to love me is to suffer me

i think the most beautiful thing about being a human is the capacity to change

War is over, Hayden Anhedonia is back on tumblr.

the thing is that childhood doesn't just end when you turn 18 or when you turn 21. it's going to end dozens of times over. your childhood pet will die. actors you loved in movies you watched as a kid will die. your grandparents will die, and then your parents will die. it's going to end dozens and dozens of times and all you can do is let it. all you can do is stand in the middle of the grocery store and stare at freezers full of microwave pizza because you've suddenly been seized by the memory of what it felt like to have a pizza party on the last day of school before summer break. which is another ending in and of itself

I love being called baby, and falling asleep on the phone, getting random paragraphs, and getting blown up cause I didn’t text back fast enough

So we’re all freaking out right now huh