write your mind

He's forever in my heart.

So many things I regretted because I can't be the perfect granddaughter. I can only wish I did the things that would make him proud.

Looking back at my editing skill, photography skill, writing skill on any platform I used to post, I realized I've improved a lot. It's not impressive but it's amazing for little me.

Little me who used to wonder if I can do that.

I can.

Thank you little me, your spirit and courage bring us here.

Happy birthday.

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Her Version

Amber Run - I Found

Cody Lovaas - Lie

Wafia ft. FINNEAS - The Ending

Billie Eilish - My Boy

Ruth B - Mixed Signals

Ruth B - Lost Boy

Ruth B - If This Is Love

Rex Orange County - Best Friend

Phum Viphurit - Lover Boy

Anna Clendening - Boys Like You

Peter Manos - In My Head

Jesse Ruben - This Is Why I Need You

Finding Hope - 3.00 AM

Sasha Sloan - Older

Aron Wright - You're The Last Thing On My Mind

HONNE - Day 1

Daniel Caesar ft H.E.R - Best Part

SYML - Where's My Love

LANY - ILSYB

Bazzi - Mine

Bazzi - Honest

Finneas - Break My Heart Again

Fleurie - Hurts Like Hell

Foster The People - Pumped Up Kicks

Lewis Capaldi - Bruises

Michael Schulte - You Said You'd Grow Old With Me

Tessa Violet - Crush

The Walters - I Love You So

Two Feet - Love Is A Bitch

Flora Cash - You're Somebody Else

Sierra Burges - Sunflower

Khalid - Talk

His Version

Cigarette After Sex - K

Cigarette After Sex - Sweet

The Japanese House - Saw You In A Dream

Lady Gaga - Till It Happens

Michael Bublé - Feeling Good

The Jackson 5 - I Want You Back

Marvin Gaye - Ain't No Mountain High Enough

The Lumineers - Ho Hey

The Beatles - Blackbird

Paramore - The Only Exception

Feldberg - You and Me

Vance Joy - Riptide

Lorde - Hard Feelings

Tory Kelly - Brokenhearted

Daniel Caesar ft. H.E.R - Best Part

Of Monsters and Men - Little Talks

Lil Pump - Gucci Gang

Kendrick Lamar - Humble

Big Shaq - Mans Not hot

Allie X - Paper Heart

Hey Jude - The Beatles

Well, I am a big dreamer. I often read books in my spare time, then imagining how the world should be. Then I would write it down and be as wild as my mind wander.

As I grow, I know I couldn't just write it down as I want. There's should be some logic involved, instead the magic is in. I never get the gut to share it to anyone. I'm afraid they would mock me. That is why. I keep it as a secret, I write using a pseudonym.

But, then, someone know about my writing. He/she love the way I write, push me to keep writing. Whenever I want to stop, he/she would cheer me up.

Then, he/she gone. Just gone. Suddenly the words stop, nothing from him/her.