I get why people always want to go back to their high school time. Because even though you are behind your friends in terms of academics at least everyone is in the same path with you.
I just met with my uni friends, one of them already married and have one kid. Another one live in different cities with us. Another one work her ass off but I’m sure the paid is also worth it.
Compared to other group of friends, them are not that complete opposite with me. But just from the three of them, I can already understand that people are walking on their on path now.
It’s fascinating how our annual meet like this always broadens my perspective. I’ve live the same repetitive live, met the same co-workers 5 days a week with similar thought. I wish I can meet my other group of friends every week so I won’t live in my small bubble for too long.
I do feel kinda sad? not because I compared my life with them but by the fact that I don’t really know what I want. That itself already depressing because I don’t know I want to pursue in this life.
