Old Money
Choi Seunghyun x Fem!Reader Smut One-Shot
Warnings: smut (18+) , hidden relationship , family issues , p in v sex , dirty talk , sweet lovin , angst , this does not have a happy ending be warned!!! , read at your own risk
This is part of @gds-daisy âultraviolence writing challengeâ
A/N: Admittedly, I am not a hardcore Lana listener so I really had to sit down and listen to ts over and over to try and get an idea. Iâm also not fully convinced Iâm good with angst so please forgive me if this is absolutely ass in terms of the angst / yearning the song exhibits. I went a different direction with it after listening to the song so I hope it still did it some justice. Still, this was so so fun to do and I am oh so thankful I got to be a part of this as my first collaboration!!
Jeans torn from hopping over the fence, hands scraped from falling on asphalt and Seunghyun still hasnât slowed down.
A right at the garden, left towards the back of the house, and towards the large willow tree, the way to where he needs to go is implanted in his mind as if it was engraved deep into his DNA when he was born.
Up the willow tree, climb towards the left and to the second window from the ground.
Fist raised up towards the glass, ready to softly tap against the stained panes, the hinges are swinging open before his knuckles come in contact with the window.
Wide smile on your face, youâre already leaned half out the window and reaching to pull him in, âSeunghyun!â You giggle excitedly, voice hushed, âCâmon! God, I missed you! Itâs cold get in here!â Excitement palpable, youâre jumping from one sentence to the next before the first one was finished.
Nearly collapsing on top of you, heâs fumbling through the window in a fit of hushed laughter, âEasy, baby- I wasnât outside long- shhh- ya gotta be quiet!â
Despite his shushing, youâre giggling excitedly and pulling him into your room, âI was worried you wouldnât come. I know youâve been super busy latelyâŚâ arms wrapping around him, youâre burying your head into his chest before he can even get his footing right.
Seunghyun stumbles backwards a couple steps, one arm hooked around your waist keeping you flush against him and one arm reaching behind him to close your window, âOf course imma come! I wouldnât miss seeing you for the world.â
Your smile is beaming, he could swear itâs brighter than the stars in the sky. Dressed in your pajamas that were probably more expensive than 6 months of his rent, you cling to him like a life line, excitedly rocking on your feet.
âTell me! How was practice! How was the show!! Câmon Iâve missed you so much!!â Guiding him by the hand, youâre leading your boyfriend to your bed.
âShhh baby..â he says through chuckles, âyâwant me to get my ass best by your parents or what?â
Itâs meant as a harmless joke- poking fun at the situation you two find yourselves in- sneaking around while youâre grown adults. But your face falls, remembering the harsh reality. Your parents donât like Seunghyun. In fact, theyâve long since forbid you to see him. On track to become an idol, your parents see him as more than unfit to be your suitor.
And, maybe in any other normal situation, this wouldnât be an issue. Both grown adults- you shouldnât have to be sneaking around. But the type of family you came from, the type of money your came from- forced you to agree with your parents wishes (well what they thought was you agreeing).
Seunghyun quickly tries to do damage control. Hating seeing you even the slightest bit upset, your secret boyfriend is scooping you up and tossing you to the bed. He follows shortly after, crawling on the velvet comforter and silk sheets to slot himself right next to you.
The soft sheets remind him of the stark difference in lifestyles you two lived. You didnât come from just any old money, you came from filthy, generational, maybe century old wealth that had you so sheltered all you could do was rely on your parents.
All the money in the world and your parents didnât set you up. Your boyfriend knew of your dreams of studying various subjects, âcollecting degreesâ as youâd call it, so you could make enough money to support the both of you with all your knowledge.
Your parents didnât believe in such a thing. Old money comes with very old taste. Ever the old fashioned people they were, your parents kept you home- teaching you only the basic domestic things. Why would you need anything else? If you stayed their perfect princess, youâd be set for life.
The longer Seunghyun looks at you, the more his vision takes on a hazy aura. Itâs subtle, one that he thinks is just the lighting.
Forehead pressing against yours, heâs placing a gentle kiss to your lips. Itâs all soft breaths and gentle touches- lips interlocking so perfectly, he swears it could be a dream.
âPractice was good..â he responds in a hushed voice, a gentle hand tracing your cheek with the backs of his knuckles, âmy body fuckinâ aches..â he groans with a sardonic laugh, âbut weâre- weâre really expected to do well!â
He breathes a breath he didnât know he was holding- itâs hopeful and soft. Maybe, just maybe, when this whole idol career kicks off he can whisk you totally away- prove your disapproving parents wrong and live a happy life taking care of you.
You stare at him in a way that has Seunghyunâs mind turning into mush. So proud, so happy- heâs not even making much money off this whole idol thing but here you are looking at him like heâs made millions off the songs BigBang puts out.
The thing is- they havenât. Itâs been hard. Seunghyun is living off sleep for dinner on most nights and here he is fantasizing about whisking you away from your sheltered life and running away to make a life with you.
Itâs childish, truly. But the innocence of having this dream, holding onto the idea that this relationship you two had drove him to work harder.
âYouâre already doing so well!!!â You giggle, âI made the chauffeur stop at the store the other day so I could pick up the first album!â
Itâs adorable, the way your face scrunches into a small pout next, âbut I didnât pull your photocardâŚ.â
He canât describe the feeling of profound admiration that surges through him. Your parents have forbade you from dating him like some medieval romance, told you time and time again that he couldnât support you- but here you were, not a care in the world that he couldnât shower you in pearls or diamonds like your parents had hoped.
The years heâs been with you, even as you go against the parents that seem to give you everything, you look to him like heâs everything you could have ever needed.
Soft silk pajamas, intricately decorated room, canopy bed, and everything at the tips of your fingers and youâd seem to give it up all for him. Whenever heâd call, his number put in your phone as one of your girl best friends, youâd come running or find away to sneak out to see him.
He knew you were sheltered, given no other option but to be such a way. Even influenced by these gaudy rich people that you were made to mingle with, you remained the most down to earth person heâs met. Humble, kinda and albeit a bit naive, you were perfect in his eyes.
Leaning in, heâs capturing your lips in a slow, gentle kiss thatâs laced with gentle breaths. Seunghyun swears it feels like heâs in a dream. Every second his lips mold with yours, heâs feeling a blissful buzz wash over his body.
Your hands, nails manicured by a set he could only hope to pay for years later, grip at his shirt, pulling him down, pressing him impossibly closer.
Properly settling himself on top of you, his large frame cages you in, pressing you into the mattress, Seunghyunâs moves his lips against yours with a fervor that would make you think heâd never get to kiss you again.
You two know each other. Every reaction either of you two have, both of you are picking up on it. Itâs a synchronized, intimate dance thatâs so cohesive itâs dizzying.
The gentle kiss turns heated quickly. Seunghyun can never get enough of you. Heâs gone weeks, months, years on some occasions- and no matter the length, even if just a few minutes- itâs always too long.
Nails raking against the back of his neck and threading through the short hairs that grow there, your back bows off the bed and youâre becoming a puddle under him. The kiss quickens pace, Seunghyunâs mouth working yours open.
When you whine into his mouth, body relaxing under his, he canât help but slot his leg right between your thighs, hiking up that silk nightgown. With no panties, the contact hits you instantly, a moan ripped from your lips as the rough material of his jeans presses against your pussy.
Chuckling against your lips, Seunghyun is dropping a hand from your jaw to trail it down your neck and to the swell of your breasts. Greedy hands begin roaming wherever they please, committing every curve of yours to memory like heâd soon lose the option to touch you entirely.
âS-Seunghyunnn-â you whine against his mouth, his name drug out into the cutest desperate whine. Shifting, pressing his leg harder into your hot cunt, you boyfriend laughs softly at your reaction.
âS-shhh babyâŚ.i knowâŚâ pressing a kiss to the corner of your mouth, you can feel him smile against your skin. Hands moving to your hips, heâs hiking them up off the bed and sliding your cunt once against his knee, âgotta be quiet, yeahâŚâ
Teeth chewing your bottom lip so hard youâre sure youâve made it bleed, you nod and loop your arms around his shoulders, nails tugging at his shirt, âmhmmm.â You whimper in a hushed voice, only loud enough for him to barely pick it up.
âIâll take care of youâŚâ his thumb rubs at your hip, lips trailing to your neck. Nuzzling himself right below your ear, you can feel him take a deep breath, âalways will.. I promiseâŚâ
You smell so much like you. A uniquely you aroma that has him feeling at home. Itâs something floral, oh-so sweet and intoxicating.
Itâs been too long since heâs seen you last. He canât remember the last time heâs gotten to touch you like this.
One hand moves inwards, pushing your nightgown up the rest of the way so he can properly see your pretty pussy. Picking himself up from your neck, heâs tilting his gaze down to look at your cunt.
Thumb pulling at your hood, revealing your clit to him, Seunghyun stares down at your cunt like itâs a work of art that was hand sculpted from the Devine artisans above, âso pretty babyâŚgod, just so fucking prettyâŚâ
Even with his gaze entirely fixed on your cunt, you know that heâs talking about all of you. He tugs a bit at the hood of your clit, just gently, watching the way your hole begins to squeeze around nothing.
âYâalready wetâŚâ he chuckles, proudly. Heâs barely done anything to you and here you are, cunt already glistening in anticipation for what heâs going to do to you, âyou miss me that bad, sweetheart?â
He knows you did- you never hide it- he just needs to hear it.
âY-yesâŚoh god, yes! M-missed you so bad.â Your voice is so cute, having taken on a creaky and wavering tone, âI-I hate being away from you..â
Seunghyun smiles, âI know, babyâŚâ his thumb dips lower, taping directly on your clit, âsoon weâll be able to move where ever you want. Together. Iâll buy you a house wherever ya want with whatever you need.â
Drawing slow circles over the slick bundle of nerves, he could never get over how soft your pretty pussy felt under his fingers.
Part of him almost feels wrong touching you like this, even though heâd done it thousands of times over. Like a delicate flower, itâs almost as if heâs scared any touch would break you and make your very being dissolve under his finger tips.
Hips wiggling, your chin is tucked to your chest to try and watch his finger glide along your cunt. Long and nimble, the sight of his fingers dipping between your puffy folds is enough to make globs of your slick sap leak from your gooey hole.
âHhngghhh- please..â you babble, âI-Iâve missed you so much.. need-needta feel you.â Slick cunt gliding up and down two of his fingers, you can feel the way they begin to press into you, the dull stretch not nearly enough to satiate you.
Eyes roaming, taking in every last detail to the way your hair is laid out over the pillow, the way your curves nestle into the plush sheets below you, the pretty little pout you have on your lips.
Maybe itâs the lighting but your eyes look hazy. Fuzzy almost.
âI know sweet girlâŚâ your boyfriend mumbles from above you, fingers slowly fucking into your tight heat, âjust gotta make sure youâre all ready fâmeâŚcanât hurt youâŚâ
With that, heâs leaning back forward, chest pressed to yours, head dipping so his mouth can latch onto the swell of your breast. His fingers press deeper into you, the palm of his hand grinding down onto your clit.
Youâre so messy- every bit of your wetness just testimony to how much he affects you. Youâre always so response- so receptive- like you were made for him. There was something so pure and genuine that youâd be willing to offer yourself to him like this that makes his cock strain almost painfully against his pants.
The next couple moments seem to register in Seunghyunâs brain as blurs of colors and whispers of his name falling from his lips because soon heâs snapping out of what every haze he was in when the heat of your cunt begins to envelop his cock.
Itâs blissful, pure ecstasy. The second the fat crown of his cock head is pressing into you, your body is arching into his and you let out the sweetest sound.
âH-hahhhh, ohgoddd- fuck, I-i missed you so much.â
You sound like an angel to him, voice swimming through his ears and adding to the white hot heat that runs down his back. Every inch that presses further into you has you crying out more, nails biting into the skin on his back.
Falling forward, placing his face right in the crook of your neck, Seunghyun presses himself impossibly closer. Your arms cradle him to you, hooked around him and anchored by manicured nails.
âI miss-missed you too..â he croaks out, finally sinking balls deep into your sopping cunt, âso much, babyâŚnever wanna be away from youâŚâ
He reaches so deep, your legs pressed open by the weight of his chest. Every inch of your cunt is ravished by his cock that bullies its way through your walls. Back bowing off the bed, youâre letting out a strangled gasp, eyes rolling to the back of your head.
âN-neverâŚâ you whimper back, a broken confession that you feel the same way. He could lose himself fully when he feels your arms tighten around him more, like youâre scared heâd leave or disappear, âNeed youâŚA-alwaysâŚâ
Placing kiss after kiss on your neck, your boyfriend works your way up your jaw until he can finally kiss you again. Lips meeting in a heavy kiss thatâs full of moans and spit, every second the kiss goes on Seunghyun thinks he might cum then and there.
âMy s-sweet girlâŚIâll never leave youâŚcouldnât..â he sighs against your lips, hips beginning a slow roll into your cunt. Each movement he makes lets out a loud, wet squelch- a noise thereâs no way of muffling.
He feels the way your body gives into him completely, melting underneath his frame. Scooping one arm under your back, heâs propping your hips up and driving his cock soooo deep until the tip is nestled against your cervix.
âP-pleaseâŚâ you whimper, hips grinding against his, trying to get him to move faster, âneed it- fuck yâstretching me so muchâŚâ eyes flicking down, you catch the way youâre split open on his cock, puffy lips splayed oh-so wide around the thickness he fucks into you.
Seunghyun nods, a smile breaking across his lips, âmhmmmâŚâ he drawls lowly, âI am.. taking me so well pretty girlâŚâ
He moves his free hand, pressing it down on your pubic bone and thumbing at your clit in soft figure eights, âyeah, you areâŚâ Seunghyun says proudly, eyes fixed on the same view yours just were.
Itâs dizzying- how small you look in comparison to him like this. Maybe itâs the way your cunt is squeezing him or itâs the tiring day heâs been through, but his vision is doing blurry once again.
Hips beginning to rock into yours with deliberate snaps, Seunghyun falls forward once more to hide his face in your neck. He wants to be close to you. As close as possible.
Skin slick with sweat, bodies pressed so close together, Seunghyun swears this is what heaven is like. Every sense he has is overwhelmed with you- just how he wants it.
At some point, the positions change and Seunghyun is graced with the view of you on top of him. Hands splayed on his chest, breasts bouncing, hips gyrating, youâre riding him into oblivion it seems.
Youâre leaking around him, coating his shaft in your milky white, sticky slick that he could never get enough of. Hands gripping at your hips to aide you up and down his thick cock, Seunghyun is a mess below you.
âY-youâre fucking perfectâŚâ he groans, hands roaming your curves, grabbing everything he can reach. Groping at your tits, using them as leverage to fuck up into you Seunghyun feels boneless, âmy beautiful girlâŚâ
Biting his lip, your boyfriend takes in every bit of you. Fucking yourself on top of him, displaying yourself like this, itâs a type of intimacy that even as youâre making a mess on his lower abdomen- youâre so, so, so, ethereal.
âS-Seunghyunnnn- f-fuck, I-IâŚâ voice broken and so high, he can tell youâre close.
Hands raking up your back, he pulls you flush with him, breasts pressed against his bare chest, every breath he makes is in time with yours, âI knowâŚ.I g-got youâŚâ
Growled right next to your ear, one of his arms is around your waist and splayed against your back the other curled upwards to cradle your head, Seunghyun is not that far off from his own end.
Cunt squeezing him like a vice, he can feel every thrum of your rapid heartbeat in your pulsing walls.
âS-Seung-â you canât even get the rest of his name out, whining so sweetly into his ear. Call him crazy, but he swears your moans are better than any music he could create.
âMhmmm⌠thatâs it, babyâŚâ he mumbles, face nuzzling against your hair. His feet planted on the bed, his hips piston up into you violently. He almost feels bad, fucking his little angel so rough, but youâre taking it so well.
âIâm- fuck- Iâm so so closeee.â You beg, hands crinkling the pillow on either side of his head, body relaxing completely to let him fuck into you like an animal. Everytime his hips snap up you can feel the wet slap of his balls against your ass.
âI know, sweet girlâŚ.ju-just let it go- fuckkkk- I got you, yeah? Cum fâme pretty.â
Your body locks up, responding to his words as if he has you under hypnosis. Cunt clamping down so hard like youâre trying to suck him in, Seunghyunâs thrusts falter just the slightest bit.
When he feels you soak him, cunt spasming wilding and creaming around his cock, Seunghyun is seeing white. Head tipping skyward he is moaning out a cry of your name and squeezing his eyes shut.
Breath catching, mind going blank, hips thrusting up shallowly, heâs fucking himself through his own orgasm.
Spilling over his abdomen with a broken cry of your name, Seunghyunâs breath is ripped from his lungs as his orgasm washes over him.
Eyes screwed shut and hand still gripping the base of his cock, the blissful aftermath of his orgasm is short and heâs becoming painfully aware of the mess that coats his stomach.
Peeling his eyes open, heâs met with the ceiling. But, itâs not the carved and artisanal painted ceiling of your house- no, itâs bland, flat, devoid of any sort of charming character.
And youâre not sat prettily on top of him, skin coated in sweat and staring down at him with a bashful look like you always did even after heâs fucked you dumb- no, why would you be. Itâs been years since heâs seen you.
Releasing his dick with a hiss, it hits his stomach with a wet smack and sits softening in the puddle of cum. His hand falls to the bed next to him, palm up and covered in his spend.
He doesnât reach to you. Why would he? With his eyes open the fantasy is ruined.
Heâs not running to your house and climbing into your window- into your arms. How could he? That house has been abandoned for years, no oneâs bought it.
Heâs not laid on your bed and smelling your perfume and holding you close to him. Itâs been far too long since then, the pillow he had that you used the couple times you stayed over has long since lost your scent.
Rolling his head to the side, he still finds himself looking at the empty side of his bed hoping heâd see you. Itâs stupid, he knows he wonât.
He hasnât for years.
The memory he uses to get himself off is only that- a memory. As the years pass, the details become blurry and Seunghyun doesnât want to come to the terms that heâs beginning to forget what you sound like.
Eyes meeting just the normal left side of his room, bedside empty, heâs letting out an expectant breath that he knows he shouldnât even bother with.
He wasnât buried inside you. Youâre not with him. How could you be? Your parents up and moved, taking you with them, years ago without warning.
Overseas, he heard, or maybe a different fucking country completely- he didnât know, how could he? He didnât mingle in the social circle that your parents forced you to- no one that knows where you may be would talk to him.
Anytime he texted your number it says disconnected. He still calls it from time to time, hoping that your sweet voice would come through the other end.
So even though heâs still covered in his cum, Seunghyun decides to go to sleep. Forgo a showerâŚhe can clean he sheets and himself tomorrow.
Maybe if he goes to sleep, he can dream of an image of you. And for now, as his chest begins to shake with the sniffles that threaten to come on, thatâs more than enough.
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