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the box of franzia in my fridge is calling to me like the green goblin mask fr

i haven’t smiled with my teeth in months and i’m scared i never will ever again

god grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change and also maybe a honey butter chicken biscuit from whataburger thx <3

speed running kidney stones by waking up out of a dead sleep every day and immediately cracking open a cold dr. pepper

the ads on this website are so egregious like !!! ew !!! gross !!!

i just slept for almost 12 hours which i really needed and was good for me but it’s midnight now and i have an entire night alone ahead of me and it’s miserable :(

i am a deeply superstitious person and i’m starting to think this is a symptom of some underlying mental health issue

i yearn for russia the way men yearn for japan

i wish god would remove the lust from my heart— i can’t handle the shame that comes with it anymore

thinking about how i want to die but also dying at 27 is so cheap and overdone that i have to wait until at least 28 to bite the bullet >:(

now that i’m on the official secret side blog i can confess that i haven’t spent more than 48 hours sober a week since november and it’s might maybe potentially taking a toll on me,,,, idk tho we’re playing it by ear

when i was in middle school i would write self insert fanfiction about me and mikey way from my chemical romance abusing prescription drugs and self harming together on the notes app on my 4th gen ipod and read it to my friends

hi :3