15 minutes
ao3 âą jonathan levy x f!reader | short | explicit | smut | wc : 1.9k
summary: you havenât had sex in weeks , months even , if you care to count . is it any wonder that youâre so easily turned on these days ?
LATEST: july 18 , 2026
bedridden
ao3 âą leto atreides x f!reader | short | explicit | smut , angst | wc : 2.3k
summary: his eyes peel open , heavy-lidded as they rake down the salacious dip along your spine â oh , what a lovely sight to wake up to .
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â donât freak out , ok ?â
ao3 âą x f!reader | drabble | mature | angst | wc : 319
cabin pressure
ao3 âą x f!reader | multi-chapter | explicit | fluff , humour , smut | wc : 7.2k
summary:
â itâs a surprise ,â you pull an innocent smile , batting your eyelashes .
â youâll see tomorrow .â
â why tomorâ â poe flashes that boyish grin . â what did you do ?â
morning view
ao3 âą x f!reader | short | explicit | smut | wc : 1.6k
summary: it was your fault , really â for lingering just a bit longer than you usually would that morning .
to have and to hold
ao3 âą x gn!reader | short | mature | angst | wc : 1.4k
summary: his hand , keeping you whole in his protective hold on you .
stars by the pocketful
ao3 âą x f!oc | short | teen & up | fluff | wc : 9.4k
summary: life day has always been a bittersweet affair for poe dameron , this delicate balance between the sweet and the bitter . this is the bitter part for him on life day on dâqar that year ; but the sweet part though â her .
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confection | confession | concession
ao3 âą jake x f!reader | multi-short | explicit | angst , smut | wc : 7.0k
summary: you have all but forgotten about the note . you watch his eyes scan the words , his voice in your head enunciates each syllable :Â suck them like itâs my cunt .
â are you there , moriarty ?â
ao3 âą steven x gn!reader | drabble | explicit | smut | wc : 295
â steven , please stop â
ao3 âą steven x gn!reader | drabble | teen & up | angst | wc : 200
best laid plans
ao3 âą marc x gn!reader | short | mature | fluff , humour | wc : 1.7k
summary: there isnât a proper plan in place just yet on how marc would like to broach the subject about steven and jake to you .
the hanky panky trilogy
ao3 âą moon knight system x f!reader | multi-short | explicit | smut | wc : 3.1k
summary: the moon boys like you in all your different ways â all cute .
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15 minutes
ao3 âą jonathan levy x f!reader | short | explicit | smut | wc : 1.9k
summary: you havenât had sex in weeks , months even , if you care to count . is it any wonder that youâre so easily turned on these days ?
bedridden
ao3 âą leto atreides x f!reader | short | explicit | smut , angst | wc : 2.3k
summary: his eyes peel open , heavy-lidded as they rake down the salacious dip along your spine â oh , what a lovely sight to wake up to .
assessment [ 3 ] [ 4 ]
ao3 âą michael perry x f!reader | multi-chapter | teen & up | fluff | wc : 7.7k
summary: you realise that the only valid reason heâd been hanging about this deliberately â it can only mean one thing : they were all assessments to see how you fared at adams elementary .
a/n: and how i became obsessed with that silver streak on his head .
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â can you look at me now ?â
ao3 âą drabble | mature | implied sex | wc : 430
grounded
ao3 âą multi-chapter | teen & up | angst , fluff | wc : 5.7k
summary: bee-bee was the only reason that kept poe and rey together . now that heâs gone â
lost // found series
1 / bright stars
ao3 âą modern au | multi-chapter | explicit | angst , smut | wc : 17.1k
summary: â itâs something iâve believed in for a while now , even before we â you know , got together ,â he said . â that iâll be â weâll only be the best versions of ourselves when weâre together ; and â any other times weâre not , weâll just be lesser versions of ourselves .â
2 / reckless
ao3 âą modern au | multi-chapter | explicit | angst , smut | wc : 27.7k
summary: poe â mr dameron , he has an ability to kindle the softest light in her with that laugh of his , brighten the darkest enclaves in the depths of her soul , and bring a kind of warmth and comfort that sheâd never known into the coldest and harshest parts of her body .
3 / sound of silence ( âą âą âą â â â âą âą âą )
ao3 âą wwii au | multi-chapter | mature | angst | wc : 11.3k
summary: muted conversations that resonated through the acres of green pastures in the countryside ; a kind of silence that spoke volumes in the middle of the night , as the lights went on and off to a private rhythm only the both of them knew about .
4 / staying human
ao3 âą post-apocalypse au | multi-chapter | explicit | angst , smut | wc : 13.6k
summary: she canât remember when was the last time someone touched her â either voluntarily as a sign of affection , or just methodically doing what poe is doing now . the frenzy ended so long ago , and nobody is around anymore , nobody alive .
5 / rhyme and reason
ao3 âą multi-chapter | explicit | angst , smut | wc : 25.5k
summary: the âbig revealâ story that the preceding stories in the series are actually just dreams poe had â surprise! (?) each story is fragmented as dreams are , bits and pieces weaved into different settings/stories with a similarity in context you canât quite put your finger on .
6 / burn , burn , burn
ao3 âą au | explicit | angst , smut | wc : 12.6k
summary: these are chapters in correlation to each story from this collection , told from poeâs perspective before we get into the different storylines in earnest .
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May I vote for Jonathan Levy for another morning sex one shot? đŒ
thanks for the ask nonnie !
hereâs a quick one , in every sense of the word . đ±
apologies for the unexpected visitor that may or may not seem appropriate .
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title: 15 minutes
pairing: jonathan levy x f!reader
rating: r , explicit
summary: you havenât had sex in weeks , months even , if you care to count . is it any wonder that youâre so easily turned on these days ?
x-post: here .
content : non-canon , reader is wifey now . background minor (non-sexual) . established relationship . morning sex . smut . domestic smut . mild humour , i think . almost getting caught . quickie . f!masturbation . p in v sex . clothed sex . v fingering . clit play . squirting . dirty laundry , so dirty .
a/n : part of this morning sex thing .
//
Since the new school year started, it has been a neverending series of rinses and repeats â pickups and dropoffs at school, soccer practice and piano lessons. On top of that, Jonathan has taken up extra teaching classes at college, and you were somehow roped into the committee looking after the bake sale at Avaâs school.
These days, after youâve taken your alternative turns to tuck her into bed at night, you can barely keep your eyes open while loading up the dishwasher, and Jonathan the dayâs laundry into the machine.
You have also forgotten the last time you did your nightly skincare routine after a hot bath, and he has given up brushing his teeth before bedtime, the non-fiction he started reading over the summer already gathering dust under his folded glasses by the bed.
It is literally lights out for the both of you the moment your heads hit the pillows every night.
This morning is no different. Ava has a science project due today, so Jonathan will have to wrestle it into the backseat of the car without losing Pluto or Mercury or Jupiterâs ring.
She also has a replacement piano lesson after soccer practice. You are not looking forward to her trying to weasel her way out of another music class again because she is too tired or she might track mud across the teacherâs home â nothing you havenât heard before, but which you have to talk her out of every time.
You are so worked up with the dayâs full program that before the alarm goes off, you jolt awake of your own accord.
You fumble for the clock by your bed, heaving a deep sigh for the 15 minutes you are never going to get back.
Jonathan stirs behind you, his arms snaking over your torso under the covers, as he nuzzles his wiry beard into the crook of your shoulder, sighing heavily himself.
He adjusts to the new position, nestling his morning wood right along the valley of your buttocks, rubbing his semi against your plump cheeks â either on purpose or just subconsciously trying to get comfortable.
Whatever it is, that insignificant contact has gotten you all riled up now. You burrow your heated face deeper into the pillow, teeth worrying your bottom lip as you, ever so subtly, back yourself up to him, rutting your arse lazily against his hardening bulge.
You havenât had sex in weeks, months even, if you care to count. Is it any wonder that youâre so easily turned on these days?
In front of you, your hand trails under your slip dress to your pussy, two fingers caressing along your folds to gather slick, before they twirl around your clit in slow, concentric circles to the rhythm of your canting hips.
Jonathan, who is very much as worked up as you are, responds to you accordingly, almost immediately. His arm tightens around your waist, drawing you flush against him â good morning, he seems to say wordlessly, as he nuzzles his nose into the back of your ear, nip-licking at that sensitive spot just below your earlobe.
Your mouth parts, hitching soft, kittenish gasps when his other hand wraps around your neck, squeezing gentle pressure at your angular jawline. Just enough to spur you on so your head falls back onto his shoulder, your fingers between your legs gathering pace.
His hips start rolling to your languid ministrations, his heavy-laden breaths growing dense, as he rubs his now rock-hard penis against your curved back. Itâs delicious, feeling him like this â so visceral that youâre now jabbing your fingers into your cunt, mewling as your head swirls dizzy with the thought of his cock spreading you out and filling you up so full.
As if having read your mind, Jonathan grunts low, changing position once again â this time, flipping you over onto the bed and anchoring his heavier weight on you so agreeably you canât do anything about it but surrender.
He looms over you, the sunlight filtering through the drawn curtains clinging to his salt-and-pepper curls all mussed. Beneath the deceptive halo, his darkened eyes dilate, watching you intently as you acquiesce to his every move. Writhing helplessly when he slides his cock along your very, very wet pussy. Sobbing impatiently as he teases your stimulated nub with his fat tip. Eyelids fluttering, mouth wide and groaning with pleasure when he shoves his entire length into your slippery hole in one smooth motion, bottoming out.
He drags his cock out of you, tediously slow â the tip settling right at the rim, before he thrusts back into you again. Once, twice, three times â knocking the breath from your lungs each time; just to get used to your heat enveloping him, just to allow you time to acclimate to the all too familiar stretch of his girth.
Then, he just â speeds up. Fucking into you in staccato brevity, rubbing abrasion along your walls. Yet not too deep â teasing stimulants in that interstitial space in your cunt, where it sets your nerve ends on fire. Touching you without even touching you there, where it aches for him so terribly.
Your fingers clench at his soft muscles, holding on for dear life; both of you huffing for each otherâs next breath, as he chases after your highs like the devil is behind him â like there is no time to lose.
And, right on cue â right above your head, you hear the faucet turn on in the adjacent bathroom.
âJesus,â you groan. âI told her not to leave the tap on when sheâs bruâ oooohhhh!â
You groan, when Jonathanâs thumb latches onto your clit, pressing quick, rough circles that match the shallow punches in and out of you.
Your body arches into him, whimpering â so loud that Ava can probably hear you over the running water.
Jonathanâs hand shoots up and clasps over your mouth.
âShhhhhhâŠâ his command jagged at his relentless pummels, and you have to bite down at his palm to muffle your cries.
That instead arouses him â his ridge catching on your fluttering folds so dreadfully it makes you gush even more, the lewd, squelching noise under the covers getting more pronounced with every pulverising hit.
Heâs getting close. You can feel the urgency in his pounding as they get more resolute, and how he whimpers so pitifully â finally vocal as he noses the strap off your night dress, his moans sending shivers down your spine when he starts suckling at your breast, pebbling your nipple to a stiff peak under his wet strokes.
You are teetering on the edge yourself, teeth sinking into the slab of muscle across his shoulder, one leg curled around his thick waist, as you rut your cunt recklessly into him. The aggravating tension in your stomach twists tighter, your pussy quivering for an overdue release. It sucks his cock deeper, swallowing him whole as he pumps once, twice, three times â and cums inside of you.
You barely hear the faucet squeak off. You barely hear Avaâs tiny footsteps pad down the hallway to your room. Jonathanâs guttural groans fill your senses so completely, and his warm ejaculation fill your hole so abundantly â before they snap to an exclamatory halt when the door flings open; and he is throwing himself off you, his spunk spraying all over your stomach under the sheets as he huddles into a foetal position away from you.
You toss your arm over your eyes, heaving large gulpfuls of air where the penny hangs, too afraid to watch.
âDaddy â are you OK?â Avaâs voice edged with concern next to the bed.
You venture a peek from under your elbow to see her rearranging Jonathanâs tousled curls upon his bedhead, oblivious to her fatherâs hand still wrapped around his stimulated cock under the sheets â still cumming.
âUhhhhh â not feeling too good, honey,â Jonathan croaks. âThink I got a uh â stomachache.â
You stifle your laugh at his rather ingenious effort to make it look like he is just rubbing his stomach, when he is still grinding his cock in his hand to finish up.
âBut â whoâs gonna drive me to school?â Ava asks, her bottom lip pouting dramatically.
You lower your arm with a sigh, smiling at the sweet child over Jonathanâs hunched form.
âMummy will drive you to school, baby,â your voice coming out hoarser than you anticipated.
Heedless to say, your offer is enough to make her excited again. Your eyes widen when she jumps into bed, her foot missing Jonathanâs softening cock by a breath, as she leaps over him to your side of the bed.
You have to palm your hand over your crotch too to avert a potential disaster on your part.
âYou sure?â Avaâs smile drops again when sheâs had a closer look at you in the dimly lit bedroom.
She quirks a brow at your flushed complexion, laying the back of her small hand on your forehead; emulating the many times you did the same to her when she was feeling under the weather, or pretending to.
âYou might have a fever, mummy,â she diagnoses with childlike confidence.
You shoot a sideway glance at Jonathan when you hear him smothering a chuckle into the sheets.
âMummyâs fine,â you soothe, touching your forehead against Avaâs to prove that you are not feverish â also, because your hands are occupied for the time being.
âCan you make me blueberry pancakes too?â She mumbles quietly, fingers twirling timid spirals at a loose thread on the duvet.
âOf course, baby,â you brush your nose against hers until she giggles. âWhy donât you head on downstairs and bring out the ingredients â hmm? Mummy will be down in a sec.â
âOK!â Ava smacks a kiss on your cheek, and bounces back to Jonathanâs side for a quick peck on his face too. âFeel better, daddy!â
When her footsteps ebb down the stairway, Jonathan repositions himself next to you, cursing up at the ceiling.
âGod, weâre terrible parents,â he mutters under his breath, a hand raking down his reddened face.
You snort, rolling over to kiss the round of his shoulder. Your hand slides up along his face, pulling him in for a deep, open-mouthed kiss.
You blink slowly, watching the flicker in his hooded eyes when you smear your slick-coated fingers across his beard, his hanging lips â the smell of your musky scent so pungent for the both of you to share.
âYour turn to do the laundry again, spunk boy,â you tease, already shimmying out of bed.
Before you can grasp for an escape, he flings his whole body over you, keeping you trapped under him once again.
âWeâll see about that,â he growls, his hand already slithering under the covers, thick, rough fingers bullying into your sensitive cunt without preamble.
âNo, NO â Jonathan!â You rasp, your hand gripping at his working muscle with a flimsy attempt to stop him. âThe door is open.â
âIâll make it quick,â he reassures â his fingers wringing brutal, rapid squelches between your legs, his thumb on your clit strumming an amplified chord.
In a matter of seconds, a squirming heat climbs your body and breaks sweat through your pores, and youâre cursing breathlessly, brows pinched and nails scraping at the dishevelled curls at the nape of his neck.
âMummy, come onnnnn!â Ava yells from downstairs, her voice travelling up the stairway into the bedroom.
âJust a sec, honey!â Jonathan answers on your behalf.
Then, in a lower, beastly tone that matches the mischievous glint shining in his dark eyes, a cocky grin curving his lips: âMummyâs coming.â
He clamps his mouth over yours just as you tremble around his assaulting fingers, your drawn-out whine simmered to a stifled moan when the pressure crests in your stomach â and youâre finally squirting under the sheets, soaking through the mattress.
KDFJNGTHIJESRIKMDFNVHWJIRKF OH MY GOOOOOOOSHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Then, in a lower, beastly tone that matches the mischievous glint shining in his dark eyes, a cocky grin curving his lips: âMummyâs coming.â <- I AM SCREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
teehee you guys are funny . whoâs the funniest though ? tell us a joke , all of you .
Why did the chicken cross the road? To leave me just like mirah did
I was gonna make a joke about the millennium falcon but it might fly over your head
Whats the difference between a computer and a woman? I get turned on by computers, fuck sorry I meant I can turn on a computer ..i mean a woman! I mean ,Forget it.
A horse walks in to a bar, the bartender asks it "why the long face?" The horse shoots the bartender
So my son Adam asked me where he came from, I said "all over"
2. Whatâs your total AO3 word count?
481,768 words .
3. What fandoms do you write for?
i am currently steeped in the OI fandom , with occasional side quests to return to damerey .
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
1. tragodĂa ; theseus scamander/f!oc
2. the only pretty girl ; itâs part of the same story as tragodĂa , i used to separate the smut chapters
3. from trenzalore , with love ; eleventh doctor/clara oswald
4. later in the day ; also part of the same story as tragodĂa
5. dry ; steven grant/reader
5. Do you respond to comments?
i do now . i donât used to respond to all but i figured i should even if i have nothing to say .
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
itâs a toss-up between staying human and sound of silence ( âą âą âą â â â âą âą âą ) â both damerey fics , but iâll probably give it to the former because reasons .
7. Whatâs the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
ahhh , probably from trenzalore , with love . :)
8. Do you get hate on fics?
fortunately no . although i did mistake a spam bot with a rude comment once and went off on it as if it were a real person . snorts
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
do i â itâs all i ever write these days heh . nothing too kinky though i suppose . iâm not there yet . just some good olâ lovemaking .
10. Do you write crossovers? Whatâs the craziest one youâve written?
no , donât think so .
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
i hope not .
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
donât think i have either .
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
nope . wonder what thatâs like .
14. Whatâs your all time favourite ship?
i suppose right now itâs damerey . i had my moment with eleven/clara about 10 years ago but i just managed to wring out one (1) fic from that . still love them though .
15. Whatâs a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
i do try to finish any active wips i have plans to complete , itâs just a matter of time . the other inactive ones are just sitting there as my emotional support wips . :]
thereâs this poe/reader-slash-f!oc thing that i actually fleshed out rather extensively awhile back ; weâre talking meticulous alignment with the star wars canon media from poeâs childhood to the comic series to the sequel trilogy .
not sure if iâll write it now because iâve been kinda extracting bits and pieces from the story to write as separate smaller stories . stars by the pocketful actually stemmed from that big story , and i think cabin pressure too heh .
16. What are your writing strengths?
idk dialogues , when they do speak ?
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
prepositions and tenses heh . and i yap too much sometimes and everything gets convoluted when iâm trying to overcompensate .
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
dubious at best , at least for me . iâm ashamed to say that i rely solely on google translation . i did that in russian and french for tragodĂa , and the occasional spanish in the OI stories that involve jake , and poe speaking yavinese (itâs spanish in the star wars verse in my headcanon) .
19. First fandom you wrote for?
lmao . erm . n sync â kinda my first foray into gay fanfiction writing , now that i think about it . just pairing up the band members (namely between jc , justin and lance) . one out of three ainât bad eh ? heh .
20. Favourite fic youâve written?
this year alone , iâll give it to cabin pressure . âtwas fun while it lasted . :)
no pressure tags: @rinskiroo @mysticalmoonb3ams @hopecomesbacktolife @ingoldthewizard and anyone here who has ao3 and would like to play :)
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all the things you wanted to be
and then all the things
you wished you never wished for
it was a delicious itch you want to scratch
but you find it under the skin and canât reach it
so the delicious itch becomes unbearable
it told you what you most want
is what you most canât have
and that the most you canât have
is what you already had and lost
it was a song of all the promises
i failed to keep
ulysses and the sirens by herbert james draper , 1909
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Do you think Poe Dameron walks around naked when he is alone? And if he does, has anyone ever walked in on him?
This has been sitting in my in-box for two weeks, just stewing. Oh, the thoughts and scenarios that have been playing in my head for all that time. Anyway, I finally got down some of those thoughts. Somehow, I kept it PG rated. And sorry (not sorry) for making this Damerey, but you know they are were my heart is.
Interruption
A Damerey ficlet ~600 words
Poe stepped naked out of the âfresher, rubbing his hair with a thin, worn towel. It had been a long day, and he had spent a little too much time in the shower. The Command Staff meeting would be starting shortly, and though he knew they wouldnât start the session without him, he hated making everyone wait. However, now that he had an actual shower, not a sonic shower but one with water, it was very hard to not linger.
He glanced at the chrono on the table by his bed, relieved to see he was still good on time. The meeting was supposed to be short, just a quick overview of their new ion canon that had just been installed this past week. General Organa had promised they would be done well before lights out. Maybe, just maybe, he would have time to read a bit before bed.
He padded across the cool plasteel floor, installed just last month to help keep the heat and humidity of Ajan Klossâs environment out of the barracks; they didnât have an artificial cooling system yet, so they needed to do what they could to keep comfortable. Poe, who had grown up on a hot and humid planet, didnât particularly like the feel of the material on his bare feet. The Massassi wood used for most of the buildings back home always helped keep things cool, too, and was much more comfortable to walk on.
He opened the door to his storage locker, pulling out a clean shirt and his Resistance issue uniform, throwing them on the bed. He pulled open a drawer on the side and grabbed a pair of socks and briefs. He closed the locker and turned back toward the âfresher. Suddenly, the door to his quarters opened, and he spun around, startled.
The last person he expected to enter his quarters uninvited rushed through the door. âPoe! We need to talk about that suppressor you added to your ship before the meetingâŠâ Rey stopped short, her eyes widening as she realized he was naked. Her mouth dropped open and her eyes looked him up and down, and he knew he didnât imagine her pause as her gaze landed on his privates. She blinked suddenly, shook her head, and turned away. âI am so sorry. I should have knocked.â
âYeah,â Poe drawled, amused. âYou should have.â
âDo you always walk around naked, Dameron?â she squeaked.
âWhen Iâm alone, yeah,â he said. âAnd sometimes when Iâm not.â
She sent him a glare over her shoulder, glanced down once more, then turned away quickly, her cheeks pink. He didnât think heâd ever seen her blush before. âAre you embarrassed, Sunshine?â
âOf course not,â Rey argued immediately. âIâve unintentionally seen too many naked male bodies in my life. Itâs justâŠâ
âJust?â
She sighed. âNone were attractive.â
Poe grinned. âBut mine is, is that what youâre saying?â
He could see Rey clench her jaw. âYou know darn well that youâre attractive, Dameron,â she grumbled, not looking at him. âDonât get cocky.â
He laughed outright. âFine, Sunshine. Just give me a moment to make myself less attractive and weâll talk about that suppressor.â
She snorted.
Still grinning, Poe grabbed up his trousers and headed for the âfresher. Heâd always been comfortable being naked and never too concerned with who or what might see him without clothing, but he couldnât help but feel a bit of excitement knowing Rey appreciated what she had seen.
Maybe, when things around here settled a bit more, she would be willing to do more than look.
I love Rey and Poe's dynamic because they're so fucking weird about it. You have all the parallels set up between them in TFA, the literal red thread connecting them in TLJ with the homing beacon, the smashcut from Rey being tortured to Poe jerking awake, the first time he sees her again (cos he checks on her on the tarmac in TFA before he runs after Finn) being the most "god is a woman by ariana grande playing softly in the background" sequence ever, the bashful meet cute that almost immediately nosedives into Rey roasting him constantly, and them bickering so much that Leia kicks them off the Falcon for a day for a break, just for them to realize they've been fighting so much because they're feeling raw and vulnerable about their insecurities and the perfection they see in the other just exacerbates their fears â Poe of being replaced, Rey's imposter syndrome â and growing closer after Rey admits to him (of everyone! the first person who she admits this to iirc) that she hasn't been able to connect to the Force since Luke died. Poe admitting to her that he feels adrift after his conflict with Amilyn, and how he just has to keep going forward. The fact that they are literally drift compatible according to Through the Turbulence. The way they're low-key flirting during Spark of Resistance, the easy back and forth they have with each other, the fact that Poe apologizes for the thought crime of worrying about Rey being inexperienced due to her sheltered upbringing, Rey feeling stung about this. The outright confirmation that they've discussed and commiserated in depth of being tortured and held captive within the Force before. Rey thinking his hair is "perfectly coiffed despite the early hour" in Legacy. Poe gifting her a cloak so she stays warm in the same novel. The way that Rey is said to like his face in the TFA novelization, how Poe is extra silly and does a little bow to her in Resistance Reborn just to make her laugh and hears her when nobody else does. How Rey thinks of how Kylo tortured him when she loses control in the desert. How into their banter they are until it becomes a proper argument. How Rey isn't even insecure Poe might not come back when he leaves!! How he doesn't even mind the arguing! Both of them being so jealous the other has closer relationships that know them better!!! What the fuck is wrong with them!!!!