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I feel like I should write a little about valentine' day, I mean everybody is doing it and they are all talking about how great or awful day they had so I think i should how my day went :D. It was good, i had a great day, but I guess that is because the knowledge that I am leaving soon makes me enjoy everyday in this place. Also, this inexplicable wish came over me of wanting to buy something for someone. I seriously wanted to make somebody happy this valentine's day by showering them with cheesy, pink, over flowing with chocolate, gifts. But i just didn't have anyone to give anything to (with exception of a rose to my mom and grandma) so i guess that was the sad part of my day. But i wasn't sad because i didn't have anyone to make this a special day with (OK, maybe a little), I was sad because i couldn't make someone happy, I was not able to bring that inexplicable joy that feeling loved and cared for brings. But on the bright side I did eat a ton of chocolate and a torta (Mexican sandwishy thingy). So I did have a great day