Tw rant/minor rant, talks of negative hospital visit and abilism. also plz ask me about my hyperfixations and healthy coping skills I so badly wanna info dump
Being held captive in a hospital (I'm perfectly healthy, albeit disabled. They're claiming I'm malnourished and also lost the genetic proof that I'm genetically underweight... Somehow.
This is a week away from my hyperfixations and my coping skills keep getting interrupted and/or they'd find some way to complain about it (ranting to friends and pet regression). My main hyperfixations atm (NOT the money machines) are the hunter call of the wild (which I play on my pc... Which I don't have rn) and dog breeder game (much easier to play on pc but I am getting my tablet so I can play it and work on comms..)
Also I'm facing genuinely so much abilism, my rights are being denied. And these nurses do not understand what "I'm fine I don't wanna talk rn" means!! I was having fun but then a nurse interrupted me to ask if I was okay, I said that I was and I didn't need anything and I don't wanna interact or talk 5 TIMES and she acted like she didn't hear me.
I did get my tablet so at the very least I can work on my comms now, but I tried to go play the webgame and for some reason games are blocked?? I can understand that at a school but, at a hospital? Where you're usually bored outta your mind?
