plz just block- don’t report. i can’t get this out anywhere else.

having to start over bc i went on a long pig fuck binge cycle

ht: 5’7”

sw: 255lbs

cw: 241.6lbs

lw: 180lbs (womp womp)

cgw: 220lbs

gw2: 200lbs

gw3: 180lbs

gw4: 160lbs

…………………

ugw: 100lbs

i swing back and forth between intense binge/strvig cycles so feel free to watch me fail for the millionth time. i can only go a couple months without fucking it all up again. i’m hoping that this time will be different though.

What I’ve eaten in the last 48 hours:

• 1 turkey sandwich with a little bit of mayo (about 250cal rounded up)

• 8 Cheddar Rice Puff Crisps (70cal rounded up)

• One Fruit Leather Strip (50cal)

370 isn’t bad for two days. I’ve lost a lot of water weight and maybe real weight in the past two weeks. If I can do two weeks this well, I can do two more weeks this well. I stg if I’m not under 200lbs by next spring I’m gonna go insane. I’m going to the beach in the summer and want to hit at least two of my goal weights before then. I looked like a fucking pig in swim trunks this past year.

I didn’t get to exercise the past two days bc I was up late and didn’t have time before work AND had to work late. Working late is a really good excuse to not eat though. Idk I guess I’m gonna go to the gym for a while this weekend to make up for it.

I’m really glad my bf is trying to lose weight too. And bc I have celiac disease, we’re eating healthy, low carb meals all the time!! I can justify eating smaller portions at dinner, and I’m out of the house all day on weekdays now bc of my job. I’ve been taking diet cokes and freeze dried strawberries in as my lunch- mostly just to be able to say I brought something.