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I love my close personal friend Jegemie Knox so much (Nora please put him in a blender) when will he come home from the war? (press that blend button and hold it for 10 seconds at a time please Nora) 😔🤲

Can’t believe I’m seeing Kitty again this year. I waited so long for tlkof so I expected a lot from it, I want this book to single-handedly undo years of progress on my mental health, Cassie please bring back yearning thank you 🕯

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you know what the chin grab is just so funny to me because I checked all the other books and apparently it’s not a thing that Jean usually does, it’s a thing that he pulled out of nowhere, like it wasn’t pre-installed, bro just downloaded it after he met Jeremy and he literally does not use it on anyone else but jeremy, like when he wanted Cat to look at him he snapped his fingers in the air between them, when he wanted Kevin to explain Jeremy’s situation he dug his elbow into Kevin’s side but when it comes to Jer he uses the chin grab™️ he literally met Jeremy and be like I’m gonna pull this insane move on this one particular guy for no reason 😭

you guys know that in his head Jean thinks he gave Neil to Andrew, right? do you ever think he thinks the same for Jeremy if Jeremy decided to date one of his toxic hookups? like the first couple of times Jeremy showed up with a bruise in a wrong place or a see through smile that he can barely keep on his face, Jean would be furious like the way he reacted to what Faser did, but he couldn’t really do anything because he assumed it was not his place anymore, but it kept happening and Jeremy, with his self hatred, kept defending that guy and wouldn’t even listen to Laila, do you think there will be a point where Jean thinks that it’s his own fault because he gave his partner away to someone who he knew would treat Jeremy badly? do you think he would have to look at a clearly unhappy Jeremy and think to himself “I did this”? because I think about it all the time, anyway have this drawing of a smile slowly fades away from Jeremy’s face as my offering in exchange please go stream rawfear by twenty one pilots 🤸‍♀️💃 (click on the post for better quality because i don’t know why it’s so blurry)

I keep thinking about this scene and it’s funny because “there you are” is not even the most insane or romantic thing an author has ever came up with, it’s actually quite simple, but the reason why i’m so obsessed with that line is because it screams “to be loved is to be seen” and that’s why this part will forever be my favorite scene from TGR, I read that line and I wanted to repeatedly slam my head against the wall thank you Nora

wanted to draw something for the release of the graphic novel but unfortunately I’m the world’s slowest drawer™️ so here it is, about a month after the book came out (I planned to draw Gansey at first because he’s my favorite but Noah didn’t get enough love so this is for him 😔✊💕)

(and MOST IMPORTANTLY i want Jeremy to answer those questions, my Jerejean heart needs that information like I need air so go and get those info for me right now Josten go go!!)

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Fox Knox AU because I’ve been thinking about what would’ve happened if Wymack had somehow snatched the fake blond for his team 💃

dusting off my tumblr because i have to yap, have Jean and Cat at the beach as my offering.