Aswanae

Actually, look, infant Hyakkimaru is undoubtedly the cutest thing ever. 

Sometimes I wonder

If I straddle you would you just go along with it?

Or would you push me away out of fear we are moving too fast?

Just how bad do you want me?

I mean, I’ve only received a kiss on the cheek

But, I can’t be picky it’s better than nothing

I think once you finally kiss my lips , I will fall even harder

I daydream of it

Chills at the thought of it

I envision we are in your car

I become bold & sit on your lap to hug you goodbye

You kiss me on the cheek & gaining courage, eyes closed I find your lips

You like the feeling of it and I move to straddle you

I don’t completely lock you in , to prevent you from getting hard

But your large hands pull me closer till there’s no space left

As our lips continue to explore one another

I sigh

My toes curl when I think about you

My nose scrunches and my heart aches

I want to tell you how I feel

I just don’t have what it takes

You say you’re touch starved

Just like me, I want to hold your hand

To play with your hair, or hug you

I want you to understand

I have this big fat crush on you

And it’s breaking my heart

It’s cutting off my oxygen

It’s pulling me apart

I have this awful, terrible crush on you

And every day it just gets worse

You look at me and my heart swoons

Might as well start the herse

My heart swells

My cheeks flush, when you talk to me

My heart rushes while not moving at all

It’s a really big problem you see

My brain stops working

My hands they shake

Words I just can’t form

Butterflies make my stomach ache

You’re funny and smart

You’re beautiful and clever

You’re like able and strong

I could listen to your voice forever

You’re really good at art

We like the same things too

You understand my references

Like I want to understand you

You’re so wonderful and perfect

So why can’t I see

Those are all the reasons