𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐁𝐄 𝐀 𝐋𝐈𝐄 to say the decaying wood of the old barn worked to keep out the cold. Even now , Grace’s pale flesh is speckled with goosebumps , body covered only by the ratty old blanket they keep stored in the loft for late night meetings. He is warm , though , in more ways than one. Beneath the frigid moonlight , his features are GODLY , edged in light , and she knows she will pray for his safety in church tomorrow morning. In here , beneath the gentle peak of the barn , she is another girl. She is sweet and free and real and the filthy hands of Holy Wisdom don’t touch her. In here , GOD is kind and forgiving.
A voice — maybe God’s , maybe her Father’s — instructs her to rise , to leave. The outside world waits for her to resume her place as greiving daughter , PIOUS girl. But some days , it exhausts her , and nothing but the taste of his breath works to cleanse her mind. Tonight , her bones are heavy with the weight of pretending. “ Can we stay a little longer ? ” She whispers , voice a small cloud of fog between them. “ I’m not ready to go home. "
𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝙸𝚂 𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙵𝙾𝚁𝚃 . even amidst the crumbling remains of what generations of town ‘ s children have called the old witch ‘ s barn : where no soul dares to go near after the sun has fallen . as a child , not unlike any other children of holy cross , even the mere mention of the place would have given him the heebie jeebies --- he would have never thought it would become his favorite place in town .
sometimes , he will find himself counting the hours of the day left --- for the sun to set , and the moon to rise so that the darkness inside the shabby old barn will give two lovers shelter . neutral ground --- it has become a temple . his favored place of worship : no hymns , no prayers . her presence alone is enough . her touch a revelation . wisps of moonlight filter through every crack and crevice , bathing their forms in silver . she is beautiful : her hair . her eyes . her smile --- he offers her the old flannel shirt he showed up in : it ‘ s an uncharacteristically cold summer night , and just like moonlight , cold air seeps into the barn , and into their bones . he takes her pale hand into his own , and fingers interlace . “ however long you want . “
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𝙷𝙴 ' 𝚂 𝙰 𝙻𝙾𝚈𝙰𝙻 𝙲𝚄𝚂𝚃𝙾𝙼𝙴𝚁 . as was his father before him , and his father before him . being the oldest in town , the gas n ‘ go owner has become some sort of friend to the abernathys : or at least , he knows all of them on a first name basis . “ watch it , there ‘ s kind of a --- “ he calls out to the costumer pumping -- or trying to pump gas on number four . . . but before he can finish talking , gas sprays out of the pump and drops all over the side of the car , and onto the floor . he walks over from number three . “ trick to that one . . . d ‘ you need any help ? ”
𝚂𝙷𝙴 𝙳𝙾𝙴𝚂 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝙵𝚁𝙴𝚀𝚄𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙱𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙷𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃 . in fact , most people would be surprised to find mrs . steven hill elegantly perched on a stool by the bar at cal ‘ s , and on a sunday no less . there is a glass of whiskey : on the rocks in her hand . her third one of the day , to be precise . “ he was the biggest maniac out of all of them --- ” her tongue is loose , and her speech rolls freely with the timbre of alcohol . she had never liked pastor north . no matter how much business him , and his people had brought to both hill hardware & hill construction --- there was something about him : something in his eyes that always made ada may uneasy . “ such a shame what happened , though . . . may god bless his soul . “
THE RISE / THE FALL : the golden years of being a fool , ain ‘ t youth meant to be beautiful ? a pedestal toppled over . a study in new beginnings . a cautionary tale . an ode to bailey abernathy ( anyone ) . a living legend .
STATISTICS !
BASICS
full name: bailey alan abernathy .
nickname(s): none .
age: twenty four .
date of birth: may 3rd , 1997 .
place of birth: holy cross , kentucky .
nationality: american .
gender identity: cis male .
pronouns: he & him .
sexual orientation: bisexual & biromantic .
PHYSIOLOGY
height in feet: 5 ft 10 in .
ethnicity: white
eye color: chocolate brown .
hair color: brown .
glasses or contacts? none .
right or left handed: right handed .
handwriting: chicken scratch .
style in fashion: casual and practical . jeans , and button up shirts . flannel . timberlands . #farmcore
general health: healthy and strong .
medical history: accident back in 2016 .
allergies: none .
chronic illnesses: none .
mental illnesses: undiagnosed .
FAMILY & RELIGION
father: grady abernathy
mother: paulette abernathy ( neé evans )
sibling(s): rosalie abernathy , mary alice abernathy .
birth order: youngest .
marital status: single .
significant other: none .
children: none .
other relatives: extended family on both sides .
friends: to be added .
enemies: to be added .
pet(s): a chooclate lab named chester .
language(s): english .
hometown: holy cross , kentucky .
current residence: holy cross , kentucky .
places lived in between: none .
religion: christian .
diction, accent etc.: appalachian .
BIOGRAPHY !
001 . the beginning . holy cross , 1997 . you are born the youngest of four to grady and paulette abernathy . their only son . during infancy , you are a doll for your older sisters to play with — home is living room dancing , and kitchen table bills . you do not have a lot , but you have eachother — and that is enough . your mother is the most beautiful woman in the world , and your father is even cooler than superman : he is your best friend , and you become his . he takes you everywhere . and even if he didn ‘ t , everyone is sure that you would follow .
002 . star . holy cross , 2015 . golden boy : all american . the merriment of youth : quarterback , and captain of the football team . you are what others measure themselves against : they all look to you . little do they know that you are flunking almost all of your classes , little do they care that you spend your weekends drinking in abandoned barns , and empty parking lots . all they see , and all they remember is the you that is out there — the you on the football field .
003 . fall . holy cross , 2016 . there are talks of a scholarship your senior year . you don ‘ t really have the grades for it , but thanks to your talent out there , on the field , nobody seems to think twice about it . scouts come out to see you : university of kentucky , the university of louisville , and even bellarmine university make the trip up for the last game of the season : you play like you have never played before , and you have never seen your father be prouder : that ‘ s his boy . it is near the end of the game when it happens . you don ‘ t remember it well . . . but there was an accident : you broke a rib , your leg , and an ankle . you can feel how everything you ever thought possible is slipping away from you .
004 . the now . holy cross , current . naturally , you stick around to help your father with the farm . the grey in his hair is getting lighter , and the lines on his face are deeper . there are things that just need to be done . as the years pass , he starts delegating tasks , more and more each year . you are twenty four years old , and you are already running the family business . you are twenty four years old , and this is what the rest of your life looks like .
HOUSE WIFE / BEAUTY QUEEN : the ugly years of being a fool , ain ‘ t youth meant to be beautiful ? a study in identity and illusion . an ode to ada may ( anyone ) . a living film .
STATISTICS !
BASICS
full name: ada may hill ( neé gardner ) .
nickname(s): addy , may .
age: sixty two .
date of birth: december 30th , 1960 .
place of birth: holy cross , kentucky .
nationality: american .
gender identity: cis female .
pronouns: she & her .
sexual orientation: heterosexual & heteroromantic .
PHYSIOLOGY
height in feet: 5 ft 7 in .
ethnicity: white
eye color: piercing blue .
hair color: golden blonde .
glasses or contacts? wears reading glasses .
right or left handed: right handed .
handwriting: old fashioned cursive .
style in fashion: neat , and put together . her clothes are always well pressed , and more often than not will wear colours in a colder palette .
general health: is more often than not in good health , however she suffers
medical history: anemia ( in treatment ) .
allergies: shellfish .
chronic illnesses: none .
mental illnesses: disordered eating .
FAMILY & RELIGION
father: thomas gradner . ( deceased ) .
mother: anna may gardner ( neé crawford ) . ( deceased ) .
sibling(s): thomas gardner , anna gardner , lucas gardner , mary ann gardner , susanna gardner , paul joseph gardner , zachary gardner , jacob gardner .
birth order: sixth child .
marital status: married .
significant other: steven hill .
children: steven hill ii , james hill , victoria hill , danielle hill , louis hill , edward hill , rose hill .
other relatives: extended family on both sides .
friends: to be added .
enemies: to be added .
pet(s): molly , meg , and mikey : three collies .
language(s): english .
hometown: holy cross , kentucky .
current residence: holy cross , washington .
places lived in between: nashville , tennessee .
religion: christian .
diction, accent etc.: appalachian .
BIOGRAPHY !
001 . the beginning . holy cross , 1960 . sixth of nine to a family that should probably have had none . your father is almost a non entity : see , he works down in the mines , and spends his hours on the surface downing a bottle of whatever he can get his hands on . your mother does mending , and sewing on the side — it is not enough . you grow up with a pit on your stomach and you learn soon enough it is called hunger . not only for food , but for more .
002 . snap . holy cross , 1977 . cheerleader , prom queen , waitress . go angels ! you really can do it all , can ‘ t you ? you have worked hard for everything that you ve got . seventeen years old , and your life is a teenage dream , but it is one you cannot wait to wake from . you ‘ re tired . you ‘ re still hungry . you still want more .
003 . into the dark . nashville , 1977 . it was all bullshit anyway , or at least , that is what you tell yourself when you hop off the train on a chilly september morning . seventeen years old , with nothing but the clothes on your back , and the tattered suitcase you hastily made in the middle of the night . seventeen years old , and all alone in a city that you don ‘ t know — but the stars shine bright in your eyes . you were born for this , and you will make it . the city is not going to eat you alive , right ? you can totally make it .
004 . square one . holy cross , 1979 . you don ‘ t make it , in fact , you don ‘ t want to know anything about it — and just like that , you ‘ re back to square one . as if time had never passed . you fall back in with the same friends , and wind up with the same job , and no one asks you anything to your face , but you just know they ‘ re talking behind your back . . . everything is exactly the same . there is one new habit you pick up , though . you don ‘ t skip church on sundays anymore .
005 . match . holy cross , 1980 . you have known him your entire life : steven hill . from the hardware store . he ‘ s older , and handsome , and seems to start noticing you at sunday service . you start talking , and soon after that you start dating . he proposes within the year , and naturally , you say yes .
006 . years . holy cross . the years go by , and you have settled into your new life . you dedicate your life to becoming the best wife , and mother you can be . you fill your calendar with social events , and you join however many committees there are , as befitting your new station as mrs . steven hill . you fill your home with children : seven of them . four boys , and three girls . you really can do it all , can ‘ t you ? you try to do your best , but sometimes you feel as if it is not enough . you never feel as if you ‘ ve truly found your place . like your mother before you , you seem to be easier on your sons than you are on your daughters : something you swore you would not repeat , but now you understand . it is not that you love them more , it ‘ s the fact that your sons have their place in this world ensured — your daughters do not . and so , you are stricter with them . you demand perfection out of them . you try your best to prepare them for what is coming .
007 . the now . holy cross . your children are grown , and out of the house : some in town , starting families of their own — and others away , trying out their luck as you once did . doing better , hopefully , than you once did . you are lonely , you and steven barely seem to have anything in common anymore , and barely speak even throughout the day , but you still sleep in the same bed . you devote your time to your committees , and charities — you pick up more responsibilities at the church , and try to fill your time with things that make you feel useful . because when idle , you tend to start thinking about the things you could have done with your life , and while you do not regret your marriage , or your children , you know you could have done more — and that brings you down .
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She swallowed down the urge to say: I’m sorry, I don’t hate you, I just kind of hate myself right now. Instead, she coolly looked away, which was the opposite of an apology.
Tamsyn Muir, The Locked Tomb: Gideon the Ninth
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