Leaving
i'm not deleting, but I'm remaking. I will be messaging a few people on my new blog, but that's it.
why? because i'm being harassed for ending a relationship. yes, i did break someone's heart, but i feel so guilty about it. i don't mention it because whoever is so invested in my relationship problems would make it into me acting like a victim. because why should i get to feel sad? i deserve it, right?
fuck no. it's none of your business. how can you judge someone's mental and emotional status from a blog? a blog that, if you look, i don't post on very often.
i never posted about the breakup because i felt like i didn't have the right to mourn the loss that i felt. i felt like i didn't deserve attention, that people should direct their energy to helping mary cope with the hurt that i caused.
did i plan it? i say no, but people still think i did. and if i had, i would feel even more guilty, and i wouldn't be able to sleep at night. anyone that knows me knows that, and if you don't know me well enough to know, you shouldn't even be passing judgment on me, much less be involving yourself in my breakup.
now if you'll excuse me, i have a life to live, unlike you.
