And let's make it angst (English isn't my first language, first time I really really write, hope it's good ! I dedicate this to @occasionalauthoring @loomingspector and @nikiexe0, you are the Reason that I love making my boi Bruce suffers 𼲠)
Thomas Wayne and Martha Kane Wayne were beautiful souls : kind to a fault, selfless, and beautiful inside and outside. They were the treasure of Gotham. Their murder destroyed the best thing coming from Gotham. As their bodies are now resting in their final beds, the city is looking towards Bruce, the last of the Wayne.Â
He has the look of a Wayne, but is nothing like a proper Wayne should be : a feral child, too angry, too intense who evolved into a debauched airhead. His only redeeming quality is his bleeding heart, and even that is questioned.
Everybody knows that the true brain of Wayne Enterprises is Lucius Fox, a good man and a good friend of Thomas. So, even his "kindness" may come from Lucius, in order to sell the Wayne "Image".
All Bruce has left of his parents are their fortune (their hard-work), their physical traits (Bruce is always "like Thomas" or "like Martha", he is never him) or their name (simple luck of birth).
Bruce blames himself for their senseless death, why did he ask them to go to the theater, why walking through the street. Why. Why. WHY.
Bruce Wayne is broken, but maybe the Wayne name can live in better people. Bruce knows with all his scared heart that his children are the best things that happened to his life, that despite his mistakes, his children are still good people, still beautiful people Inside and outside. They are truly people worthy of the Wayne name.
Not like him, a faker wearing his Father's skin and Mother's eyes.
However, all good things have an end like Mom -like Dad.
In the beginning, it was Tim that dropped the Wayne name out of his name account.
Then Dick (it hurts but the Graysons were good people, unlike Bruce), Jason (why choose the Al-Ghul, are they a better family than me ?), even his Cassandra (is Cain a better father than him ? Is he so horrible, so disgusting that she prefers to keep the name of the man that made her a living silent weapon ?)
Damian is still keeping the Wayne name, almost as a middle name, but it's only a matter of time before it's dropped.
Tired of disappointing Alfred (his adopted father)
Tired of disappointing his children, adopted or biological.
Tired of disappointing Gotham.
And Bruce realises that the root of the problem is him. He is the poison that ruined the good name of his ancestors, of his parents.
Maybe Bruce never deserved to be a Wayne.
Maybe if he's gone for good, everyone will be happy. No more Batman, no more Bruce Wayne. No, no more Bruce.Â
Like a ghost, he walked to his room.
Like an empty shell, he opened his medicine cabinet.
Like an empty husk, he emptied a whole bottle of drug.
And he went to sleep. Hopefully forever.
He forgot that his broken heart still beat for someone.Â
He forgot that, miles away, Clark Kent is spending time with his parents and family.Â
He forgot that his best friend can hear Bruce's heartbreak.
Bruce didn't remember when Superman broke his windows.
He didn't hear the Man of Steel's scream, full of despair.
He didn't feel when Kal forced his body to purge itself of the drug.
He didn't feel when his brother-in-soul took him, far, far away from Gotham.
He didn't feel when Ma Kent kissed his scared and ugly hands, unfit for a Wayne.
He didn't feel when Pa Kent kissed softly his forehead, silently asking him to get better, son.
He didn't feel when Lois ran her hand through Thomas's hair, and talked about the Daily Planet, about her work, about anything but Gotham and the Not-Wayne (they still are his family are they ?)
He didn't feel when Jon hugged him in the waist, gently narrating his adventures with the animals at the farm.
He didn't feel Martha's tears when brokenly, he asked in a feverish outbreak for his mama and his papa.
The Kents saw that poor boy and decided to understand how Bruce did try to kill himself.
Of course, between the investigative talents of Clark and Lois, they discover the truth (between Bruce's feverish talks and the names taken by the Batkids, they were quick to solve this mystery).
Meanwhile, in Gotham, everybody is gossiping about Superman's kidnapping of their local billionaire. Must be PR, must be his latest conquest.
The Batkids failed to contact Superman on his phone. They decided to go to Smallville, to find the root of the problem.Â
When they showed up to the porch, they were welcomed by the frostiest look they ever seen on Martha Kent and Jon Kent.
She said, in a slow manner "If you refused to take the Wayne name, maybe his name should disappear for good.". Then Pa Kent added "Or maybe I should adopt your father's name, and we will become Kent-Wayne, so he will have a family that accepts to share his parent's legacy".
For all his mistakes, for all his wrongs, for all his bad traits, Bruce never failed to try. Try to reach them. Try to teach them. Try to love them.
Bruce is a bleeding heart that tries for his city, for his family.
The children were heart-broken ; what began as a joke ended as a quasi-tragedy.
And they hurt him. Badly.
Thomas Wayne, Martha Kane Wayne and Bruce Wayne were beautiful souls : kind to a fault, selfless, and beautiful inside and outside. They were the treasure of Gotham.
And now maybe the Wayne legacy will definitely be gone for good.Â
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And voilĂ , hope you enjoyed ! Now I return to crying to Bruce Wayne Angst (and yes, I love Bruce Wayne)
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