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i knew my cts not being bad when i was hella busy was sus - now when i have three deadlines, it's hitting me over the head with a hammer

communicating with professors at uni is like - i know you have a real life too, but can you pleasepleaseplease answer my email, it's urgent TT

sometimes i think my pain is way less than it is, but i know it hurts so i make the adjustments quietly to my lifestyle. and then i see the people around me notice and are concerned- and i'm like, "oh, so it isn't in my head?"

opened tumblr to post something, but what that something is i can no longer remember, so this is a placeholder until i do - or if i do

what is with elderly and invalidating your lived experiences when you know better than them. my aunt and grandma have come here for a holiday and i'm like, "don't use the sink in the toilet," and they're like, "that's not a sink, that's a cistern!" yes, i know what a tank is and that is a sink.

i think one of the most heartbreaking things you need to understand as an adult is that, when it comes to new friendships (i'm talking relative to your life, like 3 or 4 years compared to 10 or 15), your best friend may not have you as theirs. it's a little heartbreaking, because you go about your day and they'll always occupy a thought or two daily, but you know you're not on theirs the same

i love socmed fics. people are so unhinged and i devour their madness

miss me with dem midterms, it has just started and im already dying, and theyre till next week???

i find it so funny, that before i entered the f1 fandom, i was subscribed to maybe.. about 10? users on ao3. i have been on ao3 since 2019. now i have enough to fill two pages of user subscriptions in the span of about 3 months

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