ciao miaou miaou

angry momo bonus pic

I got a good time

Yeah time to get mine

헤맸어, 미로 Wandering, maze

Hennessy and night

“I never stop, I never stop”

다시 repeat repeat again

“I never stop, f*** all your opps”

Finally free

Ah yeah, ah yeah

끝에 멈춰 선 나 I stand here, at the end

Not yet, not yet

돌아보지 않아 I’m not looking back

Now yeah, now yeah

날아가 butterfly Fly butterfly

Finally free

Look at me now

더 이상 아파도 숨지 않아 I will not hide even if I am hurt

미치지 않기 위해 미치려는 것 Going crazy so I don’t go crazy

지나간 나를 위해 손을 들어 Put your hands up for the past me

Now set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

I got feel low

Still 난 미로 Still in the maze

But I got no time to break soul

Just let me flow

Hey fool, just get out of my way

Shut up, f*** off

I’m on my way

Ah yeah, ah yeah

시작된 나의 prime time It’s started, my prime time

Forget, forget

기꺼이 올라타 I gladly climb up

Now yeah, now yeah

날아가 butterfly Fly butterfly

Finally free

Look at me now

날 비웃어도 멈추지 않아 You can mock me but I won’t stop

미치지 않기 위해 미치려는 것 Going crazy so I don’t go crazy

지나간 나를 위해 손을 들어 Put your hands up for the past me

Now set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

(Set me free)

(Set me free)

(Set me free)

Set me free

THE END OF CHAPTER 1

Korean

I know Every life’s a movie We got different stars and stories We got different nights and mornings Our scenarios ain’t just boring 나는 이 영화가 너무 재밌어 매일매일 잘 찍고 싶어 난 날 쓰다듬어주고 싶어 날 쓰다듬어주고 싶어

근데 말야 가끔 나는 내가 너무너무 미워 사실 꽤나 자주 나는 내가 너무 미워 내가 너무 미울 때 난 뚝섬에 와 그냥 서 있어 익숙한 어둠과

웃고 있는 사람들과 나를 웃게 하는 beer 슬며시 다가와서 나의 손을 잡는 fear 괜찮아 다 둘셋이니까 나도 친구가 있음 좋잖아

세상은 절망의 또 다른 이름 나의 키는 지구의 또 다른 지름 나는 나의 모든 기쁨이자 시름 매일 반복돼 날 향한 좋고 싫음 저기 한강을 보는 친구야 우리 옷깃을 스치면 인연이 될까 아니 우리 전생에 스쳤을지 몰라 어쩜 수없이 부딪혔을지도 몰라

어둠 속에서 사람들은 낮보다 행복해 보이네 다들 자기가 있을 곳을 아는데 나만 하릴없이 걷네 그래도 여기 섞여있는 게 더 편해 밤을 삼킨 뚝섬은 나에게 전혀 다른 세상을 건네 나는 자유롭고 싶다 자유에게서 자유롭고 싶다 지금은 행복한데 불행하니까 나는 나를 보네 뚝섬에서

I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself

English

I know Every life’s a movie We got different stars and stories We got different nights and mornings Our scenarios ain’t just boring I find this movie very amusing Everyday, I want to shoot it well I want to caress myself I want to caress myself

But you know, sometimes I really really hate myself To be honest, quite often, I really hate myself When I really hate myself, I go to Dduksum* I just stand there with the familiar darkness

With the people that are smiling And beer, which makes me smile Coming to me softly, Fear, which holds my hand It’s okay because everyone is in twos or threes It’d be nice if I had friends too

The world is just another name for despair My height is just another diameter for the earth I am all of my joy and anxiety It repeats everyday, the love and hate directed to me Hey you, who’s looking over the Han River If we bump into each other while passing, would it be fate? Or maybe we bumped into each other in our past life Maybe we bumped into each other countless times

In the darkness, People look happier than the day Everyone else knows where they’re supposed to be But only I walk without purpose But still, blending in with them is more comfortable Dduksum, which has swallowed up the night Hands me an entirely different world I want to be free I want to be free from freedom Because right now I’m happy but I’m unhappy I’m looking at myself At Dduksum

I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself

(T/N: *Name of the island that Namjoon goes to, to think/write lyrics)

Korean

음악 한다고 깝친지 몇 년 지나지 않아 대구에서 음악하면 잘되봤자 음악학원 원장이나 하겠지 란 생각이 날 빡때려 어차피 한번 사는 인생 뭐든 일등 한번 해봐야지

공부론 못하던 일등 음악으론 할 것 같았어 주위에선 십중 팔구 이 새끼 또 지랄병이 도졌네 도졌어 좆까 새꺄 잘 봐봐 니네는 또 졌어

여튼 좀 더 폼나게 음악 하려거든 일단 대구를 떠나야겠다는 생각 uh 빡빡이 고딩의 힘찬 발걸음 한 오디션 포스터 앞에 fade out

방시혁이 개최한 랩 대회 라네요 방시혁이라면 그 백지영 그 아 아 총맞은 것처럼 쓴 사람 아뇨 형님 그래서 크루 형들과 대횔 나가게 됐지

일단 결선에 가려면 예선을 통과 하라네 ok 그 정돈 밥이지 뭐 랩 하라고 줬던 비트를 싹 다 갈아 엎은 뒤 편곡을 하기 시작했어 봐라 어떤 이가

이렇게 하겠어 니네가 나라면 이렇게 했겠어?

그 어떤 회사가 말야 응? 이런 천재를 싫다고 하겠어

회사 입장에선 yo 복이 굴러온 거지 막연한 믿음 그게 내 성공의 본거지 지난 일이라 얘기하는데 예선 다음날 전화 한 통이 왔어 지역번호는 02

2010년 11월 7일 서울 입성 강남도 별거 없네 대구 촌놈의 기선 제압 그 날 저녁은 쿨하게 사먹었지 what the fuck 계산서에 눈이 돌아갔지 한달 생활비는 고작 30 shit 택도 없는 돈이란 걸 누구 보다 알기에 시작했던 새벽 알바 uh 때문에 등교시간은 매번 달라 uh 학교를 가면 다 돈 많은 집 자식들 내 한달 생활비 몇 배를 술값에 쳐박어 그리곤 시발 뭐 뭐? 돈 없다던 가식들 shut the fuck up 새꺄 너 아가리 쳐 닫어

성공이 궁해? no 난 그냥 돈이 궁해 폼나게란 말도 잊혀진 지가 오래 밤에는 연습하고 새벽엔 알바하고 그렇게 지친 몸 끌고 학교로 가면 잠만 자던 내가 20살이 되 버렸네 졸업실 풍경은 썩 구리네 밤새 도박하던 그 새끼들? 졸업선물로 외제찰 끄네 그건 좀 부럽네 부럽네 썅 세상은 불공평 하단 걸 진작 알았지만 누군 십오평짜리 투룸에 열 댓 명이 같이 사는데 누군 폼나게 졸업하자마자 외제찰 끄네

ok ok ok 두고 봐 데뷔는 하겠냔 말 두고가 일년 뒤에 봐봐 새꺄 내가 뭘 하는지 넌 그제서야 tv 보고 연락하겠지

English

Only a few years have passed since I said, like a know-it-all, that I’d do music “If I do well in music in Daegu, the farthest I’ll get is (becoming) the principal of a music academy or something” this kind of thought just hits me “I only live once anyway, I might as well be number one at least once for something”

The number one that I couldn’t be in academics I thought I could be it (first place) through music, the crowds of people around me (ten/hundred to one) said This idiot is suffering, suffering from the “bullshit disease” again Fuck up dickhead, look closely, you all have lost again

Anyway, in order to do music more stylishly/better, I thought I’d better get out of Daegu first uh The powerful footsteps of a pimple-scarred high schooler fade out in front of an audition poster

“It says it’s a rap competition by held by Bang Sihyuk” “If it’s Bang Sihyuk then it’s that Baek Jiyoung that, ah ah- Isn’t that the person who wrote ‘Like Being Hit By A Bullet?’” “No, hyungnim” And so I ended up going to the competition with my crew hyungnims

They say in order to get to the final round, you have to pass the preliminaries Ok well that much is just a piece of cake, whatever After plowing through the beat they gave us to rap on and turning it upside down I began to rearrange the beats, look here at what kind of kid I am

Would you have done this If you were me, would you have done it like this?

Listen, what kind of company would, huh? Say they don’t want this kind of genius

From the company’s perspective, yo, they got lucky My aimless faith, that’s the root of my success I’m saying this because this is all in the past but, the day after the preliminaries A phone call came, the area code was 02

November 7th, 2010 my entry into Seoul “There’s nothing much in Gangnam either,” Daegu country boy’s forestallment That night I bought my dinner coolly What the fuck, seeing the check my eyes popped out My monthly living expenses was only 300 bucks shit I knew better than anyone that the money would always be short so I started working the graveyard shift at part-time jobs uh Because of that the time I got to school was always different uh When I go to school, it’s all kids from the rich families They waste money that’s many times my monthly expenses just on alcohol And then fuck, what what? They say they don’t have money Shut the fuck up assholes, just shut your fucking mouth

Am I in need of success? No I’m just in of need money It’s even been a while since I’ve forgotten the word “stylish” Practicing at night and working part time at dawn Then I drag my exhausted body to school only to fall asleep there When I turned 20, the scene of my graduation was shit The assholes that gambled all night? They got foreign brand cars as graduation gifts so I’m a little envious I’m envious. Fuck. The fact that the world is unfair is something I already knew but while some people are sharing a 15 pyeong* two-room apartment with 15 people, Others are driving foreign cars around in style upon graduating

Ok ok ok just watch Leave your comments of “will you even debut?” behind Watch me a year from now, assholes, what I’ll be doing At that time you’ll probably call me after seeing me on TV

(*T/N: 15 pyeong converts to around 533 sq ft.)

Korean

보고 싶다 이렇게 말하니까 더 보고 싶다 너희 사진을 보고 있어도 보고 싶다 너무 야속한 시간 나는 우리가 밉다 이젠 얼굴 한 번 보는 것도 힘들어진 우리가

여긴 온통 겨울 뿐이야 8월에도 겨울이 와 마음은 시간을 달려가네 홀로 남은 설국열차 니 손 잡고 지구 반대편까지 가 겨울을 끝내고파

그리움들이 얼마나 눈처럼 내려야 그 봄날이 올까 Friend

허공을 떠도는 작은 먼지처럼 작은 먼지처럼 날리는 눈이 나라면 조금 더 빨리 네게 닿을 수 있을 텐데

눈꽃이 떨어져요 또 조금씩 멀어져요 보고 싶다 보고 싶다 보고 싶다 보고 싶다 얼마나 기다려야 또 몇 밤을 더 새워야 널 보게 될까 널 보게 될까 만나게 될까 만나게 될까

추운 겨울 끝을 지나 다시 봄날이 올 때까지 꽃 피울 때까지 그곳에 좀 더 머물러줘 머물러줘

니가 변한 건지 니가 변한 건지 아니면 내가 변한 건지 내가 변한 건지 이 순간 흐르는 시간조차 미워 우리가 변한 거지 뭐 모두가 그런 거지 뭐

그래 밉다 니가 넌 떠났지만 단 하루도 너를 잊은 적이 없었지 난

솔직히 보고 싶은데 이만 너를 지울게 그게 널 원망하기보단 덜 아프니까

시린 널 불어내 본다 연기처럼 하얀 연기처럼 말로는 지운다 해도 사실 난 아직 널 보내지 못하는데

눈꽃이 떨어져요 또 조금씩 멀어져요 보고 싶다 보고 싶다 보고 싶다 보고 싶다 얼마나 기다려야 또 몇 밤을 더 새워야 널 보게 될까 널 보게 될까 만나게 될까 만나게 될까

You know it all You’re my best friend 아침은 다시 올 거야 어떤 어둠도 어떤 계절도 영원할 순 없으니까

벚꽃이 피나봐요 이 겨울도 끝이 나요 보고 싶다 보고 싶다 보고 싶다 보고 싶다 조금만 기다리면 며칠 밤만 더 새우면 만나러 갈게 만나러 갈게 데리러 갈게 데리러 갈게

추운 겨울 끝을 지나 다시 봄날이 올 때까지 꽃 피울 때까지 그곳에 좀 더 머물러줘 머물러줘

English

I miss you Saying it like this makes me miss you more Even when I’m looking at your picture I miss you Time is too cruel I detest ourselves Even just seeing each other’s faces has become difficult for us now

It’s nothing but winter here Winter comes even in August* My heart races through time A Snowpiercer*² left alone I want to hold your hand and go to the other side of the earth And end this winter

How much must this longing fall like snow for that spring day to come? Friend

Drifting in the empty air Like tiny dust Like tiny dust If I were swirling snow, I’d be able to reach you a little faster

Snowflakes are falling And little by little, we grow further apart I miss you, I miss you I miss you, I miss you How long must I wait? How many more nights must I stay up? Before I can see you, before I can see you Before I can meet you, before I can meet you

Until the cold winter passes and spring day comes again Until the flowers bloom Please stay at that place for a bit longer Please stay

Were you the one who changed? Were you the one who changed? Or was I the one who changed? Was I the one who changed? I hate the very passing of time I guess we both changed I guess everyone is like that

That’s right, I hate you You left but there hasn’t been a single day where I’ve forgotten you

Honestly, I miss you But now, I will forget about you Because doing that will be less painful than resenting you

I try blowing you away, you who has grown cold Like smoke, like white smoke I say that I’ll erase you But honestly, I can’t let you go yet

Snowflakes are falling and little by little, we grow further apart I miss you, I miss you I miss you, I miss you How long must I wait? How many more nights must I stay up? Before I can see you, before I can see you Before I can meet you, before I can meet you

You know it all You’re my best friend It will be morning again Because no darkness, no season can last forever

It looks like cherry blossoms are blooming This winter is also ending I miss you, I miss you I miss you, I miss you If you wait just a little longer If you just stay up a few more nights I’ll come meet you, I’ll come meet you I’ll come pick you up, I’ll come pick you up

Until the cold winter passes and spring day comes again Until the flowers bloom Please stay at that place for a bit longer Please stay

Translators’ Notes:

* A possible reference to the Korean movie ‘Christmas in August’. 2. The Korean title of the sci-fi movie ‘Snowpiercer’ literally translates to ‘A Train in a Snow Country’.

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