The Little Things

I have so many things to tell you. I wish you would talk to me, and I wish you would give me a little time of day here and there. I really do miss you so. & I'm so curious if you believe that we are the scenario of "right person, wrong time"... but will there ever be a "right time" between the both of us? No fucking way. The love that we share is going to slip between the cracks our hands create when placed together, and that love will find itself a home in the drain, wasted. And no, we'll never be able to retrieve that love- it’ll just end up mixing with all of the watered down stuff... And the thing is about allowing that love to disappear will be so painful, and we'll know that it once existed... yet, it will become a wise man's tale-- nobody will have ever truly seen that love that we shared- nor will anybody ever be capable of seeing it because we let it go. We let it disappear, we didn't put the effort forward. & honestly shame on us for that. Shame on us for missing what we could've had. Shame on us for letting potential disappear. Shame on us for not sharing true happiness together. Shame. on. us.

I had a killer nap this morning after dropping Lindsay off at work.. I napped from 9 am - 11 am, NO INTERRUPTIONS. Shortly after waking up, I got ready to leave to head into the spa to get treatment on my acne- AND I GOT MY BROWS DONE TOO. I got my usual order at Starbucks- White Chocolate Mocha, only 2 less pumps of syrup... and let me tell ya, it was SO much better than what it usually tastes like. I was able to stop at home before picking Linds up from work, then I went to Kmart, and found super cute pants that I bought for Hillary (my roomie) & a super cute skirt for me! Was able to pick up a large cup of water before heading to practice tonight- an absolute life saver. Today was a good day. So many small things to bring joy. Goodnight!!