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YOU WERE MY ALMOST FOREVER s.mg
pairings: song mingi x fem!reader genre/trope: smut, heartbreak, romance, angst, hurt/comfort and illness wc: 0.6k
synopsis: they were just laughing together, like nothing could touch them, until the world proved them wrong
warnings: MDNI, mentions of suggestive content (like 1 sentence only), major character death, illness/brain tumour, hospital setting and little angst (i think)
an: this is a sad one and a short one, i'm sorry but i have something cooking up for this weekend and i'm excited for it!
It was just last week. It was literally just last week that you were in Mingi’s arms, laughing while hitting his arms playfully at a stupid joke he made. He still remembers that smile you had on your face. It was the same smile he saw when he first met you. He remembers the moment you extended your hands to shake his and when you both made contact, something had changed in him. His mouth was slightly open, his palms sweaty afterwards and when you asked him his name, he just stood there looking at you. He wishes he could go back to that day and relive everything, but he knows that isn’t possible.
There were so many memories both of you had experienced together. The day he asked you out, your first hug, first kiss and first time you had fully devoted yourself to him as you screamed and moaned his names under his bedsheets as he passionately thrusted inside you. When both of you made a promise to be each other’s until the end no matter what.
But some promises were meant to be broken, right?
Currently, Mingi was sitting beside you as you lay unconsciously on your hospital bed. No longer with the smile you used to radiate or no longer that look on your face you had every time you saw him. Instead, you were laying there unemotionally and hurtful. You had been diagnosed with a brain tumour all of a sudden and in just a week of diagnosing it you had ended up in the hospital. It was all too much for Mingi. How could someone like you deserve this? What about the promise of being together forever?
Most importantly you had dreams to achieve. The ones you talked about for hours and you were so close achieving them, but all that was just useless now. He had never met anyone as passionate as you and that was something he adored you so much about. Your eyes would gleam and literally sparkle when you used to talk to him about all this. But now they were shut.
When you had been diagnosed just a week ago, you has asked him to promise you this one thing. It was to find someone else that could love him just like you did or even better because you wanted him to live a happy life. He thought you were ridiculous for asking that and told you to repeat it again, but you weren’t joking, you were actually serious. He immediately denied that and said you were his only love, but you argued back to him and said that if he does truly love you, he would do as you pleased.
Now, as he sat down by you with heavy eye bags and untouched food next to him as he held your hands the monitor suddenly started beeping.
The line showing your heart rate had gone straight. His eyes filled with tears as you let out a sharp scream as he prayed God to take him with you. The doctors arrived almost immediately and escorted Mingi outside as he still yelled ad flighted the doctors to let him stay beside you, but they didn’t.
Before passing out, Mingi had sworn you came to meet him. He could feel the softness of your palms caressing his face and you shushed him and held him as you cried and everything turned to darkness for him.
LOSE YOU AGAIN j.yh
⋄ pairings: jeong yunho x fem!reader ⋄ genre/trope: smut, hurt/comfort, royal, forbidden love, angst, princess/royal AU, forced marriage (not with Yunho though), abusive relationship, ex lovers, masquerade ball, one night, star crossed lovers ⋄ wc: 4.1k
⋄ synopsis: he was the only person you yearned for, until somethings got broken apart because of complications. now 5 years later you are married to someone by force and both of you go to a masquerade event together in which while you are dancing, you see him again and both of you show your love for each other for the last time before seperating once again
⋄ warnings: MDNI, smut, mention and display of physical and mental abuse, abusive relationships, crying, kissing, making out, biting, spit stuff, suggestive talking, pet names such as sweet baby/princess/baby/sweetheart/precious, nipple/boob play, choking, praising, almost getting caught while doing boombayah, yunho touching reader when they aren’t alone, teasing, sucking the reader in so many ways possible (lol), fingering, anal, breath play, YEOSANG is the bad guy (I’m sorry I choose him as the bad guy, but it was only because he is a angel and if I made him bad it would be less hurtful), dubcon sex/ kinda forced sex ig, violence, death, killing, mentions of cheating, unprotected sex (very bad, don't do this people, unless you want a surprise), emotional sex, wall sex, pining, and the worst heart break, if i missed anything please tell me!
You were 19 years old and the princess of the Haven Kingdom. You had no other siblings, and just to your luck, you were also born a girl, obviously. Your father hated you, and he constantly blamed your mom for giving birth to a girl, and he said that she was untouchable and disgusting for that. No one knew this except the three of you. But you learned to ignore that and find peace and happiness in things that made you happy. Unfortunately, it was a little difficult to always be calm and happy, especially when your father would yell or raise his hands on you or your mom.
You really hated that.
You convinced yourself that if your father hated you, yelled at you, or hit you, you were fine with that. You would stay quiet, and in the midst of the night, you let your heart shatter and sobbed quietly. But you cried harder when he would do this to your mom. From that day you decided that if you were to marry someday, you would make sure your husband wasn’t this cruel, and you would go to any limits to stop this from happening because your mother was so pure and kind, and she loved you despite everything.
⋄ 5 YEARS AGO
Right at this moment, you were standing with your hands on your waist, contemplating what to wear today in your closet, which was as big as your bedroom with multiple shelves adorned with dresses, gowns, jewelry, and so much more. Every single thing in there was somehow decorated with gold or diamonds, especially all your jewelry and the stitching of your gowns. The ceiling was high with a large crystal chandelier hanging from atop, making the enclosed walls seem less suffocating.
Usually, the maids would come into your room every morning to help you dress up, do your hair and makeup, but this morning you had dismissed them and told them to leave politely because you wanted to get ready yourself. The reason was because the royal family Jeong from the Kingdom Talaris were coming over and they were going to stay for dinner.
But all that didn’t matter to you except one thing. Jeong Yunho. The crown prince of the Kingdom Talaris. He was the most majestic thing you had ever laid eyes on because this wasn’t the families first time coming over, you had met several times before and the best thing about this was that he was yours.
Yunho was tall, his dark silky hair that was always parted to the side which perfectly framed his face, his charming smile, and his hands. Oh my, how much you yearned for his hands. But most importantly he was kind, caring, selfless and the opposite of your father. You know how much he cares for his kingdom and the people’s wellbeing. This was something you admired the most.
What no one knew about Yunho and you was that you both had fallen in love with each other at the first sight of one another. Ever since that day both of you always looked forward to seeing each other again because secret letters to each other just weren’t enough and sneaking out of the castle to see him was impossible because it was too long of a journey to go there yourself. And now, you were going to see him after a month’s worth of wait, and you just had to get ready by yourself because you were going to be grinning the whole time, and if the maids saw that, they would think something was terribly wrong with you.
You still had a long time before they would arrive but in spite of that you wanted to look perfect for him even when he saw you without makeup, without a fancy dress or without anything on.
You thought back to that one night where your families were having a dinner and both Yunho and you had finished your food, so your father asked if you wanted to show Yunho around the palace while they all finished their meals and then they had something to discuss between them. This simply meant you and him would have almost 3 to 4 hours to yourselves. As you heard that you felt excited and stole a quick glance at Yunho who had a small grin on his face but both of you had to act normal. So, you stood up as you bid goodbye to everyone and left with Yunho right behind you.
It hadn’t even been that long but as soon as both of you were in a secluded place in the palace, he grabbed your wrist with his long fingers and spun you to him, so you were now facing him as he backed you up against one of the walls. This wasn’t the first time he had done this, as both of you had already confessed to each other long ago, and this was your 9th time meeting again.
Yunho had placed one of his hands behind your head as he backed you to the wall because he didn’t want you to get hurt. But before you could comprehend anything more, he grabbed your jaw with his other hand and leaned down and placed his soft, plump lips to yours. It wasn’t as aggressive as you were expecting, but instead it was slow, careful, and passionate. You had placed your hands on his chest while you pulled him more down as you were desperate to be as close as you could to him. You felt him smile through the kiss and so were you as his hand was now rested softly on your cheek and he softly bit down on your bottom lip to gain access to your mouth and tongue, and you obliged.
Both of your tongues were dancing against one another while you tried your best to not moan, but it was impossible not to. Finally, both of you separated and leaned your foreheads against each other’s while a strand of saliva connected both of your lips.
You smiled at him slowly and looked down as you were shy, but he brought his fingers to your chin and lifted your head up towards him and pressed a peck on your lips. “Are we going to stand here forever, or will you kindly lead us to your room, milady?” He teased you.
“Woah, slow down prince. You haven’t even greeted me properly.” You giggled and started to walk away from him, and soon he followed you like a puppy.
The guards at this time do a shift of position around the palace so there is a one minute time frame where there aren’t any guards around, so no one could see you like this with the prince.
The doors of your room were pushed open as Yunho stood behind you, admiring you without you noticing as you were looking for any signs of anyone because the last thing you wanted for to happen was anyone seeing you and Yunho like this, entering your room when you were supposed to show him around.
As the door closed behind both of you, he grabbed you into a bridal style and took you over to your bed and dropped you on it with a soft thud. You felt so vulnerable in the moment and warm, but in a good way.
“My sweet baby, I missed you so much.” He climbed on your bed as you lay down on your back, and he hovered on top. “Did you miss me too?” Yunho breathed near your neck, causing goosebumps all over your body.
“Mhm, I missed you too.” You grabbed his collar, signalling him to take his top off, so he pulled away from you, and you shivered from the loss of contact as he slowly started to unbutton his clothes, and finally, after what felt like forever, he had nothing above his waist. Yunho came back down and started to aggressively attack your neck with kisses and bites and all you could do was tug his hair.
“I need you closer to me.” You squirmed as he was still kissing you.
“Aw, can you really not wait for a few minutes?” He came up to your face, his lips were pouty, clearly mocking you. “Alright, I’ll be considerate princess.” He tugs off his pants clicking the belt off, leaving him in just his undergarments. You gulped as you could make out the outline of his cock.
“Eyes up here, pretty. Let me help you take your clothes off.” You were pulled out of your thoughts as Yunho pulled you up by your waist and turned you around on the bed, so he was right behind you as both of you were on your knees. You felt the strings of your corset starting to loosen up and then pulled off, leaving you in your dress only. The zipper was pulled all the way down, and you inhaled as the cold air hit your bare back. Yunho slowly slipped you out of the dress as it now lay sprawled down on your sides and you took the rest of it off yourself while still facing away from him.
You were still facing away from him while you were only in your undergarments. You felt his lips on your neck right after, as one of his hands clipped your bra off, making it fall down your shoulders while he was still kissing you. With the same hand he grabbed one of your boobs and started kneading and pinching your nipple, while the other handheld your throat slightly blocking your airways.
You arched your back and turned your head to your left to look at Yunho, who was devouring your neck. “Yunho,” you moaned.
“Be quiet, darling. We don’t want the guards to think that the princess needs help, do we?” He asks as his hands slowly trail down to your soaked pussy.
You nod your head in agreement. “I need words darling.” Yunho’s fingers were now inside your panties as he started to tease your clit as you barely managed to choke out a “yes.”
“Good job baby. Always listening to me.” You were still processing everything until he suddenly flipped you around, your back hitting the soft of the mattress, and Yunho urgently took off your panties all the way down and threw them aside.
“We don’t have much longer before the guards come inside to do daily safety checks.” You exclaimed worriedly, “we will have to be qui-.” You were cut off as Yunho's tongue slipped in your pussy while he pumped 3 of his fingers shamelessly inside.
“You taste so sweet, precious.” You almost fainted from the stimulation and from the way he was looking at you from his lashes as a small smirk formed on his face.
Suddenly, as both of you were enjoying yourselves, a loud and stern voice disturbed both of you. It was one of the guards conversing with another guard, who were coming over to check around for safety, and you were confused as to why they were coming so early today, but you realized it actually was the usual time, and since you and Yunho were so indulged in specific activities, the time went fast.
“Yu-yunho, please.” You moaned as he was still lapping up your sweet juices thrusting his fingers too and you let out a shaky breath as he stopped and pulled himself up to your face and kissed your cheek softly.
“I know, sweetheart, we will just pretend you were showing me around your quar-.” Both of started to dress up quickly as the guards were coming but unfortunately you couldn’t in time, so you stood behind the large doors and Yunho answered when the doors were opened.
“Hello, um... Prince. What may you be doing here? Is there any way we could help you?” Asked one of the guards as he was clearly a little taken aback as to what the Prince of Talaris was doing in your room.
Yunho was on the visible side of the door, and you were on the other side but still close to one another. You felt his fingers slip in your sensitive pussy as he was still talking to the guards while you were trying your best to be as quiet as possible. "Oh, um, I was just trying the sweets that were in the princess's room. She asked me if I wanted some, and how could I deny?" he said so casually as he pulled out the fingers that were inside you mere seconds ago, and even though you couldn’t see his face, you were sure he licked his fingers in front of the guards. “Mhm, so delicious.”
After some convincing the guards that you were alright, and you were just around your quarters as you went to grab something yourself, the guards finally left and both of you sighed.
Yunho shut the doors quickly and turned straight to you brushing your hair out of your face. “Hey, are you alright?”
“I’m fine, I was just worried for a minute.” You reassured him as you placed a hand on his shoulders, and in return, he smiled and picked you up and threw you back on your bed. “We aren’t finished yet.”
You were pulled aback from your wandering thoughts as your eyes finally landed on a beautiful baby blue gown. I wonder if he would notice if I wore his favorite color. You grabbed a small stool on your left and climbed on it so you could reach the gown and stepped back down. As you smiled to yourself, you walked out of the closet room, and in your presence were 2 maids.
“Hello Princess.” They bowed down. “We have brought some important news as we are sorry for interrupting you.”
“Oh, it’s no problem.” You reassured them. “So, what is it you want to inform me about?” You don’t know why, but you started to fiddle with the hem of the gown that was in your hands, and your heart started thumping. Something didn’t feel right.
“The Jeong family won’t be coming back to our kingdom ever, because some conflict occurred between your father and King Jeong.” And just after they shared the most devastating news of your life, they left.
The gown that was in your hands, which you so happily picked out for yourself and for him, fell onto the ground below. You stood there petrified; your eyes were blank, and soon after, they were filled to the brim with tears that were threatening to fall. You couldn’t believe this. Did this mean that you weren’t ever going to see Prince Yunho again? Was that time your last time you were going to kiss him? Or the last time you made love together? Or maybe the last time you would smile and laugh with him? You were scared. You were scared that you would never experience all that again, ever.
Will you have to spend the remaining time by yourself? Or worse. Would you be married into a family who didn’t care for you, a husband who married you just for status and not for love?
⋄ PRESENT TIME
That’s exactly what happened. You were married into another royal family. The Vandal Kingdom with Prince Kang, or rather, the future king.
You were sitting on your bed, which you shared with your husband, Yeosang. He still hadn’t come back from whatever he was doing around the castle and you were very glad, because this meant you had more time to yourself.
You had been married to him for almost a year now, and let’s just say, it really wasn’t your best interest to marry him. You were forced to marry him by your father and his father because he agreed to this and so you were basically given up, just like that. You meant nothing to your father, so you were expecting something like this, just not so soon. You hadn’t fully enjoyed life before all this and a certain someone was still floating at the back of your mind.
You heard the crack of your shared quarters door open wide and you looked up to see Yeosang step in, exhaustion quite written on his dull face. You were so into just staring at him as he entered that you hadn’t noticed what he was carrying with him, as it was unusual for him to do anything himself. Your gaze went down to his hands and saw a dark royal blue gown that was held firmly by him.
It reminded you of Yunho. How his favourite colour was blue, and the fact that he loved every shade of it. Your remembered once you had wore something similar to this colour and he said you were bolder and more attractive rather than his usual compliments such as, “you look very beautiful”, or, “wow your gorgeous, how did I get so lucky?” The thoughts made you blush and a smile almost crept up to your lips.
“Hey, stand up and come here,” Yeosang ordered you with a straight face as he pulled you out of your trance thoughts. You knew what was coming, but no matter how long you dealt with it, it never got old. So you stood up while keeping your eyes low, stuck onto the pretty tiles beneath your feet and walked to him, keeping a safe distance of almost a meter.
A strong impact landed on the left side of your face. He had just slapped you. No explanation or reason, but as soon as he came he slapped you. You did nothing except, accept what had happened and took a small breath in so only you could sense it and kept your eyes on the floor, clearly avoiding his sharp gaze. You felt your cheek heat up and you knew that it had turned red instantly.
“Would you believe it!” Yeosang exclaimed with clear annoyance laced in his voice, “the- the maids, the maids that were supposed to bring your gown down here forgot completely.” “So guess what! I had to- I had to bring the god damn thing down by myself, as the king?!” Yeosang threw the gown harshly against the nearest platform and just stormed away from you and sat down on your bed.
He had a habit of taking his anger out on you because of other people and it was definitely not new, this started in the third week of being married and you still remember silently crying through the whole night as you lay next to him in bed after he had ‘made love with you’ as a form of apology.
Yeosang surprisingly did and does love you a little, but his anger problems always caused him to do violent actions which he regretted greatly later on, or more like right after he did something like this, whether it would be verbal or physical.
Your eyes went back to the beautiful gown. “So, what is the purpose of that?” You ask, pointing at it.
“There is an important event coming up soon, and I want you to attend it with me.” Yeosang looked calmer than before. “It’s a masquerade ball,” and you could already sense the guiltiness creeping up on his face because of hurting you. “Look, I am sorry for-um-hurting you. I didn’t mean to, but-.” He stood back up on his feet and walked towards you, placing a hand on your shoulder, to which you flinched, but of course he didn’t take notice of it. “I have been just stressed, and then this ridiculous thing happened. I didn’t mean to." He lifted your chin up to him with his fingers as delicately as he could, but no matter how gentle he wanted to be, it felt like spikes touching you. Yeosang tucked a strand of loose hair that had escaped your ponytail and looked at you with ‘pure’ love, as he liked to call it.
“It’s ok, no need to worry yourself." You stepped back slightly because you saw that look on his face that he gets when he wants to have sex with you as a form of apology.
You couldn’t ever say no because once when you did refuse one night, he got much more aggressive and blamed you for everything. He said that you weren’t pretty, that he only used you and married you for your kingdom, and that you didn’t love him and that you must be cheating on him somehow.
For instance, there was this guard that was patrolling right outside near both of your rooms at the start of your marriage. One day when you stepped out of your room, you noticed that this guard did the day duty and clearly had done the night duty too because he was barely awake, probably because there were some issues with the shift, so you went up to him while Yeosang was already awake and somewhere unknown in the castle, most probably.
You asked the guard what had happened because he was looked very exhausted, and as the future queen and as someone who cares about others no matter their status, you brought him inside your and Yeosang's bedroom because there was water right there. The kitchens were too far away, so that’s why you brought him inside, and just because you were handing him some water, you contacted his hands with yours, and in that moment, Yeosang had suddenly walked in.
You remember when Yeosang made you stand right next to him as he beat up the guard for touching you. He, himself, was hurting the guard, no other soldier but him, and you stood there, powerless, trying to hold the tears in. You blamed yourself so much for this even though all you wanted was to help him, but Yeosang thought you were too friendly to a guard and accused you of cheating on him.
Then later that night in the cellar, after almost 1 hour of torturing that poor guard, he finally finished him off. You had flinched so hard, your heart was basically out of your chest, and you had the guiltiest feeling a human could possibly have on Earth.
Ever since that day, you distanced yourself from anyone who wasn’t Yeosang just for the sake of their survival. You didn’t even feel the abuse that Yeosang caused you that night because no matter how hard he hit you, the wound in your chest from that guard’s death was larger, and nothing could compare to that.
These were one of the many moments you had missed Yunho so much. He would have never ever done this. He was a pure angel, and Yeosang was the complete opposite. If Yunho were in this situation and saw you helping out a guard, he would have been so proud of you and would have praised you for being such a kindhearted person and as the future queen of his kingdom.
You were brought back to your senses as you felt a pair of lips on your neck, and you sighed, not again, you thought. You accepted your unfortunate fate, as you knew what was coming soon, and the only reason you got through all this was because when Yeosang was touching you, you imagined Yunho. You imagined his lips, his hands, his fingers, his neck, his legs, his hair, his beautiful cock, and his moans. So, you just closed your eyes and let Yeosang lead the long, agonizing night ahead of you, praying that once you wake up, this would all be a dream.
Which it never was.
⋄ THE DAY OF THE MASQUERADE BALL
The moment you arrived at the masquerade ball, everything felt too controlling. Yeosang had told or more like ordered you to come here tonight despite you wanting to stay back, but you know that this would help clear your mind and get some fresh air away from the kingdom.
You had the royal blue gown on that Yeosang had picked out for you because apparently the other colours he had seen were going to look unflattering on you, but it isn’t like you cared about it anyways so you had just slipped it on quietly, and with that you wore a matching masquerade mask obviously which was embedded with diamonds, sapphires and a blue and white feather which was put on, on the left side of the mask. Your eye makeup was kept simple, but your lips were slightly bold, your hair was curled and put up in a half up half down hairstyle and the front pieces framed your face perfectly.
The only problem you had was the tight corset. You already had to wear those back at the kingdom almost every single day, but this one was extremely uncomfortable. You swore your organs were going to set of like a bomb once you would finally take it off.
Yeosang was at your side as you entered, your arms around his while he smiled and you did too, but only the fact that yours was clearly fake.
You had been here for a while with him, never leaving his sight because he had instructed you to stay by him the whole night, until the music started playing and everyone slowly went to the floor to dance with their partners. This was something you were looking forwards to the most because in this dance you switched partners with everyone, so you would be dancing with different people every minute or so. This would finally give you the break you want from him.
Yeosang excused himself and you from the other royals you were talking to and led you to dance. He placed his hands on your waist, and you placed both of yours on his shoulders and started to waltz slowly. “Why are you looking away from me? Yeosang asked you, “do you have a problem with me sweetheart?” His grip tightened on your waist, as if you weren’t already suffocating from the corset.
“No, I was just so into the ballroom music and because of that I was just relaxing and looking down, that’s all.” You answered him, making up a false excuse, not wanting to anger him.
“Ok, good,” he loosened his grip, “but I want you to look at me, ok?” If anyone were watching you to from afar, they would think you were the sweetest couple in all the kingdoms, except the fact that you weren’t. “We don’t want any issues once we go back, do we?” He looked at you with the most innocent look ever which made you feel sick to your stomach. How could someone be so fake?!
“Of course.” That’s all you said as you kept eye contact with him and in return he smiled at you.
You continued for a while and finally it was time to switch partners and as soon as Yeosang let go of you, a big wave of relief washed over you.
This dance partner was short and very stubby, probably in his mid 40’s and he made you quite uncomfortable.
The next one was polite, and nothing happened.
Same with the next one.
And the next one.
This was your fifth rotation. You noticed he was very tall in height. He wore a navy suit which you thought was funny because it looked like you were matching with a stranger. You looked up to him as a form of recognizing him and you smiled at him.
Your heart dropped. It was that feeling in your chest or heart you would prefer to say when you feel a strong emotion.
Your grip loosened on his shoulders.
Was it him? No, definitely not. There is no way. You must be hallucinating.
But your suspicions were cleared up when you noticed that mans eyes widen through his mask.
Shit. It is him.
It was Jeong Yunho. Only thing changed about him was that he was slightly taller and looked stronger. Everything else was the same.
He realised also. I mean how could he not recognize you, even though it had been years.
He leans in and your heart jumps. “Is it you?”
You just nod at him trying your best not to cry and so is he trying to not let his emotions spill right now.
“Just meet me upstairs after the whole dance finishes, ok?” Yunho asks in urgency. He wished you would stay longer in his arms, but you had to swap partners soon.
“Yu-.” You get cut of when he spins you once and you’re onto the next person.
Finally, after some time, the dance ended and without caring about Yeosang or thinking about what he will do once he realizes where you are you rush upstairs and find Yunho. He holds your hand and pulls you into a room.
He grabs you with possessiveness but gently. He didn’t say anything but just pulled you closer, his mouth finding yours in a kiss that was hungry but gentle. It felt like if he let go even for a second, he would lose you all over again.
“I missed you so much. I never stopped wanting you,” he spoke quietly against your lips, his hands sliding down your back, re awaking past memories. You pressed into him as your fingers twisted his shirt.
“Yunho. God, I missed you so much.” You hadn’t even realised but you were crying.
He told you how he hadn’t married anyone, even though his parents weren’t happy at all. But he went against them because he was too in love with you. On the other hand, you confessed to him that you were forced to marry into that loveless marriage with that stupid prince Kang.
You didn’t even have to go into all the worse details because Yunho understood.
His fingers worked quickly to untie your gown just like how he used to, letting it fall of and he waited no second before touching your naked skin. He palmed your breasts, rolling your nipples between his fingers. “Your perfect.” He said very softly as his eyes were locked into yours. “No one has ever made you feel like this except me, right?” “I bet that bastard sucks because only I know what you like, not him.” “He can’t treat you right, he doesn’t know you like I do.” His demeanour changed suddenly but you weren’t scared because this was all his built up emotions he was keeping in from years.
Then after all your clothes were of, he looked so upset as he saw all the marks on your body, but you just shushed him with your fingers. “Let’s not discuss this now, he don’t have time.”
He looked at you in pain, but then he dropped to his knees and buried his face between your delicious thighs. His tongue dragged all over your sweet pussy, as he lapped up your juices because you were wet from the moment you saw him. He continued, and every second he went stronger making your knees buckle as you tightly gripped onto his soft hair. He added 2 of his fingers too. You would actually collapse from what you were feeling right now because his fingers always made you feel something unimaginable.
“Fuck, Yunho.” He hummed against your pussy making you jerk your hips more forwards.
“See, only I get you this soaked, this needy.” He stood back up and kissed you so you could now taste yourself on his tongue while he undid his pants letting his cock free.
He lifted you up and against the wall, sliding into you smoothly and stretched you fully with no problem. You gasped as you wrapped your legs around him and your face in the crook of your neck, lightly biting it so you don’t make to much noise. As he went faster, tears started to spill down your face nonstop. “I missed you every day,” you whispered. The tears weren’t because of over stimulation only, but they were there because of how much you missed and loved him.
He noticed you crying and brought his hands up wiping your tears as he still managed to hold and thrust into you with one arm. He started going faster as he was pouring literally everything both of you had missed from the last past 5 years.
“Shh, it’s fine. I am right here.” “Your so good to me, you know?” You take my cock so nicely.” You were so into the moment you hadn’t noticed the small crack in his voice because he was also crying from all the emotions.
Then, you came hard as your pussy clenched around his cock as you screamed and sobbed his name out. He just groaned and thrusted once more before he released his load into you and he still held you, not wanting to let you go clearly.
But you couldn’t stay like this forever because you were married to someone else. You weren’t his to keep. “I have to go back.” You said as you let him go fully and started to fix yourself up. The mask would hide anything imperfect.
He kissed you slowly as he came back to you, forehead to forehead. He grabbed onto you with shaky hands. “I know, just a little longer.” So, you stayed like that for some more time before finally letting go and getting dressed fully.
You went downstairs first and after some time Yeosang found you and to your luck he was not suspicious of anything. Later you saw Yunho come down and both of you made eye contact, but you had to look away because your heart ached so loudly, you swear you could have a heart attack on the spot.
“Where were you, I was getting worried dear.” Yeosang asked after a while because he was talking to someone when you arrived
“Oh, I just got lost in the crowd after the dance and my childhood friend Yena’s mum pulled me aside to speak to her.” You answered him, making it up on the spot. Yeosang just stared at you for a few seconds as you stood nervously.
“Ok.” That’s all he said before grabbing your hands and walking off somewhere else away from the crowd.
Maybe, you weren’t meant for each other in this lifetime. God had probably cursed both of you to feel the worst heartbreak ever.
So, you prayed silently to yourself that maybe in your next lifetime you would be destined together. And you promised that you would never let go of him and love him with everything.
PROBLEM SOLVER - alan
⋄ pairings: alan x fem!reader
⋄ genre/ trope: boyfriend x girlfriend, hacker, power imbalance, dark romance (?) and crime setting
⋄ wc: 1.6k
⋄ synopsis: his boss calls you because something is wrong with your boyfriend at late night and in doing so you help him overcome his problem by something special until…
⋄ warnings: MDNI, smut(?) only fingering, biting, kissing, make out, choking, crying, reader calling him baby, threatening to violence such as killing or hurting, mentions of sex/suggestiveness, fingering, getting caught, semi public, spit stuff and let me know if I missed anything else
It was 12:17 am, and you had gotten a call from Im Baek Jeong. You were at your place and were about to go to bed after an exhausting day, but then your phone rang, and Alan’s annoying boss, Baek Jeong, called you. You didn’t want to pick it up because even his voice was irritating, but for the sake of your boyfriend, you did because who knows what would happen if you didn’t.
You were on the call now as he spoke with a monotone, “If you don’t want your boyfriend to go insane and me possibly putting a bullet through his head, I would suggest you get your ass here. Soon.” Then he just hung up. You knew he was just bluffing; he could never actually kill Alan. He was necessary and too important, but they could hurt him, so you hurried to get ready. You put on an all-cherry red outfit. Baggy sweatpants, a lacy tank top, a zip-up jacket that you left half open, and some jewellery. ⋄
You were now outside their apartment, where Alan was most of the time. You were about to hit the doorbell, but the door opened up before that, and there stood 2 massive bodyguards, one who was bald and another with a beard. One of them grabbed your wrists and pulled you inside, and you looked back at that one with a scowl on your face. You cursed under your breath. Was that really necessary?
Just when you brought your attention back to where you were, you saw In Beom and Baek Jeong, who were sitting on the coaches, seeming a little annoyed or pissed off. You walked towards them and asked them without actually properly greeting them because who gives a shit.
“Where’s he?” You asked about Alan.
Baek Jeong glanced up at you, and In Beom also looked at you, but he was staring at your breasts. You immediately felt uncomfortable but ignored that because it wasn’t important right now. Baek Jeong didn’t even say anything, except he called over a guard who stood a few meters away from you and signalled him something. Then the guard came over and slightly shoved you to walk, and so you followed.
Both of you stood outside Alan’s room, and after he opened the door for you, he left in a hurry. You walked in and saw him, and you instantly felt relaxed and relieved. He didn’t look like he was hurt, physically at least.
You came closer to him, and he still hadn’t noticed your presence because he looked too busy on his computers and other electronic shit you never quite understood.
He was typing random stuff on it very fast, too fast, and your mind went somewhere else. His fingers could be used somewhere better than that stupid computer, but you shook yourself out of your thoughts and stared at him till he would notice you. He was still typing away, his veins that were bulging out of his temples, sweat plastered on his forehead as he grabbed a Dr Pepper soft drink from his side, and with ease, he popped it open with his middle fingers and chugged like half of it down with ease as his adams apple moved. You gulped.
You hooked your fingers over his headphones and pulled them off. “Fu-,” he groaned, clearly annoyed, but stopped, and his face softened as he saw you. “What are you doing here?!” He looked concerned and grabbed you closer to him as he started scanning you for any injuries, and when he found none, he looked back at you.
“What happened?” You asked him as you grabbed both of his hands and pulled him out of his chair, leading him to sit on the bed behind both of you. “Your boss told me that you were quite literally losing your shit and if you or I didn’t sort out your emotions, he would kill you.”
Alan scoffed at that, “Crashing out! Me?! Please no, I’m fine.” You looked at him with a raised eyebrow. “I think you are a baby.” You glided your arms over his frame, starting from his shoulders as you massaged them. “Ugh, fine, I’ll tell you,” he looked down and then back up, “I was supposed to hack into this foreign guy's account because he fled with the money he took from us, but I can’t, and I have been trying for so long. Baek Jeong is getting mad at me, and I’m frustrated at myself.”
He pushed your arms that were on him back to your sides, and he put his arms on you and planted his face on your chest. Specifically, between your breasts. “How much?” You asked as you caressed his damaged hair, which he refused to cut. He sighed and lifted his head up so he could see you. “45billion won.” Then, he went back in between your boobs and rested his face there and pulled both of you down onto the bed so you were lying flat as he was still attached to you.
You forcefully distanced yourself from him so you could see his eyes. You forgot this, but the memory of how you fell for him was because you were pulled in by his eyes. They were unique and asymmetrical, and you swear that made him so much hotter.
You thought for a second as you were still staring at each other, “How about I help you?” you asked as you got up, while still maintaining eye contact, and lifted yourself and sat down on him while he still lay. Before you could even continue, Alan pulled you back down on top of him and completely switched you around, so now he was on top of you as he pinned one of your hands above you with one of his hands, and the other was wrapped around your throat. You could feel his metal rings on your skin, and a whimper escaped your lips without him even fully trying.
He attacked your lips, and you melted straight away. His lip ring just adds more to the kiss. He bit my lips soon after making way for his tongue to slip into my mouth, as he sucked on my tongue, which let out a moan from me. As we parted for air, a string of saliva was still connected to us. Alan then went down towards my neck as he let go of the hand that was choking me mere seconds ago.
Alan’s teeth bit into my neck and collarbones as he sucked harder by the second on my sensitive skin, which was definitely going to leave a mark tomorrow. His hands then went all over my body as if I would disappear into thin air.
He took off my zipper jacket and my tank top as well as my pants, leaving me in just my panties. “Would you look at that,” he spoke with a smirk, “no bra?” “Care to explain?”
“I was worried about you and rushe-,” but you got cut off. “I don’t mind it actually.” He smiled while having a crazy look in his eyes.
He then yanked your panties off you, chucking them away far in a corner. His fingers found their way to your slick folds, and he inserted his fingers inside of you without a warning. He thrusted inside of your pussy with his digits, making you see stars, and his rings just added more fuel to it.
“You think you can fix this?” He looked at you with eyes wide open as he kept fingering you. All you could do was nod because you were too overstimulated, and thankfully Alan understood. “Then I expect that after this, I’ll be able to solve my problem on that computer.” He sped up his pace, “If it still doesn’t work after this, then you will be to blame.” Understood?!” You nodded as he shouted at you.
You knew he didn’t actually mean any of this, but you still let out a few tears from his words and fingers.
Just as you were about to come undone on his fingers, the door flung open, revealing fucking Baek Jeong.
Alan quickly pulled his fingers out from you, and you frowned slightly from the loss of warmth and contact, but quickly came back to your senses as you understood the situation, as Alan quickly hid you behind him while covering you in a blanket from Baek Jeong.
“Stop wasting your time and fix that shit. Got damit!” Baek Jeong shouted while he also stood there slightly caught off guard.
“If you want me to fix it,” Alan lifted his fingers up to his mouth as he sucked your juices from his fingers all while looking at Baek Jeong mockingly, “then please leave.” “You said you called her over and threatened her to calm me down so I could focus, right?” “Then let her help me.”
Baek Jeong looked so offended at that and just stood there raging, thinking of saying something, but nothing came out of his mouth, and he quickly but loudly shut the door.
Alan turned around to you and took off the blanket that was covering your frame. “Let’s continue,” his eye twitched, “hmm?”
a/n: thanks for reading this, feedback is much appreciated since I’m a new writer as I have been starting to write for ateez and stray kids which are K-pop groups just about a month ago and know I had to write for Alan because he is a meal. Unfortunately I won’t take requests for any other characters but if you have any requests for Alan please send so and look out for more Alan fics since I’ll be making more for sure!
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ALAN BOYFRIEND HEADCANONS | BLOODHOUNDS S2
pairing | Alan x gn!reader
m.list wc | 750 genre | fluff above, smut beneath
warnings | nsfw part, smut, fingering, unprotected sex (wrap it before u tap it!), oral (m.receiving)
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- whether you're at work, school or home — he spams your screen with pop ups that read “check ur phone” if you’re not responding to his calls
➺ three seconds later the text on the pop ups changes to “If you’re not responding within ten seconds, I’m adding pictures.” followed by a timer that starts to count, engulfing your entire screen in huge red letters that run backwards
Hiiii 💗💗 First of all, i loved Allen's story and the way you wrote it, sooo i'm writing this to ask you to write another one. If you can and want to, no problem🫂💗. It would be Allen x reader, where they're dating, always based on bloodhounds, where Allen is quite insecure, with a bit of a fear of abandonment, and where the reader treats him well, making him understand that she will stay with him despite the problems at the ikfc. 🤏🥹. Add a little angst if you want. I'll leave the rest up to you. I trust you, and I know I'll love what you write. Sorry if it wasn't clear, and sorry if the one i asked for is weird or not ASJAKJSJA i wrote it with a translator since english isn't my native language, sorry✋️🥀😭.
It makes me so happy that you enjoyed my Alan fic! 💗💗
And of course I can do your request, no problem. Just a heads up, but I already have another request which I’ll do before this and that will be posted either today or tomorrow so I’ll be sure to do yours soon.
so look out because I’ll def be posting more Alan!! 😊🫢 nd also great idea!!
⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧ Romeo and Juliet
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★ pairing : allen (엘린) x gn!reader ft. woojin, gunwoo, taeyeong, baekjeong ☆ genre : romance, angst, suggestive ★ warnings : SLIGHT BLOODHOUNDS SPOILERS (not much here is canon), swearing (fuck, damn, shit, etc), guilt, mentions of food, starts off as a friends-with-benefits situation, betrayal, reader smokes cigarettes, kissing / making out, mentions of death, mentions of crying ☆ word count : 1.8k ★ recommended age rating : 15+ ☆ a.n : requested by @l-0-tje ★
3 missed calls 4:28 pm incoming call
“you should answer that.” gunwoo spoke up from his seat, his fingers pausing on taeyeongs' laptop's keys. “taking down ikfc is more important right now. don't worry about it.”
incoming call
“just answer it. it seems urgent.” your phone vibrated in your hand, mirroring the buzzing of contemplation in your head. “okay, just.. excuse me.”
PROBLEM SOLVER - alan
⋄ pairings: alan x fem!reader
⋄ genre/ trope: boyfriend x girlfriend, hacker, power imbalance, dark romance (?) and crime setting
⋄ wc: 1.6k
⋄ synopsis: his boss calls you because something is wrong with your boyfriend at late night and in doing so you help him overcome his problem by something special until…
⋄ warnings: MDNI, smut(?) only fingering, biting, kissing, make out, choking, crying, reader calling him baby, threatening to violence such as killing or hurting, mentions of sex/suggestiveness, fingering, getting caught, semi public, spit stuff and let me know if I missed anything else
It was 12:17 am, and you had gotten a call from Im Baek Jeong. You were at your place and were about to go to bed after an exhausting day, but then your phone rang, and Alan’s annoying boss, Baek Jeong, called you. You didn’t want to pick it up because even his voice was irritating, but for the sake of your boyfriend, you did because who knows what would happen if you didn’t.
You were on the call now as he spoke with a monotone, “If you don’t want your boyfriend to go insane and me possibly putting a bullet through his head, I would suggest you get your ass here. Soon.” Then he just hung up. You knew he was just bluffing; he could never actually kill Alan. He was necessary and too important, but they could hurt him, so you hurried to get ready. You put on an all-cherry red outfit. Baggy sweatpants, a lacy tank top, a zip-up jacket that you left half open, and some jewellery. ⋄
You were now outside their apartment, where Alan was most of the time. You were about to hit the doorbell, but the door opened up before that, and there stood 2 massive bodyguards, one who was bald and another with a beard. One of them grabbed your wrists and pulled you inside, and you looked back at that one with a scowl on your face. You cursed under your breath. Was that really necessary?
Just when you brought your attention back to where you were, you saw In Beom and Baek Jeong, who were sitting on the coaches, seeming a little annoyed or pissed off. You walked towards them and asked them without actually properly greeting them because who gives a shit.
“Where’s he?” You asked about Alan.
Baek Jeong glanced up at you, and In Beom also looked at you, but he was staring at your breasts. You immediately felt uncomfortable but ignored that because it wasn’t important right now. Baek Jeong didn’t even say anything, except he called over a guard who stood a few meters away from you and signalled him something. Then the guard came over and slightly shoved you to walk, and so you followed.
Both of you stood outside Alan’s room, and after he opened the door for you, he left in a hurry. You walked in and saw him, and you instantly felt relaxed and relieved. He didn’t look like he was hurt, physically at least.
You came closer to him, and he still hadn’t noticed your presence because he looked too busy on his computers and other electronic shit you never quite understood.
He was typing random stuff on it very fast, too fast, and your mind went somewhere else. His fingers could be used somewhere better than that stupid computer, but you shook yourself out of your thoughts and stared at him till he would notice you. He was still typing away, his veins that were bulging out of his temples, sweat plastered on his forehead as he grabbed a Dr Pepper soft drink from his side, and with ease, he popped it open with his middle fingers and chugged like half of it down with ease as his adams apple moved. You gulped.
You hooked your fingers over his headphones and pulled them off. “Fu-,” he groaned, clearly annoyed, but stopped, and his face softened as he saw you. “What are you doing here?!” He looked concerned and grabbed you closer to him as he started scanning you for any injuries, and when he found none, he looked back at you.
“What happened?” You asked him as you grabbed both of his hands and pulled him out of his chair, leading him to sit on the bed behind both of you. “Your boss told me that you were quite literally losing your shit and if you or I didn’t sort out your emotions, he would kill you.”
Alan scoffed at that, “Crashing out! Me?! Please no, I’m fine.” You looked at him with a raised eyebrow. “I think you are a baby.” You glided your arms over his frame, starting from his shoulders as you massaged them. “Ugh, fine, I’ll tell you,” he looked down and then back up, “I was supposed to hack into this foreign guy's account because he fled with the money he took from us, but I can’t, and I have been trying for so long. Baek Jeong is getting mad at me, and I’m frustrated at myself.”
He pushed your arms that were on him back to your sides, and he put his arms on you and planted his face on your chest. Specifically, between your breasts. “How much?” You asked as you caressed his damaged hair, which he refused to cut. He sighed and lifted his head up so he could see you. “45billion won.” Then, he went back in between your boobs and rested his face there and pulled both of you down onto the bed so you were lying flat as he was still attached to you.
You forcefully distanced yourself from him so you could see his eyes. You forgot this, but the memory of how you fell for him was because you were pulled in by his eyes. They were unique and asymmetrical, and you swear that made him so much hotter.
You thought for a second as you were still staring at each other, “How about I help you?” you asked as you got up, while still maintaining eye contact, and lifted yourself and sat down on him while he still lay. Before you could even continue, Alan pulled you back down on top of him and completely switched you around, so now he was on top of you as he pinned one of your hands above you with one of his hands, and the other was wrapped around your throat. You could feel his metal rings on your skin, and a whimper escaped your lips without him even fully trying.
He attacked your lips, and you melted straight away. His lip ring just adds more to the kiss. He bit my lips soon after making way for his tongue to slip into my mouth, as he sucked on my tongue, which let out a moan from me. As we parted for air, a string of saliva was still connected to us. Alan then went down towards my neck as he let go of the hand that was choking me mere seconds ago.
Alan’s teeth bit into my neck and collarbones as he sucked harder by the second on my sensitive skin, which was definitely going to leave a mark tomorrow. His hands then went all over my body as if I would disappear into thin air.
He took off my zipper jacket and my tank top as well as my pants, leaving me in just my panties. “Would you look at that,” he spoke with a smirk, “no bra?” “Care to explain?”
“I was worried about you and rushe-,” but you got cut off. “I don’t mind it actually.” He smiled while having a crazy look in his eyes.
He then yanked your panties off you, chucking them away far in a corner. His fingers found their way to your slick folds, and he inserted his fingers inside of you without a warning. He thrusted inside of your pussy with his digits, making you see stars, and his rings just added more fuel to it.
“You think you can fix this?” He looked at you with eyes wide open as he kept fingering you. All you could do was nod because you were too overstimulated, and thankfully Alan understood. “Then I expect that after this, I’ll be able to solve my problem on that computer.” He sped up his pace, “If it still doesn’t work after this, then you will be to blame.” Understood?!” You nodded as he shouted at you.
You knew he didn’t actually mean any of this, but you still let out a few tears from his words and fingers.
Just as you were about to come undone on his fingers, the door flung open, revealing fucking Baek Jeong.
Alan quickly pulled his fingers out from you, and you frowned slightly from the loss of warmth and contact, but quickly came back to your senses as you understood the situation, as Alan quickly hid you behind him while covering you in a blanket from Baek Jeong.
“Stop wasting your time and fix that shit. Got damit!” Baek Jeong shouted while he also stood there slightly caught off guard.
“If you want me to fix it,” Alan lifted his fingers up to his mouth as he sucked your juices from his fingers all while looking at Baek Jeong mockingly, “then please leave.” “You said you called her over and threatened her to calm me down so I could focus, right?” “Then let her help me.”
Baek Jeong looked so offended at that and just stood there raging, thinking of saying something, but nothing came out of his mouth, and he quickly but loudly shut the door.
Alan turned around to you and took off the blanket that was covering your frame. “Let’s continue,” his eye twitched, “hmm?”
a/n: thanks for reading this, feedback is much appreciated since I’m a new writer as I have been starting to write for ateez and stray kids which are K-pop groups just about a month ago and know I had to write for Alan because he is a meal. Unfortunately I won’t take requests for any other characters but if you have any requests for Alan please send so and look out for more Alan fics since I’ll be making more for sure!
IF YOU WANT TO BE ADDED OR REMOVED FROM FUTURE ALAN TAGLIST PLEASE TELL ME 😊
tag list: @everthesecond @yourfunnyvalentine1 @jarkives @atetheluck @janejj2 @widelymagicalsolace @signoraswife @crookedharmonychaos @braw1z @pitchofheart @frxjm @xd73384746 @gaeulwhc @beomgyulover17 @patrickbatemansgf @ri-2478 @positivecloudxx @I-0-tje @eckst4ci @heartshapesandcigarettes @hungryla @sookiks @autumnluvsyux @huggybearhughes43 @kryptonkrax @byongmingcomehome @practicalpineapple @hellenhacker77 @bumblebeebeebumble @tonio-o @toastloverr @newyork-girl003 @ateneromiene @coupsdomiwife
HELLO! it is I, from that one Tumblr post comment. I have arrived here to make a request about Allen from Bloodhounds season 2. So what if, Allen and the reader already have a pre-established relationship and the reader is like a complete loser nerd? Like how Allen likes video games, the reader would fit that side of him more than the illegal fighting. I'm not too sure about the rest of how the fic would go so that's up to you! Thank you for being a godsend, bloodhounds needs more fanfics that isn't just the main two :))
Hello! Hope you’re doing good. I am more than happy to make this request, it’s such a good idea! I just wanted to clarify that I will be posting something I have been working on about Alan already today since I’m like half way done (I’ll tag you in it) and if it’s ok with you I’ll post your request this Friday.
so watch out for tonight cause I’ll post something but I’ll surely do yours this Friday!
thanks 💗💗

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⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧ Romeo and Juliet
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★ pairing : allen (엘린) x gn!reader ft. woojin, gunwoo, taeyeong, baekjeong ☆ genre : romance, angst, suggestive ★ warnings : SLIGHT BLOODHOUNDS SPOILERS (not much here is canon), swearing (fuck, damn, shit, etc), guilt, mentions of food, starts off as a friends-with-benefits situation, betrayal, reader smokes cigarettes, kissing / making out, mentions of death, mentions of crying ☆ word count : 1.8k ★ recommended age rating : 15+ ☆ a.n : requested by @l-0-tje ★
3 missed calls 4:28 pm incoming call
“you should answer that.” gunwoo spoke up from his seat, his fingers pausing on taeyeongs' laptop's keys. “taking down ikfc is more important right now. don't worry about it.”
incoming call
“just answer it. it seems urgent.” your phone vibrated in your hand, mirroring the buzzing of contemplation in your head. “okay, just.. excuse me.”
I need an opinion, should I write something about ALAN in BLOODHOUNDS?
I don’t write any fics for k dramas or k movies but I actually write for K-pop (ateez and stray kids) so I was wondering if anyone was interested if I wrote about this scrumptious gorgeous character played by lee myeong re who was also in weak hero 2. I am also a new writer so don’t expect top notch writing from me but I’ll try so if anyone has any requests please feel free to ask, I’ll try to complete them (if I get any lol) as soon as I can! <3💚
EDIT: I HAVE POSTED MY FIRST ALAN (or Allen idk) FIC
hello everyone, I know this isn't my normal kind of post but I'm trying to share this as far as I can go, but this is our 9-week-old puppy, sky, and she has just been diagnosed with parvo. this news has devastated our family, but we swore we would fight like hell to make sure that she pulls through. however, the emergency vet bill has taken most of our funds, and we could use the help to gather supplies for her throughout these next few crucial weeks, things like pedialyte, puppy pads, chicken-flavored baby food, and drinking water! we just want the best for her, so we can see to it that she gets that love and care she needs and deserves during these next few rough weeks ahead of us. thank you so much for taking your time and reading this, anything helps, even if it's just five dollars!!
you can help me out by sharing my gofundme, even reblogging this post works, donate money or if you would like to donate just the supplies, reach out to me and we can discuss!! literally anything and everything helps, thank you all so much for your time 🖤
Hello everyone, this is our 9-week-old puppy, Sky, and she has just been diagnosed with … Kayla Green needs your support for Support Sky’s F
LOSE YOU AGAIN j.yh
⋄ pairings: jeong yunho x fem!reader ⋄ genre/trope: smut, hurt/comfort, royal, forbidden love, angst, princess/royal AU, forced marriage (not with Yunho though), abusive relationship, ex lovers, masquerade ball, one night, star crossed lovers ⋄ wc: 4.1k
⋄ synopsis: he was the only person you yearned for, until somethings got broken apart because of complications. now 5 years later you are married to someone by force and both of you go to a masquerade event together in which while you are dancing, you see him again and both of you show your love for each other for the last time before seperating once again
⋄ warnings: MDNI, smut, mention and display of physical and mental abuse, abusive relationships, crying, kissing, making out, biting, spit stuff, suggestive talking, pet names such as sweet baby/princess/baby/sweetheart/precious, nipple/boob play, choking, praising, almost getting caught while doing boombayah, yunho touching reader when they aren’t alone, teasing, sucking the reader in so many ways possible (lol), fingering, anal, breath play, YEOSANG is the bad guy (I’m sorry I choose him as the bad guy, but it was only because he is a angel and if I made him bad it would be less hurtful), dubcon sex/ kinda forced sex ig, violence, death, killing, mentions of cheating, unprotected sex (very bad, don't do this people, unless you want a surprise), emotional sex, wall sex, pining, and the worst heart break, if i missed anything please tell me!
You were 19 years old and the princess of the Haven Kingdom. You had no other siblings, and just to your luck, you were also born a girl, obviously. Your father hated you, and he constantly blamed your mom for giving birth to a girl, and he said that she was untouchable and disgusting for that. No one knew this except the three of you. But you learned to ignore that and find peace and happiness in things that made you happy. Unfortunately, it was a little difficult to always be calm and happy, especially when your father would yell or raise his hands on you or your mom.
You really hated that.
You convinced yourself that if your father hated you, yelled at you, or hit you, you were fine with that. You would stay quiet, and in the midst of the night, you let your heart shatter and sobbed quietly. But you cried harder when he would do this to your mom. From that day you decided that if you were to marry someday, you would make sure your husband wasn’t this cruel, and you would go to any limits to stop this from happening because your mother was so pure and kind, and she loved you despite everything.
⋄ 5 YEARS AGO
Right at this moment, you were standing with your hands on your waist, contemplating what to wear today in your closet, which was as big as your bedroom with multiple shelves adorned with dresses, gowns, jewelry, and so much more. Every single thing in there was somehow decorated with gold or diamonds, especially all your jewelry and the stitching of your gowns. The ceiling was high with a large crystal chandelier hanging from atop, making the enclosed walls seem less suffocating.
Usually, the maids would come into your room every morning to help you dress up, do your hair and makeup, but this morning you had dismissed them and told them to leave politely because you wanted to get ready yourself. The reason was because the royal family Jeong from the Kingdom Talaris were coming over and they were going to stay for dinner.
But all that didn’t matter to you except one thing. Jeong Yunho. The crown prince of the Kingdom Talaris. He was the most majestic thing you had ever laid eyes on because this wasn’t the families first time coming over, you had met several times before and the best thing about this was that he was yours.
Yunho was tall, his dark silky hair that was always parted to the side which perfectly framed his face, his charming smile, and his hands. Oh my, how much you yearned for his hands. But most importantly he was kind, caring, selfless and the opposite of your father. You know how much he cares for his kingdom and the people’s wellbeing. This was something you admired the most.
What no one knew about Yunho and you was that you both had fallen in love with each other at the first sight of one another. Ever since that day both of you always looked forward to seeing each other again because secret letters to each other just weren’t enough and sneaking out of the castle to see him was impossible because it was too long of a journey to go there yourself. And now, you were going to see him after a month’s worth of wait, and you just had to get ready by yourself because you were going to be grinning the whole time, and if the maids saw that, they would think something was terribly wrong with you.
You still had a long time before they would arrive but in spite of that you wanted to look perfect for him even when he saw you without makeup, without a fancy dress or without anything on.
You thought back to that one night where your families were having a dinner and both Yunho and you had finished your food, so your father asked if you wanted to show Yunho around the palace while they all finished their meals and then they had something to discuss between them. This simply meant you and him would have almost 3 to 4 hours to yourselves. As you heard that you felt excited and stole a quick glance at Yunho who had a small grin on his face but both of you had to act normal. So, you stood up as you bid goodbye to everyone and left with Yunho right behind you.
It hadn’t even been that long but as soon as both of you were in a secluded place in the palace, he grabbed your wrist with his long fingers and spun you to him, so you were now facing him as he backed you up against one of the walls. This wasn’t the first time he had done this, as both of you had already confessed to each other long ago, and this was your 9th time meeting again.
Yunho had placed one of his hands behind your head as he backed you to the wall because he didn’t want you to get hurt. But before you could comprehend anything more, he grabbed your jaw with his other hand and leaned down and placed his soft, plump lips to yours. It wasn’t as aggressive as you were expecting, but instead it was slow, careful, and passionate. You had placed your hands on his chest while you pulled him more down as you were desperate to be as close as you could to him. You felt him smile through the kiss and so were you as his hand was now rested softly on your cheek and he softly bit down on your bottom lip to gain access to your mouth and tongue, and you obliged.
Both of your tongues were dancing against one another while you tried your best to not moan, but it was impossible not to. Finally, both of you separated and leaned your foreheads against each other’s while a strand of saliva connected both of your lips.
You smiled at him slowly and looked down as you were shy, but he brought his fingers to your chin and lifted your head up towards him and pressed a peck on your lips. “Are we going to stand here forever, or will you kindly lead us to your room, milady?” He teased you.
“Woah, slow down prince. You haven’t even greeted me properly.” You giggled and started to walk away from him, and soon he followed you like a puppy.
The guards at this time do a shift of position around the palace so there is a one minute time frame where there aren’t any guards around, so no one could see you like this with the prince.
The doors of your room were pushed open as Yunho stood behind you, admiring you without you noticing as you were looking for any signs of anyone because the last thing you wanted for to happen was anyone seeing you and Yunho like this, entering your room when you were supposed to show him around.
As the door closed behind both of you, he grabbed you into a bridal style and took you over to your bed and dropped you on it with a soft thud. You felt so vulnerable in the moment and warm, but in a good way.
“My sweet baby, I missed you so much.” He climbed on your bed as you lay down on your back, and he hovered on top. “Did you miss me too?” Yunho breathed near your neck, causing goosebumps all over your body.
“Mhm, I missed you too.” You grabbed his collar, signalling him to take his top off, so he pulled away from you, and you shivered from the loss of contact as he slowly started to unbutton his clothes, and finally, after what felt like forever, he had nothing above his waist. Yunho came back down and started to aggressively attack your neck with kisses and bites and all you could do was tug his hair.
“I need you closer to me.” You squirmed as he was still kissing you.
“Aw, can you really not wait for a few minutes?” He came up to your face, his lips were pouty, clearly mocking you. “Alright, I’ll be considerate princess.” He tugs off his pants clicking the belt off, leaving him in just his undergarments. You gulped as you could make out the outline of his cock.
“Eyes up here, pretty. Let me help you take your clothes off.” You were pulled out of your thoughts as Yunho pulled you up by your waist and turned you around on the bed, so he was right behind you as both of you were on your knees. You felt the strings of your corset starting to loosen up and then pulled off, leaving you in your dress only. The zipper was pulled all the way down, and you inhaled as the cold air hit your bare back. Yunho slowly slipped you out of the dress as it now lay sprawled down on your sides and you took the rest of it off yourself while still facing away from him.
You were still facing away from him while you were only in your undergarments. You felt his lips on your neck right after, as one of his hands clipped your bra off, making it fall down your shoulders while he was still kissing you. With the same hand he grabbed one of your boobs and started kneading and pinching your nipple, while the other handheld your throat slightly blocking your airways.
You arched your back and turned your head to your left to look at Yunho, who was devouring your neck. “Yunho,” you moaned.
“Be quiet, darling. We don’t want the guards to think that the princess needs help, do we?” He asks as his hands slowly trail down to your soaked pussy.
You nod your head in agreement. “I need words darling.” Yunho’s fingers were now inside your panties as he started to tease your clit as you barely managed to choke out a “yes.”
“Good job baby. Always listening to me.” You were still processing everything until he suddenly flipped you around, your back hitting the soft of the mattress, and Yunho urgently took off your panties all the way down and threw them aside.
“We don’t have much longer before the guards come inside to do daily safety checks.” You exclaimed worriedly, “we will have to be qui-.” You were cut off as Yunho's tongue slipped in your pussy while he pumped 3 of his fingers shamelessly inside.
“You taste so sweet, precious.” You almost fainted from the stimulation and from the way he was looking at you from his lashes as a small smirk formed on his face.
Suddenly, as both of you were enjoying yourselves, a loud and stern voice disturbed both of you. It was one of the guards conversing with another guard, who were coming over to check around for safety, and you were confused as to why they were coming so early today, but you realized it actually was the usual time, and since you and Yunho were so indulged in specific activities, the time went fast.
“Yu-yunho, please.” You moaned as he was still lapping up your sweet juices thrusting his fingers too and you let out a shaky breath as he stopped and pulled himself up to your face and kissed your cheek softly.
“I know, sweetheart, we will just pretend you were showing me around your quar-.” Both of started to dress up quickly as the guards were coming but unfortunately you couldn’t in time, so you stood behind the large doors and Yunho answered when the doors were opened.
“Hello, um... Prince. What may you be doing here? Is there any way we could help you?” Asked one of the guards as he was clearly a little taken aback as to what the Prince of Talaris was doing in your room.
Yunho was on the visible side of the door, and you were on the other side but still close to one another. You felt his fingers slip in your sensitive pussy as he was still talking to the guards while you were trying your best to be as quiet as possible. "Oh, um, I was just trying the sweets that were in the princess's room. She asked me if I wanted some, and how could I deny?" he said so casually as he pulled out the fingers that were inside you mere seconds ago, and even though you couldn’t see his face, you were sure he licked his fingers in front of the guards. “Mhm, so delicious.”
After some convincing the guards that you were alright, and you were just around your quarters as you went to grab something yourself, the guards finally left and both of you sighed.
Yunho shut the doors quickly and turned straight to you brushing your hair out of your face. “Hey, are you alright?”
“I’m fine, I was just worried for a minute.” You reassured him as you placed a hand on his shoulders, and in return, he smiled and picked you up and threw you back on your bed. “We aren’t finished yet.”
You were pulled aback from your wandering thoughts as your eyes finally landed on a beautiful baby blue gown. I wonder if he would notice if I wore his favorite color. You grabbed a small stool on your left and climbed on it so you could reach the gown and stepped back down. As you smiled to yourself, you walked out of the closet room, and in your presence were 2 maids.
“Hello Princess.” They bowed down. “We have brought some important news as we are sorry for interrupting you.”
“Oh, it’s no problem.” You reassured them. “So, what is it you want to inform me about?” You don’t know why, but you started to fiddle with the hem of the gown that was in your hands, and your heart started thumping. Something didn’t feel right.
“The Jeong family won’t be coming back to our kingdom ever, because some conflict occurred between your father and King Jeong.” And just after they shared the most devastating news of your life, they left.
The gown that was in your hands, which you so happily picked out for yourself and for him, fell onto the ground below. You stood there petrified; your eyes were blank, and soon after, they were filled to the brim with tears that were threatening to fall. You couldn’t believe this. Did this mean that you weren’t ever going to see Prince Yunho again? Was that time your last time you were going to kiss him? Or the last time you made love together? Or maybe the last time you would smile and laugh with him? You were scared. You were scared that you would never experience all that again, ever.
Will you have to spend the remaining time by yourself? Or worse. Would you be married into a family who didn’t care for you, a husband who married you just for status and not for love?
⋄ PRESENT TIME
That’s exactly what happened. You were married into another royal family. The Vandal Kingdom with Prince Kang, or rather, the future king.
You were sitting on your bed, which you shared with your husband, Yeosang. He still hadn’t come back from whatever he was doing around the castle and you were very glad, because this meant you had more time to yourself.
You had been married to him for almost a year now, and let’s just say, it really wasn’t your best interest to marry him. You were forced to marry him by your father and his father because he agreed to this and so you were basically given up, just like that. You meant nothing to your father, so you were expecting something like this, just not so soon. You hadn’t fully enjoyed life before all this and a certain someone was still floating at the back of your mind.
You heard the crack of your shared quarters door open wide and you looked up to see Yeosang step in, exhaustion quite written on his dull face. You were so into just staring at him as he entered that you hadn’t noticed what he was carrying with him, as it was unusual for him to do anything himself. Your gaze went down to his hands and saw a dark royal blue gown that was held firmly by him.
It reminded you of Yunho. How his favourite colour was blue, and the fact that he loved every shade of it. Your remembered once you had wore something similar to this colour and he said you were bolder and more attractive rather than his usual compliments such as, “you look very beautiful”, or, “wow your gorgeous, how did I get so lucky?” The thoughts made you blush and a smile almost crept up to your lips.
“Hey, stand up and come here,” Yeosang ordered you with a straight face as he pulled you out of your trance thoughts. You knew what was coming, but no matter how long you dealt with it, it never got old. So you stood up while keeping your eyes low, stuck onto the pretty tiles beneath your feet and walked to him, keeping a safe distance of almost a meter.
A strong impact landed on the left side of your face. He had just slapped you. No explanation or reason, but as soon as he came he slapped you. You did nothing except, accept what had happened and took a small breath in so only you could sense it and kept your eyes on the floor, clearly avoiding his sharp gaze. You felt your cheek heat up and you knew that it had turned red instantly.
“Would you believe it!” Yeosang exclaimed with clear annoyance laced in his voice, “the- the maids, the maids that were supposed to bring your gown down here forgot completely.” “So guess what! I had to- I had to bring the god damn thing down by myself, as the king?!” Yeosang threw the gown harshly against the nearest platform and just stormed away from you and sat down on your bed.
He had a habit of taking his anger out on you because of other people and it was definitely not new, this started in the third week of being married and you still remember silently crying through the whole night as you lay next to him in bed after he had ‘made love with you’ as a form of apology.
Yeosang surprisingly did and does love you a little, but his anger problems always caused him to do violent actions which he regretted greatly later on, or more like right after he did something like this, whether it would be verbal or physical.
Your eyes went back to the beautiful gown. “So, what is the purpose of that?” You ask, pointing at it.
“There is an important event coming up soon, and I want you to attend it with me.” Yeosang looked calmer than before. “It’s a masquerade ball,” and you could already sense the guiltiness creeping up on his face because of hurting you. “Look, I am sorry for-um-hurting you. I didn’t mean to, but-.” He stood back up on his feet and walked towards you, placing a hand on your shoulder, to which you flinched, but of course he didn’t take notice of it. “I have been just stressed, and then this ridiculous thing happened. I didn’t mean to." He lifted your chin up to him with his fingers as delicately as he could, but no matter how gentle he wanted to be, it felt like spikes touching you. Yeosang tucked a strand of loose hair that had escaped your ponytail and looked at you with ‘pure’ love, as he liked to call it.
“It’s ok, no need to worry yourself." You stepped back slightly because you saw that look on his face that he gets when he wants to have sex with you as a form of apology.
You couldn’t ever say no because once when you did refuse one night, he got much more aggressive and blamed you for everything. He said that you weren’t pretty, that he only used you and married you for your kingdom, and that you didn’t love him and that you must be cheating on him somehow.
For instance, there was this guard that was patrolling right outside near both of your rooms at the start of your marriage. One day when you stepped out of your room, you noticed that this guard did the day duty and clearly had done the night duty too because he was barely awake, probably because there were some issues with the shift, so you went up to him while Yeosang was already awake and somewhere unknown in the castle, most probably.
You asked the guard what had happened because he was looked very exhausted, and as the future queen and as someone who cares about others no matter their status, you brought him inside your and Yeosang's bedroom because there was water right there. The kitchens were too far away, so that’s why you brought him inside, and just because you were handing him some water, you contacted his hands with yours, and in that moment, Yeosang had suddenly walked in.
You remember when Yeosang made you stand right next to him as he beat up the guard for touching you. He, himself, was hurting the guard, no other soldier but him, and you stood there, powerless, trying to hold the tears in. You blamed yourself so much for this even though all you wanted was to help him, but Yeosang thought you were too friendly to a guard and accused you of cheating on him.
Then later that night in the cellar, after almost 1 hour of torturing that poor guard, he finally finished him off. You had flinched so hard, your heart was basically out of your chest, and you had the guiltiest feeling a human could possibly have on Earth.
Ever since that day, you distanced yourself from anyone who wasn’t Yeosang just for the sake of their survival. You didn’t even feel the abuse that Yeosang caused you that night because no matter how hard he hit you, the wound in your chest from that guard’s death was larger, and nothing could compare to that.
These were one of the many moments you had missed Yunho so much. He would have never ever done this. He was a pure angel, and Yeosang was the complete opposite. If Yunho were in this situation and saw you helping out a guard, he would have been so proud of you and would have praised you for being such a kindhearted person and as the future queen of his kingdom.
You were brought back to your senses as you felt a pair of lips on your neck, and you sighed, not again, you thought. You accepted your unfortunate fate, as you knew what was coming soon, and the only reason you got through all this was because when Yeosang was touching you, you imagined Yunho. You imagined his lips, his hands, his fingers, his neck, his legs, his hair, his beautiful cock, and his moans. So, you just closed your eyes and let Yeosang lead the long, agonizing night ahead of you, praying that once you wake up, this would all be a dream.
Which it never was.
⋄ THE DAY OF THE MASQUERADE BALL
The moment you arrived at the masquerade ball, everything felt too controlling. Yeosang had told or more like ordered you to come here tonight despite you wanting to stay back, but you know that this would help clear your mind and get some fresh air away from the kingdom.
You had the royal blue gown on that Yeosang had picked out for you because apparently the other colours he had seen were going to look unflattering on you, but it isn’t like you cared about it anyways so you had just slipped it on quietly, and with that you wore a matching masquerade mask obviously which was embedded with diamonds, sapphires and a blue and white feather which was put on, on the left side of the mask. Your eye makeup was kept simple, but your lips were slightly bold, your hair was curled and put up in a half up half down hairstyle and the front pieces framed your face perfectly.
The only problem you had was the tight corset. You already had to wear those back at the kingdom almost every single day, but this one was extremely uncomfortable. You swore your organs were going to set of like a bomb once you would finally take it off.
Yeosang was at your side as you entered, your arms around his while he smiled and you did too, but only the fact that yours was clearly fake.
You had been here for a while with him, never leaving his sight because he had instructed you to stay by him the whole night, until the music started playing and everyone slowly went to the floor to dance with their partners. This was something you were looking forwards to the most because in this dance you switched partners with everyone, so you would be dancing with different people every minute or so. This would finally give you the break you want from him.
Yeosang excused himself and you from the other royals you were talking to and led you to dance. He placed his hands on your waist, and you placed both of yours on his shoulders and started to waltz slowly. “Why are you looking away from me? Yeosang asked you, “do you have a problem with me sweetheart?” His grip tightened on your waist, as if you weren’t already suffocating from the corset.
“No, I was just so into the ballroom music and because of that I was just relaxing and looking down, that’s all.” You answered him, making up a false excuse, not wanting to anger him.
“Ok, good,” he loosened his grip, “but I want you to look at me, ok?” If anyone were watching you to from afar, they would think you were the sweetest couple in all the kingdoms, except the fact that you weren’t. “We don’t want any issues once we go back, do we?” He looked at you with the most innocent look ever which made you feel sick to your stomach. How could someone be so fake?!
“Of course.” That’s all you said as you kept eye contact with him and in return he smiled at you.
You continued for a while and finally it was time to switch partners and as soon as Yeosang let go of you, a big wave of relief washed over you.
This dance partner was short and very stubby, probably in his mid 40’s and he made you quite uncomfortable.
The next one was polite, and nothing happened.
Same with the next one.
And the next one.
This was your fifth rotation. You noticed he was very tall in height. He wore a navy suit which you thought was funny because it looked like you were matching with a stranger. You looked up to him as a form of recognizing him and you smiled at him.
Your heart dropped. It was that feeling in your chest or heart you would prefer to say when you feel a strong emotion.
Your grip loosened on his shoulders.
Was it him? No, definitely not. There is no way. You must be hallucinating.
But your suspicions were cleared up when you noticed that mans eyes widen through his mask.
Shit. It is him.
It was Jeong Yunho. Only thing changed about him was that he was slightly taller and looked stronger. Everything else was the same.
He realised also. I mean how could he not recognize you, even though it had been years.
He leans in and your heart jumps. “Is it you?”
You just nod at him trying your best not to cry and so is he trying to not let his emotions spill right now.
“Just meet me upstairs after the whole dance finishes, ok?” Yunho asks in urgency. He wished you would stay longer in his arms, but you had to swap partners soon.
“Yu-.” You get cut of when he spins you once and you’re onto the next person.
Finally, after some time, the dance ended and without caring about Yeosang or thinking about what he will do once he realizes where you are you rush upstairs and find Yunho. He holds your hand and pulls you into a room.
He grabs you with possessiveness but gently. He didn’t say anything but just pulled you closer, his mouth finding yours in a kiss that was hungry but gentle. It felt like if he let go even for a second, he would lose you all over again.
“I missed you so much. I never stopped wanting you,” he spoke quietly against your lips, his hands sliding down your back, re awaking past memories. You pressed into him as your fingers twisted his shirt.
“Yunho. God, I missed you so much.” You hadn’t even realised but you were crying.
He told you how he hadn’t married anyone, even though his parents weren’t happy at all. But he went against them because he was too in love with you. On the other hand, you confessed to him that you were forced to marry into that loveless marriage with that stupid prince Kang.
You didn’t even have to go into all the worse details because Yunho understood.
His fingers worked quickly to untie your gown just like how he used to, letting it fall of and he waited no second before touching your naked skin. He palmed your breasts, rolling your nipples between his fingers. “Your perfect.” He said very softly as his eyes were locked into yours. “No one has ever made you feel like this except me, right?” “I bet that bastard sucks because only I know what you like, not him.” “He can’t treat you right, he doesn’t know you like I do.” His demeanour changed suddenly but you weren’t scared because this was all his built up emotions he was keeping in from years.
Then after all your clothes were of, he looked so upset as he saw all the marks on your body, but you just shushed him with your fingers. “Let’s not discuss this now, he don’t have time.”
He looked at you in pain, but then he dropped to his knees and buried his face between your delicious thighs. His tongue dragged all over your sweet pussy, as he lapped up your juices because you were wet from the moment you saw him. He continued, and every second he went stronger making your knees buckle as you tightly gripped onto his soft hair. He added 2 of his fingers too. You would actually collapse from what you were feeling right now because his fingers always made you feel something unimaginable.
“Fuck, Yunho.” He hummed against your pussy making you jerk your hips more forwards.
“See, only I get you this soaked, this needy.” He stood back up and kissed you so you could now taste yourself on his tongue while he undid his pants letting his cock free.
He lifted you up and against the wall, sliding into you smoothly and stretched you fully with no problem. You gasped as you wrapped your legs around him and your face in the crook of your neck, lightly biting it so you don’t make to much noise. As he went faster, tears started to spill down your face nonstop. “I missed you every day,” you whispered. The tears weren’t because of over stimulation only, but they were there because of how much you missed and loved him.
He noticed you crying and brought his hands up wiping your tears as he still managed to hold and thrust into you with one arm. He started going faster as he was pouring literally everything both of you had missed from the last past 5 years.
“Shh, it’s fine. I am right here.” “Your so good to me, you know?” You take my cock so nicely.” You were so into the moment you hadn’t noticed the small crack in his voice because he was also crying from all the emotions.
Then, you came hard as your pussy clenched around his cock as you screamed and sobbed his name out. He just groaned and thrusted once more before he released his load into you and he still held you, not wanting to let you go clearly.
But you couldn’t stay like this forever because you were married to someone else. You weren’t his to keep. “I have to go back.” You said as you let him go fully and started to fix yourself up. The mask would hide anything imperfect.
He kissed you slowly as he came back to you, forehead to forehead. He grabbed onto you with shaky hands. “I know, just a little longer.” So, you stayed like that for some more time before finally letting go and getting dressed fully.
You went downstairs first and after some time Yeosang found you and to your luck he was not suspicious of anything. Later you saw Yunho come down and both of you made eye contact, but you had to look away because your heart ached so loudly, you swear you could have a heart attack on the spot.
“Where were you, I was getting worried dear.” Yeosang asked after a while because he was talking to someone when you arrived
“Oh, I just got lost in the crowd after the dance and my childhood friend Yena’s mum pulled me aside to speak to her.” You answered him, making it up on the spot. Yeosang just stared at you for a few seconds as you stood nervously.
“Ok.” That’s all he said before grabbing your hands and walking off somewhere else away from the crowd.
Maybe, you weren’t meant for each other in this lifetime. God had probably cursed both of you to feel the worst heartbreak ever.
So, you prayed silently to yourself that maybe in your next lifetime you would be destined together. And you promised that you would never let go of him and love him with everything.
turn around, unknown number - jung wooyoung
summary: you have been chatting with a unknown person for a while because you see no harm in it, until one night you were eating out by yourself and got a message..."turn around..."
genre: dark romance?, smut, strangers to lovers
pairings: jung wooyoung (anonymous texter / wrong number) × fem reader
word count: 2.2k
warnings: MDNI, smut, explicit sexual content, dark themes, power dynamics, teasing/manipulation, strangers to lovers, oral sex, unprotected sex, heavy making out, suggestive texting, praise kink
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// Your phone buzzes against the restaurant table you are sitting at enjoying a meal by yourself which is almost finished. You didn't even have to check to see who had texted you, because you already knew.
1 new message - unknown
It was him, a stranger you had been chatting for a while just for fun for weeks now. It was amazing chatting to him because you could tell him anything and he would not judge or anything like that. You both texted at random late night, made jokes, or complained about stuff when both of you couldn't fall asleep.
But, you still didn't know his name or where he lives, but somehow he always texts at the right moment.
You reached out and grab your phone and unlocked it
what are you doing tonight....?
You just glance up at the ceiling and take a deep breath. You should be home by now but you were to into eating that it was sort of late and because you had to study tonight also.
Then another message came through
by the window?
You were about to reply but your fingers stopped moving. How did he know? So you text him.
what. how'd you guess?
After a few seconds the message bubble pops up and you check it.
don't panic
Reading that message made your stomach twist and churn and you thought for a second before replying back.
why would i panic?
Then he starts typing again, while your heart was throbbing and as you were chewing on the inside of your lips.
because maybe if you looked up from your phone right now you would realize something
You read that text as your brows furrowed in confusion and your pulse quickened. But then another text arrived before you could.
turn around
Then you finally turned around looking for any signs of this stranger until you saw a guy smiling at you, his eyebrows raised as if he was mocking you and that made you feel a little frightened but not completely and he lazily lifts his hand up as waves at you without lifting his elbows of from the table while his head rests on the palms of his other hand
You turn around breathing trying to process how he had found you until another buzz pops up from him
hi, took you long enough
you turn around and take a quick look back at him just making sure this isn't just playing in your head and there he is, still staring at you with the same intensity
you're kidding right you type back and a second later he types back
not even a little
you are turned back around try to calm your beating heart until there is a another message from him
you look different than i imagined
you stare at the message
you imagined what i looked like?!
he texted back
ofc i did, we have been talking for weeks
you gulped. how could he have found you? was he stalking you?
mind if i come over?
fuck you thought. your phone buzzes again just as he stops at your table.
could i sit?
you look up at him in disbelief, "you're already here so what do you think. i mean you didn't even wait for my reply."
"true," he said shrugging and sat down right in front of you.
you noticed he had very prominent cheek bones, black hair and he also had bangs that framed his face, a mole under his eye and on his bottom lip and he wore jeans with a black t-shirt and on top a black leather jacket and also had ear piercing. god, why is he attractive.
"You knew it was me the whole time?" you questioned.
He sips his drink and settles it down, "Not the whole time, just a week ago."
"A week?" you said.
He shrugs casually resting his elbows on the table
"You posted a picture of your food here a week ago, he explains, so it wasn't that hard to figure out."
You stare at him in disbelief, "that's definitely normal."
He smirks, "But your still talking to me, so I don't think you mind at all."
true, you thought. you didn't seem like you minded even though it was kinda concerning you really didn't mind, then, your phone vibrates again on your table and you pick it up
you're cuter in person
you look at him in disbelief and disappointment "seriously, your texting me while we are literally face to face."
"i like it, i mean we have been texting for weeks so i thought why not write something....like this to you," he exclaims
you fail to be mad at him and giggle a little. "Well, I-um, thanks for the compliment i guess. "So, do you possibly have a name...or do I still keep you as mr unknown?
"Wooyoung" he says quickly as he stares back at you but this time more serious, "and what about you, mrs unknown?" you blush a little at that nickname
"y/n," you say back as he hums in response while typing your name in, in his phone while you stare at the dazzling light outside as you try to stop yourself from growing hotter
TIMESKIP
both of you have been talking for about an hour and you found out that he was older than you by a year only and he also went to uni, he likes playing video games and you also found out he could touch his nose with his tounge which wasn't important but it made you laugh
even though its been so long neither one of you has left. wooyoung glances outside and then back at you. "You know we have been talking for weeks, and this is our first ever real conversations."
"Yea," you say
Then, he leans forward and your stomach flips as his gaze is stuck to you. "There's a quieter place not far from here. No one would be around there."
"My place." At that your eyes widen a little
"We could talk more there, with no one around to distract us you know," he is still focused on you
You should say no but a part of you wants to see where this would lead so you nod and agree with him trying to act as normal
"No pressure", he says leaning back. "But you have trusted me for weeks, so I'm sure you can trust me a little longer."
TIMESKIP
You are inside his apartment and it wasn't that far away and you walked in.
"See, nothing to be afraid of," he exclaims raising his hands up
"We will see tomorrow. Isn't this how all the murder and crime documentaries start as?" You said.
He laughed at that, "I was wondering when you would ask, but seriously then why did you come if you didn't trust me." Before you could speak he continued, "Because you know I wouldn't do anything right. I mean I am just a normal dude." He gestured to himself and you shook your head a small smile appearing on your face
"Your right, I guess", and at that he smiled back
"Drink?" He asked as he poured one and took a sip from it to prove to you the drink wasn't poisoned.
You reached out and grabbed it and slowly took a sip from it, "thanks".
"You know I meant what I said, I just want to talk to you..." "Unless...I don't know" he sighed as he leaned back against his sofa
You ignored his words, specifically the last few "So, nice place you got" as to which is nodded and smiled
"I clean it when I know someone's coming", he said casually.
"You knew I was coming?" You said
"I hoped you would." He replied as he took his phone while you were zoned out but a notification buzzed from your phone and you opened it just to find out it was him texting again when you were literally less than a meter away
You didn't even say anything this time and just started at him with both your eyebrows raised and a scowl
so, thinking about leaving?
maybe, you replied
liar, he texted back as you roll your eyes
after a second he gets up and walk closer to you sitting down next to you, a little to close. but you unknowingly lean into it, not distancing yourself
wooyoung lifts his hands to your face slowly giving you time to back up but you don't
"you sure y/n?" he asks
"yes", and that's all you need to say before he looks at your face, eyes capturing every feature before slowly kissing you
his tongue slips past your lips and you taste the bitterness of his drink. your hand finds his shoulder without thinking, gripping the leather of his jacket while he hums and you get goose bumps from hearing that low sound.
he pulls back just enough to breathe, his forehead resting against yours while his eyes linger on your face. “Fuck,” he murmurs under his breath. “You taste good.” Before you can answer, your phone buzzes on the couch beside you. Both of you look at it at the same time and you wonder how the hell he managed to text you while you were kissing
want me to stop?
your heart literally skips and you type back with one hand
no
he grins, as his eyes flash with something dangerous before he leans in again capturing your lips into his, but it's hungrier this time. his hand slid from your check down to your neck and you lean into him without thinking and your knees press together as you start to feel aroused
your phone buzzes again beside you
good girl
“Take this off,” he says, tugging gently at the hem of your shirt, commanding you
You nod and lift your arms, letting him pull the shirt over your head. He does it slowly, almost like he’s taking his time. His gaze drags over you once the fabric is gone and he exhales quietly.
you nod slightly and lift your arms letting him pull the shirt over your head. he does this slowly taking his precious time and once your top is gone his gaze drags over you and he exhales
“Shit,” he mutters, knew you’d look good up close.”
he reaches behind you and unhooks your bra easily, tossing it somewhere behind him without looking. you shiver from the cool air and Wooyoung lets out a quiet groan, one hand coming up to cup your chest while his thumb brushes slowly over your nipple as your back arches from the sensitivity
your phone buzzes again.
your tits are perfect. pinch your nipple for me
you hesitate for a second, his eyes still on you watching you carefully as you slowly reach and do as he says. "fuck", he breathes before replacing your fingers with his mouth. the warmth makes you shiver as your fingers find a way into his soft dark hair, tugging it slightly. and he groans against your boob
his hand then drifts slowly up your thigh, now on your pussy. you’re already soaked and the fabric clings to you. when his knuckle brushed against you through the thin material, your hips jerk forward.
your phone buzzes again.
spread your legs
you don’t bother replying this time as your knees fall open on the couch. wooyoung glances down and smirks slightly before hooking his fingers into the waistband of your underwear and sliding them down your legs. He tosses them aside with the rest of your clothes while the cool air makes you shiver again
“Fuck, he breathes quietly, “look at you.”
his fingers slide between your legs, moving slowly as he drags them through your wetness. “dripping already,” he mummers and you just whimper waiting to be touched and filled up with his cock
“been thinking about this for weeks,” he admits.
you shift beneath him as your hips move wanting friction before he takes his clothes of and inserts himself into you. as you continue he pushes your hips wider apart and his warm breath hitting your neck as your fingers tighten around his hair.
time slows while he moves between your legs like he’s been waiting for this for years. the pressure builds faster soon enough
“wooyoung,” you gasp, your fingers tightening in his hair as you struggle to catch your breath. “I’m close.”
you release onto his cock and he also cum's on to your stomach as he stares at the mess, admiring it
it takes a moment before you catch your breath
"tired", he asks?
"no", you say teasingly as you lay down properly and he comes on top of you, his head between your boobs and you stay like that for 2 more minutes until you hear your phone vibrate
round two?
(hello guys, this is my second fic so i apologize in advance if it's very shitty, i also read my last fic which i wrote yesterday and realised how bad the smut and story was so i tried again today and hopefully it was better, otherwise hope you enjoyed)!

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into you uninvited - choi san
summary: it's late at night and you are sound asleep in your apartment. what you don't know is a certain obsessed ex successfully breaks in and enters uninvited into your home and in you...
genre: dark romance, smut, obsessive ex-lover, dubious consent and yandere
pairing: choi san x fem reader
word count: 1k
warning: MDNI, smut, angst, somnophilia, dubious consent, rape?, unprotected, obsessive, pwp, spiting, reader crying during sex, degradation, emotional manipulation, (if I missed any please tell me)
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// It was late at night, and you were deep in sleep in your apartment. You had work today and had come back home quite late so you just had dinner and took a quick shower before falling asleep.
Outside San, your obsessive ex was trying to open the lock to your apartment while you had no clue. He wanted to come inside and see you, he missed you so much. Your eyes, your scent, your skin, lips, everything. He wanted inside your apartment uninvited and inside something else to.
You had broken up with San few almost a year ago and had moved away since you knew he would come looking for you and you couldn't risk that. San used to be everything to you. He was sweet, caring, respected your decisions but slowly he grew obsessed with you. He wasn't the San you fell for, so you left. You knew deep inside you still loved him and so did he, but you couldn't take the controlling and obsessive and crazy side of him, so you left.
Now he had found you after a long time. He successfully opened the door and slowly made inside your apartment looking everywhere to see where you were. He saw your bedroom door slightly open, and the dim lights peered through and outside and he stepped inside. He saw you. Alone, basically naked, tangled in your sheets with your hair out. He licked and bit his lips and slowly approached your lying figure. His eyes were locked on to you and a small grin appeared on his lips. He could smell you. Fresh vanilla scent seeping from you. This was like drug to him and he inhaled your scent as his eyes closed in pleasure.
He wanted to reach and caress your face, but he had to control himself otherwise you would wake up right now. He wanted to overpower you, consume you first.
He carefully took his shirt and pants down and his boxers, now completely naked and stood above you in your bed on his knees. His eyes filled with love but also lust.
He pulled your panties all the way down and discarded them far away in your room as they landed with a soft thud. He looked down and held his cock with precision and rubbed it on your pussy as his precum speared on your folds. He was slowly pushing in slightly and out, just rubbing his cock on your pussy for a while, then slowly he inserted himself inside and his eyes rolled back as he groaned in pleasure. "Fuck, you feel so fucking good baby. I missed you so much," he said as he started picking up his pace.
You suddenly felt a presence over you, and something was feeling odd, especially near your private and you thought you were dreaming for a second but as you opened your eyes you gasped out loud.
It was San. You were so confused but you had figured out that he found you and now he was inside your apartment fucking you. You wanted to push him away, but it was impossible. As much as you hate to admit it you missed him a lot and you pulled him down on you, so you were chest to chest. "Fuck, San." You moaned, as you scratched and gripped onto his back, not stopping him. "Wha-what ar-are you doin-g here?!" You said barely managing to get that sentence out as he pulled out almost and slammed inside of you. In the process you were so overwhelmed and started to cry.
San froze for a fraction of a second at your sound which was trembling in pleasure but also panic. But he didn’t stop because he couldn’t. He had finally had the feeling he had longed after such a long time and he had to continue, until he was satisfied for now.
"Shhh…" he hushed. One of his hands slid up from your hip to your face and he caressed your face wiping the tears as he was still thrusting into you. He leaned down until his forehead pressed against yours and whispered, "I looked everywhere for you love. Why did you leave? Huh? I know you missed me so why?" His hips were rolling and you moaned loudly, your back arching allowing him more access into you.
"And now? Now I found you…" His whispered. "And I'm never letting go again." Your body was so tense at the start, but you gave in now. You did miss him. Yes, you were scared but you longed this feeling.
"Y-You're insane," you choked out as he went faster. "Fo-r breaki-ng inside like t-this."
"You mean insane without you sweetheart." I missed this so much and so did you, right?" San said looking deep into your soul as tears kept running down your eyes and he was admiring you below him. "N-" You protested against him but was cut short as he suddenly grabbed your jaw and went really close to your face and forcefully opened your mouth sticking his fingers inside choking and gagging you and spitted inside your mouth. "Swallow like the good little slut you are." He said and then he came down and started kissing you. Both of your saliva's mixing together.
After he came back up, he demanded once again. "Swallow. Every. Thing.
His lips curled into a smile as you did what he asked. He then pressed his thumb against your bottom lip, smearing everything there before licking it off of his own fingers moaning.
Finally, both of you were panting and he came out and released his load on your stomach while pining you down straight afraid you would run away again. You also cummed and he went down and opened your legs wide and licked your juices from your asshole to your pussy as he looked at you from his lashes grinning.
He came on top again and grabbed your waist. "Please, don't run away this time. I can't live without you, fuck, please. Promise me that?" You looked at him still as your heart was still racing from what you just witnessed and felt. You should have refused or said something hurtful, but you didn't, not after all this. he was about to cry and was holding you so closely.
"No, I won't, not this time." Promise.
(this is my first ever writing and smut, I have never done this before so i apologise if it's very bad, like seriously.)
YOU WERE MY ALMOST FOREVER s.mg
pairings: song mingi x fem!reader genre/trope: smut, heartbreak, romance, angst, hurt/comfort and illness wc: 0.6k
synopsis: they were just laughing together, like nothing could touch them, until the world proved them wrong
warnings: MDNI, mentions of suggestive content (like 1 sentence only), major character death, illness/brain tumour, hospital setting and little angst (i think)
an: this is a sad one and a short one, i'm sorry but i have something cooking up for this weekend and i'm excited for it!
It was just last week. It was literally just last week that you were in Mingi’s arms, laughing while hitting his arms playfully at a stupid joke he made. He still remembers that smile you had on your face. It was the same smile he saw when he first met you. He remembers the moment you extended your hands to shake his and when you both made contact, something had changed in him. His mouth was slightly open, his palms sweaty afterwards and when you asked him his name, he just stood there looking at you. He wishes he could go back to that day and relive everything, but he knows that isn’t possible.
There were so many memories both of you had experienced together. The day he asked you out, your first hug, first kiss and first time you had fully devoted yourself to him as you screamed and moaned his names under his bedsheets as he passionately thrusted inside you. When both of you made a promise to be each other’s until the end no matter what.
But some promises were meant to be broken, right?
Currently, Mingi was sitting beside you as you lay unconsciously on your hospital bed. No longer with the smile you used to radiate or no longer that look on your face you had every time you saw him. Instead, you were laying there unemotionally and hurtful. You had been diagnosed with a brain tumour all of a sudden and in just a week of diagnosing it you had ended up in the hospital. It was all too much for Mingi. How could someone like you deserve this? What about the promise of being together forever?
Most importantly you had dreams to achieve. The ones you talked about for hours and you were so close achieving them, but all that was just useless now. He had never met anyone as passionate as you and that was something he adored you so much about. Your eyes would gleam and literally sparkle when you used to talk to him about all this. But now they were shut.
When you had been diagnosed just a week ago, you has asked him to promise you this one thing. It was to find someone else that could love him just like you did or even better because you wanted him to live a happy life. He thought you were ridiculous for asking that and told you to repeat it again, but you weren’t joking, you were actually serious. He immediately denied that and said you were his only love, but you argued back to him and said that if he does truly love you, he would do as you pleased.
Now, as he sat down by you with heavy eye bags and untouched food next to him as he held your hands the monitor suddenly started beeping.
The line showing your heart rate had gone straight. His eyes filled with tears as you let out a sharp scream as he prayed God to take him with you. The doctors arrived almost immediately and escorted Mingi outside as he still yelled ad flighted the doctors to let him stay beside you, but they didn’t.
Before passing out, Mingi had sworn you came to meet him. He could feel the softness of your palms caressing his face and you shushed him and held him as you cried and everything turned to darkness for him.