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What kind of hidden magic does she have? To cast a spell and confuse my thoughts. How did she acquire the ability to make me feel both happiness and sadness at the same time, joy and anger, peace and despair. How can she distract me away from existence. I do not wish to speak to anyone else, see anyone else, or be with anyone else. An angel to my happiness and peace, a devil to my sadness and despair. What kind of creature?

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El mar de Casas Grandes

I don't really drink but I really, really love this video.

I am cleaning my room and going through my stuff to see what is precious enough to be locked up in a box without anybody looking at it or touching it for 2 years. This has led to so many discoveries, and so, so much remembering. It is weird how one can look back to only a couple of years and thinking: whoa!  I am a completely different person now. But that is not because we have changed as person but the people around us change. And i'm sure this must be just a high school thing, where you get switched up every year and end up spending each year with different people, making new friend and well, sadly losing some as well. :O This reminds of an ad that i really like and that I'm going to look for and post here ;)

I feel like I should write a little about valentine' day, I mean everybody is doing it and they are all talking about how great or awful day they had so I think i should how my day went :D. It was good, i had a great day, but I guess that is because the knowledge that I am leaving soon makes me enjoy everyday in this place. Also, this inexplicable wish came over me of wanting to buy something for someone. I seriously wanted to make somebody happy this valentine's day by showering them with cheesy, pink, over flowing with chocolate, gifts. But i just didn't have anyone to give anything to (with exception of a rose to my mom and grandma) so i guess that was the sad part of my day. But i wasn't sad because i didn't have anyone to make this a special day with (OK, maybe a little), I was sad because i couldn't make someone happy, I was not able to bring that inexplicable joy that feeling loved and cared for brings. But on the bright side I did eat a ton of chocolate and a torta (Mexican sandwishy thingy). So I did have a great day

Women... such complicated creatures, and yet so irresistible. It might be that the reason we find them so hard to live without is because their very presence is a dare for us to understand them, and well men can't resist a challenge. They can inspire so many feelings, love being the most powerful of them. But then again it would be foolish to consider love as a single feeling, but such is its complexity that I can't hope to even begin to describe what is love. All that i know is that love, as much as it makes you feel like it is worth living, it can and it will make you suffer. And I find it so easy to hate someone that I love, for the simple fact that their perfections and imperfections make me feel such strong feelings for them. It almost doesn't seem fair that a person can hold that much power over us. But then again, if we were left to govern ourselves, we would be much more screwed that what we already are. But the state of the world is a different topic for a different day. 

well because I have friends like you Roxy

As none of you may know (because nobody reads this) I shall be leaving in about a week for two years on a religious thing (preaching the gospel and whatnot (this is actually very important to me but i find some kind of relief by referring to this event in such a light way)). So i leave the 19th of this month, and I wont be back on the internet till 2 years after that so i hope that you guys (as many as you are (i love to use parenthesis (as if you hadn't noticed))) wont miss me too much while i'm gone, although i am hoping that the two persons reading this (if even they read this) will miss me, even if it is for a while