C'est moi

I’m not that girl who’s invited to parties every saturday night. I’m not that girl that when she wakes up, she founds tons of lovely messages. I’m not that girl that is the typical badass type that smokes and drinks every night. I’m not that girl that has a ‘bae’ or someone who truly loves for who she is. I’m not that girl that has a daddy and a billion of followers on Instagram. I’m that girl that needs love but she’s not that beautiful to have people’s attention. I’m that girl that dreams about going to parties and have someone who truly loves her but when she realizes how the real world works she cries for hours. I’m that girl that spends nights after nights on Tumblr, watching a lifestyle that she always dreamt to have. I’m that girl who was left alone by her own best friend in the darkest times. I’m that girl that has no friends anymore, 'cause I’m always annoying them with my depressed shit. I’m that girl that can’t take it anymore, but can’t selfharm. I’m that girl that is in a cage. Her own mental cage. And there is no escape. That girl is me.

Sometimes Love is not enough.