ALARM BELLS IN YOUR EYES

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drive — how high is their sex drive? are they hyposexual, hypersexual, or somewhere in between? does it change depending on the circumstance? how often do they have sex?

(for calcharo)

i know i already joked about this with you, but there is something about calcharo not really knowing what he likes or how he should go about things because he really does not get laid all that often. letting others close is a whole debacle on its own, but close enough whilst being nude? that's a death wish if anything, and so, due to this very circumstance i, wholeheartedly, can say that i have no clue what calcharo would like. in his head, i do think that he has almost settled for the idea that he might want it a little rough, but when thought comes to action he ... might not want it that way at all, not that he wants it overly soft either because... that would actually leave him uncertain; it most certainly depends on the situation and the relation in question.

then again, he really isn't someone who actively pursues sex. it's as i've said before, he doesn't let people close. he doesn't reach for others. he doesn't even look at them most of the time unless it's tied to a job, so to picture him in a situation where he'd have to figure out these things... it's quite the image. a lot of confused calcharo and very little proper action, but ... should it come to a point where he'd want to be intimate with someone it also means that there's something more to it, and i do think that, all in all, it'd be clumsy and passionate.

he really isn't that into sex... until he actually finds someone he develops profound feelings for because then they are quite irresistible in his eyes. it's not that he wants them all the time, it's still a somewhere in between sort of ordeal, but he will want his lover. he will want to be close to them, just as he'll gladly sneak in a couple of cheeky kisses here and then whenever he wants a little attention –

turn on — what turns them on?

(forrrr cyrene)

well, i did mention her general love for everything on herself and her partner in different post, and i do stand by it. however, there was a dawning thought appearing in my head after i had written it and it's how she does hold a small favoritism towards arms. that, however, isn't quite tied to anything sexual. it's more about the intimacy aspect of it such as being held by someone, feeling their strength around her own frame and leaning into the embrace. that does something to her, and it's something that she, in return, enjoys doing.

would she pay special attention to arms though? maybe, to some degree, because there is something about dragging her fingers across their arm as she's listening to them or evening leaning over to press a kiss against their upper arm if they are laying next to each other. anything and everything to get that little embrace.

turning her on? your guess is as good as mine, because... i don't really know. i can't really say i can imagine anything right off the bat either because her life hasn't really revolved around finding these things out for herself. through the stories she has written and consumed, however, i do think that she's someone who could fit into the trope of receiving neck kisses as well as feeling someone guide her hair over her shoulder. just indulging a bit in her, so to speak, and actively draw her in with little gestures and attention.

wet — do they like bath/shower sex? would they have sex in other bodies of water (pool, lake, ocean, etc)?

(for brant)

ah, yes, mister slip away before you can even get anywhere with someone and his stimulation. as if this guy really has been around enough to form an actual preference there at all, but ... you know, i do think that he is someone who could enjoy being touched? just not as a sole thing, no, he'd need to kiss in addition and most likely be able to touch his partner in return too. it just sounds awfully boring to be the only one getting any action when there's literally two people there. if he wanted lonesome touches he'd do it himself.

as for anything else ... i feel like it's very touch and go, heat of the moment, going with the wind. i haven't really written a whole lot of erotica involving brant, but i can see him as a generally adaptable partner once he gets to this particular part of a relationship. if his partner is into being touched, he will touch them, and the same can be said for oral as well. brant, personally, doesn't hold a strong preference towards anything. all he wants is to be with his partner, and he is more than open enough to be directed.

brant can get behind on some intimacy during a bath, but when it comes to actually lakes or the ocean itself he might be a little bit in doubt. not because the concept of it isn't appealing. mind you, there are few things as delightful as picturing a lover's body emerging from water, dripping from head to toe, it's just ... brant knows what's in the waters, and he doesn't want potential love affairs to be disturbed by passing fish or nosy sea creatures. not to mention potential dangers.

music — do they like to play music while having sex? what kind of music? is the music for vibes, aesthetic, or simply to drown out the sounds they and their partner(s) make (or even a mix of all three)?

(for gallagher)

oh, that one is easy on his end because it's his eyes. they stay the same no matter what. come today, tomorrow or a whole new life, and he will look up to see the very same eyes that he saw the first time he gained a proper state of begin. that orange tint, that warmth and that slight eeriness to them... in the end, that's him. the truest fragment of that myth that never quite holds an actual form.

when it comes to his lover, it's... eyes, as well, because he can read so much of them through glances. even as they smile, eyes give off the other's true emotions and intentions, and he does so enjoy witnessing his partner in the moment. he loves seeing the way their eyes light up in joy over something or how they grow warm alongside a deep laugh that they don't quite want to submit too. he enjoys the darker aspect, too, when his partner struggles to look at him for their own reasons, or how they grow a little heavy at times. it's not sexual, far from it, but it's intimate to him to be able to look someone in the eye and actually see what they have to offer of themselves.

should we talk in more sexual terms then... gallagher is very much a fand of lips. those are nice, always, because they move so neatly. they bring a smile, they reveal laughter and there is something very enticing in how his partner's lips part with light breaths, even more if he catches that breath against his own throughuot a kiss.

as for sensitive zones... i don't think it's about a particular zone with gallagher, but more about the person he is with. anything can be become erogenous to him if his lover is having a good time and running their hands as they please. it's the intention of it all. them wanting to explore him on their own terms, effortlessly. in some cases that might be feeling a lover's hand grazing his chest or to feel their weight against his body one way or another... such as leaning into him during a kiss.

when it comes to music, i can't say that isn't opposed to it but he doesn't really set the mood with music. he's such a talkative man that he'll keep a conversation alive for far too long for someone to pick up on music around them, but should there be music then it'd have to be something tied to jazz (possibly a little on the saxophone-y side of things as he likes the tones). it's not a must though, because he'd much rather be in the moment with his lover and pick up on possible cues as breaths or sounds. the music would mostly be there for the whimsy of it all, or a woops forgot to turn that off. he can enjoy some music in the background whilst making out though, of course, because it could be tied in with dancing...

honestly, with cyrene it's a little bit of everything. she likes her hands, she likes her legs, she likes her shoulders and she likes pretty much everything about herself – overly confident as it sounds, she just finds her body to be relatively nice. it's a body that she got at the end of a long, long journey and she's so pleased with every little tidbit there is to it, from the way her fingers are to the way her lips are formed.

the same overly enthusiastic view can be found in regards to her potential partner as well, because why wouldn't she enjoy her partner's body? their shoulders can be clung to and their lips can be traced with a finger, much like their chin and jawline. everything might be vague, but it's because cyrene just ... likes every little body part of her partner. she likes their wrists, their throats and their chests, and sure, i could say that she likes curves but it's just... any body, really. anything she can hold around, trace, cradle and feel against herself in an embrace. should cyrene, in a passing moment, find herself a little more intrigued by a body part it'd have to be hands because she holds onto them the most and is most prone to kiss them a little bit.

honestly, i can't really pick one part for cyrene. she likes her partner's body no matter what. it's them. it's their body. them being with her, them being close to her... there's nothing else she could ask for, quite frankly.

oh, you know, i think it's very simple with her... and it's her throat, the side, leading right up to her ear. right below that earlobe. that's where her most sensitive spot is, and dragging lips up against that very surface with a little breath by her ear is quite sensual to her. she might also find herself with something for her hips, but that is in regards to touch and sensation. to feel hands drag softly across her hips, tickling her skin a little bit ... yeah, yeah.