—— #ASTRALWALKER. by rowan ( 30+, he/they) . MULTIFANDOM MULTIMUSE. independent and selective. medium activity. ft. muses from final fantasy 14, dungeon crawler carl, the expanse, expedition 33, red rising, && OTHERS. —— CARRD. MEMES.
:: extremely ANTI-AI. DNI if you use generative AI in any capacity. ( graphics, writing, art, etc. )
CARRD CURRENTLY A WIP.
blogroll: @etoilesfantome
temp muse list under cut:
FF14, beginning Endwalker:
G'raha Tia - primary - pre-game/exarch/scion verses, multiverse flexible
Thancred Waters - primary
K'sidra Tia ( call him Sid ) - (Warrior of Light - miqo'te, machinist/gunbreaker) - primary - friendly to other WoL, will often just slot him in as a scion when writing with another WoL.
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a few notes on relationships and sex since it's sunday and why not, with a focus on the ff14 blorbos because they're on my brain:
Thancred was a self-described playboy for awhile, struggled a little with (and overcompensated for) his bisexuality in his younger days, and as such during ARR-era he's kind of tough to pin down. sex is easy, relationships are less so. he's someone who needs some patience to get into a relationship, but when he has someone who cares, it's a whole new world and he's all in - though he's also married to his job and will often prioritize work over relationships so there's bound to be some conflict.
G'raha Tia is someone who puts his all into relationships. he can be a Lot. He loves, he adores, and he'd probably crawl into their clothes with them if he could. but he's —— fickle, a bit, and especially during/post ShB, his memories and lived experiences are at odds with his current self, and doesn't tend to be looking. sex won't happen without a relationship or at least knowing the other person well, and when it does happen he's probably an emotional mess the first time. also probably likes laughter and light-hearted sex a lot.
K'sidra Tia has never had a serious relationship, but not for lack of wanting. He was a bit of a late bloomer, the effects of growing up with other Seekers until he was a teenager giving him some mixed and somewhat self-disparaging views of sex and relationships, especially as he had no desire to ever challenge. But after he left and was introduced to the broader world, he quickly shed a lot of those views; he went through a Phase as a young adult, but is more settled now and focused on the world's problems. But, he certainly takes comfort in relationships and sex and the company of others, and is a bit of a casual flirt with those he knows well.
"You can kiss me again, if you want." (Leih'to to Thancred?)
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And Thancred is anything but shy; this field, though, is something he's often a little more careful with navigating. But while the first kiss was a playful thing, a thing that could be excused away if pulled away from with the excuse of having too much drink or being overly familiar, the invitation for more certainly ignites something else.
He's not a tall or big man by most standards: not short, either, but perfectly average, which helps him in so many ways when blending in. But right here, the difference between them is stark. Here in this shadowed alcove where conversation dripped into more personal — and them more intimate — positions.
Tongue briefly touches his lower lip, pale lashes dropped over darkened eyes. " If I want? " His voice is —— gruff, at the edges. A strained and tight coarseness at the back of his throat, collected bearing frayed at the edges just slightly. " I'd like to think we both want. "
And a hand lifts, fingerless gloves leaving fingers bare to touch the miqo'te's cheek, his chin, tip it up just a little. His fingers are calloused, worn, fingernails blunted: something of an opposition to what one oft expects of those bearing the markings of an Archon. But his touch is gentle, if touching a bit of rogueish mischief. But he's not one to shy from invitation: he leans in, kissing him fully, deeply, with a certain shedding of restraint that feels like a weight being shed.
[ 💤 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they sleep ? curled up, sprawled, holding onto something ? For Sid
he's someone who sleeps in the most ungodly uncomfortable positions possible. he can nap pretty much anywhere: on the ground, in a tree, on a stone-hard bench, in a pile of pillows. leaned against a companion.
often these days he sleeps restlessly at night. if with another person he will gladly cleave to their side and bury his face in their neck. he likes something to hold, whether it be a pillow or a person or his bag or something — the firm pressure of something against his chest alleviates some anxiety.
he either sleeps like the dead or is hyper-aware and will wake on a blink. restless sleep is easy to see, because his ears and tail will twitch, the latter often curling tight 'round his leg. the more unsettled he is, the tighter of a ball he'll curl up in 'round something; if relaxed and at ease, he's a lot more sprawled when he sleeps, but he still takes up minimal space either way.
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[ 🩸 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there something or someone that, if lost, would break them ? For Princess Donut.
Oof. The obvious answer here is Carl and to an extent Mongo. She's grown to be very self sufficient and is extremely strong and has growing independence, but —— Carl is, essentially, her entire world, and Mongo is essentially her child. She's someone who gained sentience in a hellish dungeon world and has been fighting for her life alongside one person since the first moment she was aware enough to talk, and Carl is her person. If he died, or if Mongo died, she would spiral hard.
And, being also a cat, spiraling hard could mean some wildly destructive things.
carl frequently says you will not break me, but i think above all Donut knows very well she can be broken, and spends much of the dungeon terrified and attached to carl under the expectation he won't be.
❛ i can carry that for you. ❜
❛ i can come over, if you don't want to be alone. ❜
❛ i can go with you, so you don't have to do this by yourself. ❜
❛ i can keep you warm. ❜
❛ i can listen for as long as you need me to. ❜
❛ i can make breakfast while you stay in bed. ❜
❛ i can make you laugh. just give me a minute. ❜
❛ i can remember enough for both of us. ❜
❛ i can share mine with you. ❜
❛ i can stay with you a little longer. ❜
❛ i can take care of you for once. ❜
❛ i can wait for you here. ❜
❛ can i keep this? it reminds me of you. ❜
❛ can i keep you company? ❜
❛ can i kiss you? ❜
❛ can i lay my head in your lap? ❜
❛ can i see you smile again? ❜
❛ can i take care of you tonight? ❜
❛ can i tell you how pretty you look? ❜
❛ can i tell you something silly? ❜
❛ can we just do nothing today? ❜
❛ can we stay like this a little longer? ❜
❛ can you come a little closer? ❜
❛ can you hold me for just a second? ❜
❛ can you promise you'll text when you get home? ❜
❛ you can always come home to me. ❜
❛ you can be as clingy as you want. i don't mind. ❜
❛ you can be soft here. ❜
❛ you can come over whenever you miss me. ❜
❛ you can have the last bite. ❜
❛ you can have this; it was supposed to be yours anyway. ❜
❛ you can hide here for a while. ❜
❛ you can keep looking at me like that. ❜
❛ you can keep my heart. i wasn't using it anyway. ❜
❛ you can kiss me again, if you want. ❜
❛ you can lean on me. ❜
❛ you can pick the music. ❜
❛ you can stay as long as you want. ❜
❛ you can stay close to me, i like that. ❜
❛ you can take my hand. ❜
The sharp-eyed gunslinger is dressed down at the moment, a flowing loose top that let the few long beaded necklaces he wears hang loose against his chest, the danging earrings in both ears — two piercings in one, one in the other — catching the light. The Seeker looks good in the sun, soaking it like he was born to it.
The tip of a thickly furred dark tail flips back and forth slowly, lazily, though it's barely the only hint of his mischief. He's a Scion, a newly-trained gunbreaker who Thancred had a contact for and brought into the fold, and a right handful by any definition.
At any rate: he grins, returning his hand to prop under his chin. " Just thinking, " he says, a low hum in consideration. " We've been waiting for ages. " ( They've been waiting for twenty minutes for the twins to get through some meeting or another. ) " We should go do something. "
₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of character analysis/headcanon questions to learn more about your character and your partners'! writing/headcanon prompts requested by anonymous. feel free to edit these as you see fit.
[ 🖐️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do their hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ?
[ ☂️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they crave touch or fear it ?
[ 🎐 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a sound, like a song or voice, that they associate with peace ?
[ 🕊️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen did they feel the safest ?
[ 💤 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they sleep ? curled up, sprawled, holding onto something ?
[ 🦇 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a fear they never talk about ?
[ 🔒 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a secret they’ve sworn never to tell ?
[ 🪢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they broke a promise ?
[ 🫳 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they feel they owe, but never paid back ?
[ 💼 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do they always carry with them ?
[ 🧨 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the quickest way to set them off, even if they hide it well ?
[ ⛓️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does guilt feel like to them ?
[ 💢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho have they never forgiven and never will ?
[ 🩸 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there something or someone that, if lost, would break them ?
[ 🌧️ ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a pain they refuse to heal from ?
[ 🪞 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen have they looked at their reflection and hated what they saw ?
[ 📿 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat superstition or ritual do they cling to ?
[ 🌊 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they cried ?
[ 🐾 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo animals like them instinctively ?
[ 🪶 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they laugh ?
[ 🫀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho taught them what love is ? did it hurt ?
[ 💭 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they believe they’re worthy of being loved ?
[ 🎀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is their main love language ?
[ 🔦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they search for ?
[ 📜 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a story they love sharing with others ?
[ 🌒 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a dream or goal they have given up on ?
[ 🕯️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat memory do they replay when they’re alone ?
[ 🌪️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the one choice they regret (not) making ?
[ 🧩 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s a truth about themselves they refuse to admit ?
[ 🍻 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of drunk are they ?
[ ✉️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of letter would they write but never send ?
[ 🗡️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a scar that they have but never talk about ?
[ 🕸️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a favourite lie they like to hear ?
[ 🪦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat would they want on their gravestone but never admit aloud ?
[ 🎱 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of future do they crave, and who’s in it ?
[ 🌀 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a recurring dream or nightmare ?
[ 🍃 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they feel like they belong ?
[ ⚓ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does “home” mean to them ?
[ 🧭 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhere would they go if they could disappear tomorrow ?
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Yuffie continued scanning each of the stalls. She had a fair amount of money on her, so it wasn't out of the realm of possibility to get multiple dishes. "Yeah... I fear for my purse." She said, exhaling, before putting a hand on her hip.
"I am, yes! Name's Yuffie." She told him with a bright smile, sticking out her hand for him to shake.
"Now, I think I'm going to have to get multiple dishes. And I'd love to have some company. What say you?"
There's a moment after the invitation where it seems almost as though he is neither surprised nor expectant —— the offer simply is, and it fits easily into this moment in time. " I say I should like that very much, " he agrees on a breath, the smile swift and earnest.
" I am G'raha Tia, " he offers in kind. " Of the Students of Baldesion. " Which —— might partially explain the weighted bag he holds, which as he shifts it seems most likely stuffed to the gills with books; he stuffs it under an arm so he can take the hand offered in an easy grip. " It's nice to meet you, Yuffie. "
Crimson eyes —— vanishingly rare for his people —— shift eagerly to the stalls. " Come on, then, we're torturing ourselves by waiting, " and he gives a little grin, furred ears flicking before he points to a pleasant spot under some trees. " Meet you over there after we get what we want? "
G'raha is small even for most male miqo'te - his model uses the very smallest height slider, and it'd canonically put him around 5'2"-5'3". He's small and slight but a fiercely talented mage, and is incredibly well read besides. But!! definitely needs help getting things off the tall shelf. 😭
( unless he's getting in trouble for using levitation in the restricted sections ---- )
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The miqo'te grins, a little lazily as he looks at the scion, he's still uncertain of his place, uncertain of his role in this little group. Leih'to's tail swishes lazily as he leans there against the bar. Thancred is interesting, he's open and playfully flirty, but Leih'to is well familiar with casually dodging questions about himself - questions that brush too close to personal. But here, it's respite, a moment between exhausting back and forth that keeps them on their toes, chasing their tails to deal with primals and squabbles that are far beyond Leih'to's threshold of tolerance for political jargon.
He's a simple miqo'te, sue him.
"Hope we get a break soon. Tired of politics." He laughs though, a raspy sound from his damaged vocal chords and he sits down, perching not quite delicately for his own race, but certainly moreso than the humans. "Next is on me. Got enough Gil for that." He rasps out, long having chosen to attempt communication in a way that the scions can understand, even if it plays hell with his throat after. But even still he doesn't know if any of the scions can understand his sign language.
Thancred plays the role of the rogue well, it's true — he's a little sharp-witted, flirty, the sort that likes a scrap but likes the drink and relaxation that comes after. But despite all that, there is yet something under it all — unwavering loyalty, for one, but also the slow truth that the sheer weight of what they're all facing is starting to weigh on him more.
" If you tire of politics, my friend, then I'd suggest getting rest where you can, because, " and he laughs, more an exhale and a shake of his head, and pours the other mug full and passes it over, " it's neverending. "
And it's interesting, too, how he simultaneously says it with just a bit of a bite and also with the impression that there's some part of him that doesn't mind it, either — but then, getting his Archon's mark in the art of espionage may explain that away by itself to a degree. " But not for tonight. How are you holding together? "