Putting the 'tum" in 'tumblr'

- in my opinion a decent amount are very annoying so I LIKE seeing them gain weight or eat tons of unhealthy food.

In the past year I've been drowning in these thoughts and anxieties. Right after I got out of an abusive relationship. I felt powerful, i felt free. The longer I've been out the harder the anxieties and insecurities hit me when they do. For two years I sat and had everything about me destroyed. I had it drilled into my head that i am nothing. I had my career belittled. I had my possessions broken. I had bruises so lovingly placed on me because he "cared". He knew best. I couldn't have friends. I couldn't have family connections. He would force sex on me. He tried to force me into sex when his dad was in the room. When i didn't offer anything up, he cheated. I was used for a personal piggy bank. And when he left, he stole so many physical things from me in addition to my sanity. It feels like he's taken me from me and I can't get myself back. I can't be happy like i used to. I can't be silly like I used to. And with all of that he gets to be free. There's days I'm okay. Then there are days I'm drowning in that. One time i tried to enjoy a night with ny friends there and he told me i made him want to kill himself. He told me if I ever left or dated again, he'd find me. And he'd get me. I've changed states, cars, and phone numbers to get away. And I'm still so scared. It's not fair.

I know i usually don't do personal posts let alone sad ones. I can't take the idea of being someone's second love pr them being actually in love with someone before me. It just lets me know theres someone that will always be better than me kn their eyes

I'm actually not sure. I'm very new to this 😋

And or photos who would purchase

The first one hasn't really gotten much traction so undecided if I'll do more 😔

Bath time~

What.