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Whatever it is that's causing my restless legs and back pain, it's enough to make me sleep about 2 hours a night and making me unable to sit still. I can't rest because of my leg. I don't have the energy to do anything because I can't rest.

I can't focus, my creativity is at the bottom.

I'll be seeing a doctor this Tuesday, hopefully he can help me figure out what's up and maybe get me something to help me sleep.

Until then, I'm afraid you might not see much of me. I have some replied drafted and qeued and I will try to reply to messages best can. But I won't be on too much.

✧･ﾟ Poofy but crisp white shirts with rolled up sleeves tucked into worn jeans ✧･ﾟ Smudges of charcoal from pens on her face ✧･ﾟ Sitting cross-legged on tables when no one’s around ✧･ﾟ Wearing hair loose less often ✧･ﾟ A thimble in every pocket ✧･ﾟMended socks and stockings ✧･ﾟFinding old buildings and ruins reclaimed by nature ✧･ﾟ Howling wind in chimney✧･ﾟ Astronomy club on Wednesday evenings ✧･ﾟ Diplomatic ✧･ﾟ Climbing up trees or large rocks to sit there for hours ✧･ﾟ Trying to hide the emotions on her sleeve ✧･ﾟ Braided crown that’s gone messy throughout the day ✧･ﾟ Spotless clothing but ink-stained fingers ✧･ﾟPricked and raw fingers from sewing needles ✧･ﾟThe latest publishing of ‘Stitching and spells’ or ‘Witch weekly’ in her bag ✧･ﾟ

✧･ﾟ Bright eyes though usually looking a bit pale and tired ✧･ﾟJasmine or rose oil scent on neck and wrists ✧･ﾟ Dried meadow flowers ✧･ﾟLeaning into your touch ✧･ﾟ Stars ✧･ﾟ Lose pieces of thread stuck to robes ✧･ﾟDesire to travel ✧･ﾟ Frugally Fashionable ✧･ﾟ Swimming on rainy days ✧･ﾟ Slightly too long and sharp canines ✧･ﾟ Very animated body-language when excited or she thinks nobody is watching ✧･ﾟ Using work and studying as a distraction ✧･ﾟ Short well kept nails ✧･ﾟCarrying books in hands because bag is full of other things ✧･ﾟ Umbrellas and sitting in the shade on sunny days ✧･ﾟScribbled stars on anything she can get her hands on ✧･ﾟInnocence lost ✧･ﾟ Tea with lemon ✧･ﾟPlain sweaters in neutrals and cool colors ✧･ﾟConstantly losing bobby pins ✧･ﾟSnowy forests and mountains ✧･ﾟ creaking floorboards ✧･ﾟ Playing with thimble in class ✧･ﾟNightmares about being trapped in wildfires ✧･ﾟSalt ✧･ﾟ

✧･ﾟ Too much noise in crowds ✧･ﾟ Gold locket necklace ✧･ﾟAlto ✧･ﾟ Sorting letters in neat stacks by sender ✧･ﾟOld and weary-looking dress form ✧･ﾟScreaming into pillow ✧･ﾟ Dark eyes that penetrate your soul ✧･ﾟ Old chest filled with fabrics ✧･ﾟHugs ✧･ﾟ Wincing when you-know-who is named ✧･ﾟ taste of metal ✧･ﾟAll-nighters ✧･ﾟCrying because of poetry ✧･ﾟ Bringing a duvet to a chair by the fire and reading ✧･ﾟMost expensive possession is telescope ✧･ﾟ “ Sticks and stones…“ ✧･ﾟTends to take charge if nobody else does it first ✧･ﾟ Crowing cracks in relationships ✧･ﾟ Leather messenger bag with brass monogram ✧･ﾟ Staring in frustration at loose threads in other’s clothing ✧･ﾟAlone at home ✧･ﾟ Engaging eye-contact when threatened ✧･ﾟBirthmarks ✧･ﾟScratching her neck when focused and thinking ✧･ﾟFeeling betrayed ✧･ﾟ Purring cat ✧･ﾟ Lace up shoes and boots ✧･ﾟCopper pots, kettles and pans ✧･ﾟ Oval face ✧･ﾟPrefect’s badge ✧･ﾟHumming Celestina Warbeck songs ✧･ﾟSparse or no makeup ✧･ﾟ Dimple on right cheek ✧･ﾟ Willingly spending an unreasonable amount of time in the dungeons ✧･ﾟ Loves fashion ✧･ﾟShares food ✧･ﾟWaking up in panic ✧･ﾟ”Showing some basic respect and decency never killed anyone” ✧･ﾟAdmires people with integrity and personality ✧･ﾟ