe harshly, while the other pressed the tip of the gun to his temple.
A pathetic whine left your lips when he suddenly removed his fingers, stripping you out of pleasure.
However, that heartwarming moment greatly contrasted with reality when he slammed you onto his desk. That sudden force and pain made you drop his gun next to your head; you were thankful that it didnât go off by accident.
The temporary ache in your back was quickly forgotten when Blue rose those sticky fingers to his mouth, licking them off cleanly. A tongue ran over his lips, collecting the remaining juices of your sex; now his gaze was as malicious as before. It reminded you of the passionate contempt in the depths of your heart.
And yet, you didnât stop Blue from pulling your fragile dress over your chest, exposing your body to his hungry eyes, or from sliding off your panties.
His rough hands placed your thighs over his shoulders, folding you in half. Just like youâd described. You glanced down at him, realising that you didnât notice when he removed his glasses, threw away his jacket, unbuttoned his shirt, or pulled down his trousers, aligning his leaking cock with your entrance.
Without a warning, Blue shoved himself inside of your pussy.
The sensation of your insides being stretched by a thick hot cock overwhelmed you, forcing out a mixture of a hiss and a moan from your throat. It felt so much different compared to his fingers. Not to mention that this angle allowed him to push himself even deeper.
He thrusted in and out of you slowly at first, teasing himself more than you. âNow, Rose Petal, the gun. Pick it up,â he ordered through clenched teeth.
Overwhelmed by the contradicting emotions, the heat and proximity, and your racing thoughts, you couldnât understand his words, feeling how the world was spinning. Even your vision blurred.
That must have irked him, as he slammed himself into you harshly with every spelt word:
âPick. Up. The. Gun!â
Your sensitive walls burnt from pain; your shaky hand immediately grasped the pistol beside you.
âTo my head,â he commanded again. âCâmonâŚâ
You obeyed without wasting another second, pressing the tip of the gun against his forehead.
âGood, very good,â he moaned, dragging out the âoâ. Blueâs eyes rolled back into his skull as his hips sped up the pace. âI know that you fucking hate me. All of you do. I know how much you want me dead. Youâre thinking about it, I know you doââ
You were confused, overfilled with pain and pleasure as he used your body to chase his own pleasure. Your hand shook while holding up the weapon.
âPull the trigger,â he breathed out silently.
Your insides clenched around his cock; you were afraid that he might be testing you.
That made him upset again, as he slammed harshly with each word, gasping for air:
âI said⌠Pull. The. Fucking. Trigger!â
You fought back against his command at first, feeling way too scared to commit to it. However, you had no other choice as Blue decided to hit your cervix repeatedly, making you cry in pain. He was pushing you over the edge, forcing you to submit to his design.
Overwhelmed by the varying feelings, you accidentally pulled the trigger.
For a moment, you expected to hear a loud bang, for blood to splash all over your face.
But nothing happened.
There were no bullets in the magazine of the pistol.
That made you disappointed, so you pulled the trigger again and again, hoping to hear a shot. You partially wished to see him dead; you wondered whether it was truly worth risking your life to get a gun with no bullets.
Unless Babydoll had them.
That visible rage in your face, and tears of frustration in your eyes, seemed to arouse Blue, as he moaned loudly, âDisappointed, arenât you?â
He pounded inside of you with less forceâin an attempt to rub the spots that numbed both the previous pain and your hatred. To finally make love to you, to show you how well he knew your body and cared about your pleasure.
âYou really wanted that gun to go off, huh? Wanted to blow my brains out, yea? Wanted to see me dead? You think I donât know what youâre actually thinking about?â
You dropped the gun beside yourself again just to drag your nails over his back, in part upset that you couldnât claw at his bare skin. You wanted to hurt Blue because you despised him. You wanted to tear him apart while he gave you all he had.
âYou hate me so much,â he whispered, making you glare at him. âI know what you and the other girls are plotting against me. How could you leave me?.. Especially when I care about you so much! When I did my best to protect you from all of the perverts that begged me to give you up! Ohâ Rose Petal, my angel, I couldnât do itâ Youâd make me so much moneyâ But how could I give you up when even I didnât allow myself to play with you? I need you so much⌠You have no clue how happy your little request made me. I masturbated to that idea for so long⌠I donât know how much longer I couldâve lasted without you, your bodyâ Iâ I wanted you for too long. I watched you when you didnât even know that I was beside you. When you sleep, when you eat, when you dance⌠Bathe⌠Get dressed, get ready⌠You are so⌠Perfect, so beautiful. So delicate⌠Ohââ
But you couldnât handle it. Your hands slithered around his neck and squeezed it, making him yelp in surprise.
Even then, he choked out, âO-Oh, youâ H-Harder⌠Do itâ Harderâ Show me how m-much you hate me!â
And you listened, obediently tightening your grip and watching him struggling in your grasp.
However, Blue neared his body towards yours and the master key dangled over your chest. It restored your faith in Eros; yet, your focus quickly shifted to Blue pressing himself against you, pushing your legs over your head and snapping his hips into your pussy ferociously.
His tongue darted out, poking your lips. You denied him at first, but essentially gave into the temptation, realising that you still needed to distract him in order to obtain the final possession.
Secretly, you wanted to feel his lips clashing against yours, to feel his tongue dancing with yours, exploring your mouth. You couldnât help but moan into his mouth, taking all of his remaining breath.
Oh, his hands holding your thighs in place, his smell, the weight of his body crushing you, the gentle scratches of the papers behind your back, his lips on yours, the slapping skin and that deep penetrationâall of it drove you mad.
Blue shook from the lack of oxygen in his body, his face turning from red to purple, but he still didnât want to stop you from choking him.
When your blurry gaze finally focused, you saw his eyeliner running down his cheeks.
Combining the overwhelming sensations running in and around your body, the previous feeling of an approaching orgasm took over you, making you clench around his length involuntarily and cry in his embrace out loud.
âI-I love you,â he choked out against the plush of your lips, sobbing, but you still held onto his neck firmly. âSoâ So!..â
Then Blue let out a sound of a muffled moan or a groan, maybe even a pathetic whimper, pushing his length into you completely for the last time while your insides spasmed, making you see white.
Amid your own climax, one of your hands released his neck and searched for the master key that rested on your breasts. You quickly broke the fragile chain, securing the desired object in your palm.
At last, you enjoyed the last seconds of the intense pleasure overriding your body, and the feeling of Blueâs lips caressing your face, his cock twitching inside your desperate pussy while it milked him dry.
To enjoy the last second of passion with your cursed lover, kissing him on the lips for the last time, tasting the salty drops of sweat on his moustache.
Creating a memory for the whole eternity.
When his body gave out from the release of unspeakable pressure and crisis of oxygen, you pushed him off to the floor. Luckily, he didnât have the strength to restrain you.
You pulled your dress down, panties up, and picked up the worthless, sticky gun. You double checked whether the master key remained in your other hand.
And you ran as much as your weak legs and high heels allowed you, slamming the door behind yourself, not even bothering to look back at the man that you both hated and lusted over at the same time.
Now your life could be better than this.
And you only prayed that your sacrifice was worth the price; though youâd secretly do it again, and again, just to feel his touch again.
Credits for the dividers: @uzmacchiato @cursed-carmine @cillmequick
oh , this is all very delicious indeed . i do love a reader who struggles in the morally grey area . to walk into the devilâs lair using sex as a weapon only to have it turned on her and turn her on ?! you straddled the fine line so well with your wonderful writing !
thank you for writing this and sharing it with us :)
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i was NOT expecting to get on this emotional rollercoaster when i decided to spend the week reading these stories !
i mean . they went from so very hot to so very sweet to so very heartbreaking â like , why does blue giving reader a little blue bear makes me go :3333 ?? and why does it make me tear up when they thought they lost it ??? itâs just a toy that only exists in my head because you put it there !!
so many emotions fen !!
well done you wonderful person you ! thank you for writing them and sharing them with us ! iâm never looking at asylum!blue the same again â đđđ , and i love it !
poe x rey ; damerey
wc : 430
ct : implied sex , poe and rey being poe and rey
â ⢠ao3
The sharp, deliberate clatter of the fork against the plate finally slices through the day-long silence. Across the table, Poe jumps as his head snaps up from his half-eaten dinner, wide, befuddled eyes blinking at Rey.
When she finally speaks, her voice is steady with premeditated calm: âI know youâre mad.â
Poe scrubs a hand down his face, breath escaping toward the ceiling.
âIâm not mad, Rey,â his words a sticky murmur, as he squirms under her weighty scrutiny, suddenly very invested in peeling the loose veneer off the table surface. âI-Itâs not about that.â
âReally?â She scoffs, weaving her arms across her chest.
âYou canât even look at me,â her voice cracks unawares.
When Rey reemerged from the bedroom earlier that evening, Poe had taken one quick glance at her and turned back to the stove, and sheâd sat at the table and made fair acquaintance with the uncomfortable silence while he prepared dinner.
Not a whisper came â until now.
The chair screeches obnoxiously against the floor as she gets up from the table, storming for the bedroom.
âI canât look at you because youâre looking very hot right now â in my shirt.â
Rey stops abruptly, her heart gathering pace in her chest.
When she turns back around, Poe is shifting uncomfortably in his seat, a loose fist pressed to his mouth under his intense gaze.
âFor what itâs worth,â he huffs. âYou looked â sexy as hell, taking charge like that this morning.â
âI mean, I still think I should be the one on the mission, but yeah ââ his other hand gestures vaguely at â all of her, before slithering under the table again. âVery, very sexy.â
She rolls her eyes, and spins toward the bedroom â that man can be so awfully unserious sometimes.
âRey, come on ââ
Poeâs words die in his throat when she lifts his shirt off her head and flings it on the floor â revealing nothing else underneath; nothing but her underwear.
She lingers by the door, gazing back at him over her shoulder, the curve of her dimpled back caught in the frame.
âCan you look at me now?â
Poeâs jaw pulls tight as he stares on from across the room, enraptured.
Then, Rey has never seen him move quicker.
She barely clears the threshold before his hand closes around her wrist, twirling her back into his arms.
His mouth finds hers hungrily, tongue sweeping past her lips. The scrape of his jaw is rough under her urgent fingers, as he walks them into the bedroom, tumbling onto the bed in a messy tangle of limbs.
This is so Poe. He knows Rey is capable. He knows she is good at what she does. He knows that she is better than him in a lot of things and is okay with that. But he's still a man in love and gets so distracted by...just...her.
i have been feeling strangely dissociated from my writing the past few weeks , while iâm doing the writing . itâs a very weird , out-of-body feeling . i wonder what it means .
What i love about this artistâs depictions of women is even the sexualized ones the woman is always genuinely happy and enjoying herself. Frolicking or making funny faces, sheâs living her life and looking sexy while doing it, not sitting in a sexual pose for the audienceâs view.
My favorite thing is how Hilda is almost always DOING something. Sheâs out there living her life. Sheâs not posing coyly for anyone, sheâs having her own adventures and itâs not about the viewer at all
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i honestly donât know whatâs the point in keeping a linkedin profile anymore .
it did fck all to help me find a job the many times when i was looking for a job . you get irrelevant connections that do fck all for your career , useless when youâre trying to make headway .
all you get these days are just email updates on whoâs playing what games on linkedin (seriously , why does that even exist ?) and your connections liking posts humble bragging their career successes which most of the time arenât worth mentioning in the first place and are just pure romanticisation of oneâs job and achievements so one can feel some worth in oneâs lives .
also . email updates on how many people viewed my profile , and how popular it is with X searches . like , thatâs great fam , but how about one of you offer me a job when i was looking ?
May I vote for Jonathan Levy for another morning sex one shot? đź
thanks for the ask nonnie !
hereâs a quick one , in every sense of the word . đą
apologies for the unexpected visitor that may or may not seem appropriate .
//
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title: 15 minutes
pairing: jonathan levy x f!reader
rating: r , explicit
summary: you havenât had sex in weeks , months even , if you care to count . is it any wonder that youâre so easily turned on these days ?
x-post: here .
content : non-canon , reader is wifey now . background minor (non-sexual) . established relationship . morning sex . smut . domestic smut . mild humour , i think . almost getting caught . quickie . f!masturbation . p in v sex . clothed sex . v fingering . clit play . squirting . dirty laundry , so dirty .
a/n : part of this morning sex thing .
//
Since the new school year started, it has been a neverending series of rinses and repeats â pickups and dropoffs at school, soccer practice and piano lessons. On top of that, Jonathan has taken up extra teaching classes at college, and you were somehow roped into the committee looking after the bake sale at Avaâs school.
These days, after youâve taken your alternative turns to tuck her into bed at night, you can barely keep your eyes open while loading up the dishwasher, and Jonathan the dayâs laundry into the machine.
You have also forgotten the last time you did your nightly skincare routine after a hot bath, and he has given up brushing his teeth before bedtime, the non-fiction he started reading over the summer already gathering dust under his folded glasses by the bed.
It is literally lights out for the both of you the moment your heads hit the pillows every night.
This morning is no different. Ava has a science project due today, so Jonathan will have to wrestle it into the backseat of the car without losing Pluto or Mercury or Jupiterâs ring.
She also has a replacement piano lesson after soccer practice. You are not looking forward to her trying to weasel her way out of another music class again because she is too tired or she might track mud across the teacherâs home â nothing you havenât heard before, but which you have to talk her out of every time.
You are so worked up with the dayâs full program that before the alarm goes off, you jolt awake of your own accord.
You fumble for the clock by your bed, heaving a deep sigh for the 15 minutes you are never going to get back.
Jonathan stirs behind you, his arms snaking over your torso under the covers, as he nuzzles his wiry beard into the crook of your shoulder, sighing heavily himself.
He adjusts to the new position, nestling his morning wood right along the valley of your buttocks, rubbing his semi against your plump cheeks â either on purpose or just subconsciously trying to get comfortable.
Whatever it is, that insignificant contact has gotten you all riled up now. You burrow your heated face deeper into the pillow, teeth worrying your bottom lip as you, ever so subtly, back yourself up to him, rutting your arse lazily against his hardening bulge.
You havenât had sex in weeks, months even, if you care to count. Is it any wonder that youâre so easily turned on these days?
In front of you, your hand trails under your slip dress to your pussy, two fingers caressing along your folds to gather slick, before they twirl around your clit in slow, concentric circles to the rhythm of your canting hips.
Jonathan, who is very much as worked up as you are, responds to you accordingly, almost immediately. His arm tightens around your waist, drawing you flush against him â good morning, he seems to say wordlessly, as he nuzzles his nose into the back of your ear, nip-licking at that sensitive spot just below your earlobe.
Your mouth parts, hitching soft, kittenish gasps when his other hand wraps around your neck, squeezing gentle pressure at your angular jawline. Just enough to spur you on so your head falls back onto his shoulder, your fingers between your legs gathering pace.
His hips start rolling to your languid ministrations, his heavy-laden breaths growing dense, as he rubs his now rock-hard penis against your curved back. Itâs delicious, feeling him like this â so visceral that youâre now jabbing your fingers into your cunt, mewling as your head swirls dizzy with the thought of his cock spreading you out and filling you up so full.
As if having read your mind, Jonathan grunts low, changing position once again â this time, flipping you over onto the bed and anchoring his heavier weight on you so agreeably you canât do anything about it but surrender.
He looms over you, the sunlight filtering through the drawn curtains clinging to his salt-and-pepper curls all mussed. Beneath the deceptive halo, his darkened eyes dilate, watching you intently as you acquiesce to his every move. Writhing helplessly when he slides his cock along your very, very wet pussy. Sobbing impatiently as he teases your stimulated nub with his fat tip. Eyelids fluttering, mouth wide and groaning with pleasure when he shoves his entire length into your slippery hole in one smooth motion, bottoming out.
He drags his cock out of you, tediously slow â the tip settling right at the rim, before he thrusts back into you again. Once, twice, three times â knocking the breath from your lungs each time; just to get used to your heat enveloping him, just to allow you time to acclimate to the all too familiar stretch of his girth.
Then, he just â speeds up. Fucking into you in staccato brevity, rubbing abrasion along your walls. Yet not too deep â teasing stimulants in that interstitial space in your cunt, where it sets your nerve ends on fire. Touching you without even touching you there, where it aches for him so terribly.
Your fingers clench at his soft muscles, holding on for dear life; both of you huffing for each otherâs next breath, as he chases after your highs like the devil is behind him â like there is no time to lose.
And, right on cue â right above your head, you hear the faucet turn on in the adjacent bathroom.
âJesus,â you groan. âI told her not to leave the tap on when sheâs bruâ oooohhhh!â
You groan, when Jonathanâs thumb latches onto your clit, pressing quick, rough circles that match the shallow punches in and out of you.
Your body arches into him, whimpering â so loud that Ava can probably hear you over the running water.
Jonathanâs hand shoots up and clasps over your mouth.
âShhhhhhâŚâ his command jagged at his relentless pummels, and you have to bite down at his palm to muffle your cries.
That instead arouses him â his ridge catching on your fluttering folds so dreadfully it makes you gush even more, the lewd, squelching noise under the covers getting more pronounced with every pulverising hit.
Heâs getting close. You can feel the urgency in his pounding as they get more resolute, and how he whimpers so pitifully â finally vocal as he noses the strap off your night dress, his moans sending shivers down your spine when he starts suckling at your breast, pebbling your nipple to a stiff peak under his wet strokes.
You are teetering on the edge yourself, teeth sinking into the slab of muscle across his shoulder, one leg curled around his thick waist, as you rut your cunt recklessly into him. The aggravating tension in your stomach twists tighter, your pussy quivering for an overdue release. It sucks his cock deeper, swallowing him whole as he pumps once, twice, three times â and cums inside of you.
You barely hear the faucet squeak off. You barely hear Avaâs tiny footsteps pad down the hallway to your room. Jonathanâs guttural groans fill your senses so completely, and his warm ejaculation fill your hole so abundantly â before they snap to an exclamatory halt when the door flings open; and he is throwing himself off you, his spunk spraying all over your stomach under the sheets as he huddles into a foetal position away from you.
You toss your arm over your eyes, heaving large gulpfuls of air where the penny hangs, too afraid to watch.
âDaddy â are you OK?â Avaâs voice edged with concern next to the bed.
You venture a peek from under your elbow to see her rearranging Jonathanâs tousled curls upon his bedhead, oblivious to her fatherâs hand still wrapped around his stimulated cock under the sheets â still cumming.
âUhhhhh â not feeling too good, honey,â Jonathan croaks. âThink I got a uh â stomachache.â
You stifle your laugh at his rather ingenious effort to make it look like he is just rubbing his stomach, when he is still grinding his cock in his hand to finish up.
âBut â whoâs gonna drive me to school?â Ava asks, her bottom lip pouting dramatically.
You lower your arm with a sigh, smiling at the sweet child over Jonathanâs hunched form.
âMummy will drive you to school, baby,â your voice coming out hoarser than you anticipated.
Heedless to say, your offer is enough to make her excited again. Your eyes widen when she jumps into bed, her foot missing Jonathanâs softening cock by a breath, as she leaps over him to your side of the bed.
You have to palm your hand over your crotch too to avert a potential disaster on your part.
âYou sure?â Avaâs smile drops again when sheâs had a closer look at you in the dimly lit bedroom.
She quirks a brow at your flushed complexion, laying the back of her small hand on your forehead; emulating the many times you did the same to her when she was feeling under the weather, or pretending to.
âYou might have a fever, mummy,â she diagnoses with childlike confidence.
You shoot a sideway glance at Jonathan when you hear him smothering a chuckle into the sheets.
âMummyâs fine,â you soothe, touching your forehead against Avaâs to prove that you are not feverish â also, because your hands are occupied for the time being.
âCan you make me blueberry pancakes too?â She mumbles quietly, fingers twirling timid spirals at a loose thread on the duvet.
âOf course, baby,â you brush your nose against hers until she giggles. âWhy donât you head on downstairs and bring out the ingredients â hmm? Mummy will be down in a sec.â
âOK!â Ava smacks a kiss on your cheek, and bounces back to Jonathanâs side for a quick peck on his face too. âFeel better, daddy!â
When her footsteps ebb down the stairway, Jonathan repositions himself next to you, cursing up at the ceiling.
âGod, weâre terrible parents,â he mutters under his breath, a hand raking down his reddened face.
You snort, rolling over to kiss the round of his shoulder. Your hand slides up along his face, pulling him in for a deep, open-mouthed kiss.
You blink slowly, watching the flicker in his hooded eyes when you smear your slick-coated fingers across his beard, his hanging lips â the smell of your musky scent so pungent for the both of you to share.
âYour turn to do the laundry again, spunk boy,â you tease, already shimmying out of bed.
Before you can grasp for an escape, he flings his whole body over you, keeping you trapped under him once again.
âWeâll see about that,â he growls, his hand already slithering under the covers, thick, rough fingers bullying into your sensitive cunt without preamble.
âNo, NO â Jonathan!â You rasp, your hand gripping at his working muscle with a flimsy attempt to stop him. âThe door is open.â
âIâll make it quick,â he reassures â his fingers wringing brutal, rapid squelches between your legs, his thumb on your clit strumming an amplified chord.
In a matter of seconds, a squirming heat climbs your body and breaks sweat through your pores, and youâre cursing breathlessly, brows pinched and nails scraping at the dishevelled curls at the nape of his neck.
âMummy, come onnnnn!â Ava yells from downstairs, her voice travelling up the stairway into the bedroom.
âJust a sec, honey!â Jonathan answers on your behalf.
Then, in a lower, beastly tone that matches the mischievous glint shining in his dark eyes, a cocky grin curving his lips: âMummyâs coming.â
He clamps his mouth over yours just as you tremble around his assaulting fingers, your drawn-out whine simmered to a stifled moan when the pressure crests in your stomach â and youâre finally squirting under the sheets, soaking through the mattress.
KDFJNGTHIJESRIKMDFNVHWJIRKF OH MY GOOOOOOOSHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Then, in a lower, beastly tone that matches the mischievous glint shining in his dark eyes, a cocky grin curving his lips: âMummyâs coming.â <- I AM SCREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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teehee you guys are funny . whoâs the funniest though ? tell us a joke , all of you .
Why did the chicken cross the road? To leave me just like mirah did
I was gonna make a joke about the millennium falcon but it might fly over your head
Whats the difference between a computer and a woman? I get turned on by computers, fuck sorry I meant I can turn on a computer ..i mean a woman! I mean ,Forget it.
A horse walks in to a bar, the bartender asks it "why the long face?" The horse shoots the bartender
So my son Adam asked me where he came from, I said "all over"
2. Whatâs your total AO3 word count?
481,768 words .
3. What fandoms do you write for?
i am currently steeped in the OI fandom , with occasional side quests to return to damerey .
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
1. tragodĂa ; theseus scamander/f!oc
2. the only pretty girl ; itâs part of the same story as tragodĂa , i used to separate the smut chapters
3. from trenzalore , with love ; eleventh doctor/clara oswald
4. later in the day ; also part of the same story as tragodĂa
5. dry ; steven grant/reader
5. Do you respond to comments?
i do now . i donât used to respond to all but i figured i should even if i have nothing to say .
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
itâs a toss-up between staying human and sound of silence ( ⢠⢠⢠â â â ⢠⢠⢠) â both damerey fics , but iâll probably give it to the former because reasons .
7. Whatâs the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
ahhh , probably from trenzalore , with love . :)
8. Do you get hate on fics?
fortunately no . although i did mistake a spam bot with a rude comment once and went off on it as if it were a real person . snorts
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
do i â itâs all i ever write these days heh . nothing too kinky though i suppose . iâm not there yet . just some good olâ lovemaking .
10. Do you write crossovers? Whatâs the craziest one youâve written?
no , donât think so .
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
i hope not .
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
donât think i have either .
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
nope . wonder what thatâs like .
14. Whatâs your all time favourite ship?
i suppose right now itâs damerey . i had my moment with eleven/clara about 10 years ago but i just managed to wring out one (1) fic from that . still love them though .
15. Whatâs a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
i do try to finish any active wips i have plans to complete , itâs just a matter of time . the other inactive ones are just sitting there as my emotional support wips . :]
thereâs this poe/reader-slash-f!oc thing that i actually fleshed out rather extensively awhile back ; weâre talking meticulous alignment with the star wars canon media from poeâs childhood to the comic series to the sequel trilogy .
not sure if iâll write it now because iâve been kinda extracting bits and pieces from the story to write as separate smaller stories . stars by the pocketful actually stemmed from that big story , and i think cabin pressure too heh .
16. What are your writing strengths?
idk dialogues , when they do speak ?
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
prepositions and tenses heh . and i yap too much sometimes and everything gets convoluted when iâm trying to overcompensate .
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
dubious at best , at least for me . iâm ashamed to say that i rely solely on google translation . i did that in russian and french for tragodĂa , and the occasional spanish in the OI stories that involve jake , and poe speaking yavinese (itâs spanish in the star wars verse in my headcanon) .
19. First fandom you wrote for?
lmao . erm . n sync â kinda my first foray into gay fanfiction writing , now that i think about it . just pairing up the band members (namely between jc , justin and lance) . one out of three ainât bad eh ? heh .
20. Favourite fic youâve written?
this year alone , iâll give it to cabin pressure . âtwas fun while it lasted . :)
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