atelove ; a low-activity and private iconless roleplay blog for a fandomless oc, brought to you by chai, she/her, 25. in character activity primarily runs on a queue. interactions are plot heavy. bio + rules are under the cut. pinterest. heavily affiliated with : growslove.
a study in bai do-yun, featuring themes and tropes related to ; generational trauma and dealing with the disappointment of your parents, being the healer but who heals you, the positive impact of the one person in your corner, peeling the orange and sharing it section by section, love being found in the kitchen, nervous breakdowns manifested by mass baking and it being a form of healing, dropping out of college with your best friend, golden retriever energy, and you and your best friend against the world mentality.
bio. + fact sheet
born in march of 1997, you’re the only son of two doctors. your mother and father immigrated to america from korea a decade and a half before you were born. they studied hard to get where they’re at, to give you the life they always wanted for their kid, and to basically have you set for life.
but, there’s one problem.
you don’t want to be what they’ve laid out for you. you don’t want to be a prestigious doctor, a lawyer, or even a nurse. which is pretty ironic given the fact, you’ve discovered you have a very special ability. you can heal anything; people, animals, even food. your parents don’t know this. only your sweet nanny, and she’d never tell a soul. basically, you could be someone important. but, you just want to work in the kitchen. one day, you want to own your own bakery.
that’s pretty good, right? owning a business? but, your parents say there’s too much risk. they tell you you only have the options they give you because you aren’t about to waste your trust fund or any of the other wealth they’ve accumulated on a business venture that isn’t a sure thing.
so, you go to college. you’ve switched your major twice and you’re apparently deadset on pediatrics. you feel a little guilty about it but it’s just not your passion. but, you make a friend. you meet eliza. and you share your dream / your aspirations, and she becomes the lighthouse to your lost ship.
next thing you know, you’re dropping out together and for once in your life, you’re living for you.
rules. ( for now, find my rules on eddie’s pinned ! )
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" a challenge, then. ---i like that. have you checked out our pastry case ? strawberry rose croissant spirals and chocolate pistachio cookies. new seasonal menu for spring. made them myself this morning. "
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soft smile when her shoulder bumps with his own--- though, at the mention of a surprise, his smile widens and although the worry and the sadness he feels following his parents' disappointment will still linger for a while, do-yun is willing to allow eliza to distract him. actually, not talking about it is the best option for now while he's processing the rest of how everything unfolded.
slipping his eyes shut, he rubs his hands together in anticipation. " all right, i'm ready ! "
❛ my life has been a cruel riddle i could not solve. ❜
@reignedchime // MEME.
do-yun isn’t naive enough to believe that a bright smile for the cameras or a bubbly personality means that behind closed doors things were just as peachy keen. everyone has their own private lives and private pasts that they don't put on display, especially for the whole world to see. but, he can't help the way he breathes a soft 'really?' when she starts opening up about what her life has been like in and out of the spotlight.
" did getting famous make everything better or worse for you ? or, i mean-- i guess things aren't so black and white. but, do you regret becoming, like, an international pop star ? "
“nope, no plans. what do y'wanna do, sweetheart?” distracted as she trims wilting leaves from a recent inventory arrival, eliza is given pause as his entire statement crystalizes in her mind. attention honing in on do-yun, she unconsciously points her shears in his direction, asking, “wait, what? stood up by who?”
he winces, realizing his mistake. not that he makes it a habit to hide anything from eliza. but, she could be ... protective. and, sure, it makes him feel a little special sometimes, but he didn't want her to worry or start asking too many questions because heaven knows he's a bad liar. " oh-- you don't know her. it was, just, like a set up sort of thing. friend of a friend of a friend. " he pushes the shears back in the safer direction, clearing his throat. " anyways, gelato ? ice cream ? something cold for sure. oh, how about that new boba shop off kettner ? "
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do-yun is an optimist to a fault. he’s always looking on the bright side of things, mostly when it comes to other people and their situations. he’s the friend that’s always like “oh, but you never know, it could turn out well!”. when it comes to himself however, he does still try to be optimistic and he is striving to think of good things. but, he holds a lot of anxiety towards himself and his decisions.
“ hey, do you have any plans tonight ? i kinda got stood up. and, i didn’t wanna waste the night wallowing away in the kitchen. no pressure, just like, if you didn’t already have any plans, we could do something. ”
growing up, do-yun grew up with many friends. but, little by little, he’s grown apart from many of them. some just had different ideals which weren’t necessarily bad, just different and it was getting harder and harder to have meaningful conversations with them. some moved away and he communicates with them mostly on social media or when they come into town, they call him up to hang out. those friendships still mean a lot to him, but he also didn’t really find anyone he truly connected with until he got to college. where he met so many people who understood him in ways that he never thought he’d ever be understood. and, of course, that’s where he met his best friend, eliza.
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fervently. you crave a hug that cracks your ribs... the feeling of your wandering soul being crushed back into the bones that can't seem to hold it. you need a hand gripping yours so tightly you almost fear it may leave a bruise, a reminder that you are here. and that you are not alone.
tagged by : @behttys !
tagging : @fromtower / @handpickedriot ( sophie ! ) / @holybloom + you !
you just want it too badly: you love with your whole body, it's not bad, but it's overwhelming. sometimes giving others space can be okay, i know you're scared of losing them but it will be better in the long run if you also learn how to be your own person. codependency is scary, but you are brave.
tagged by : @rohnnies !
tagging : @growslove / @he11risen ( mikey ! ) / @poaetise ( elizabeth swann ! ) + you !
