wahoo! yippee! yay!

uhmmmm so i heard about boys who let girls pet them recently.

there is really something so familiar to the trans experience in ralsei's resentment towards flowery. ralsei is trapped in the closet, unable to transition the way they want to, forced to be miserable—or so they want to believe. ralsei doesn't WANT to believe they can be happy. transitioning could literally cost them everything. and flowery's very existence forces them to question that. flowery has chosen to break the rules (transition) and is happier as a result. but he CAN do that! it's easy for him! he doesn't have to fulfill a prophecy to save the world! there is nothing worse for a trans person repressing their identity than seeing another trans person show off how EASY transition was for them and how HAPPY they are now.

🖥️ ඞ 🖥️ ඞ 🖥️ ඞ 🖥️ ඞ 🖥️ ඞ 🖥️ ඞ 🖥️ ඞ among us computer lab

the sewing machine is like if a horse and an inkjet printer had a child

i'm used to the curse. i can be normal about the curse. no one needs to know about the curse-- unless it impacts them, in which case i must overshare in an attempt to avoid being misunderstood. i can recognize the onset of the curse and minimize its later catastrophic effects. i'm so normal about the curse.

i posted this and immediately afterward seraphina started bothering me... perhaps i am not hiding the effects of the curse as well as previously thought