Though she be but little, she is fierce

I fucking love that iPhones notes added this feature where I can check things off, since I mostly use it for lists anyway.

I shopped and meal prepped like woooah today.

Downside, I didn’t have the Tupperware I needed, which I ordered from amazon today. Also, space is hard to come by in my kitchen so it was a struggle.

My measurements and weight as of yesterday, 1/5/19.

My highest weight EVER is now 210 lbs. Ick.

I weighed in at 210 just before I left a job in August because I was supremely miserable and stressed out 24/7. When I started that job in October 2017, I was 175 lbs. and feeling pretty good. I gained 35 lbs. in 10 months. That right there really shows me how much my happiness and stress levels affect my weight.

Anyway, since starting a new job that I love 5 months ago, I’ve lost about 5.5 lbs. without changing much about my lifestyle.

I’m starting this challenge tomorrow with an online community (and one of my real life friends) and like....I’m just hoping that the fact that I do not want to feel uncomfortable at my wedding and if I start now I have time to make significant changes before I even have to dress shop......

I’m very tired of my body hurting from being so much bigger than it should be. I’m scared of what that means for my heart health and my fertility....

Is the universe telling me to give this a try? It sounds so extreme...like keto but opposite an I genuinely feel like keto messed me up.