if i didn't trust you, it would be fine

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak

now that the world cup is out of the way can we focus on me instead

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

i bet the pain will end if i arrange a perfect enough sentence about it

on account of being the avoidant yearner

hey no worries lol that just hurt my feelings forever

If I keep practicing I might even be a person soon

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything