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@asthebirchtreefallsâ could use a brother in this time of needâŚ
The rental wasnât close to the majesty of his miata, but it got him to and from. This was hardly impressive, but given his and Leroyâs fractured relationship, Doc saw himself in need of reaching out to his brother by bond.
In the back seat was a cooler filled with an assortment of drinks. Arthur was trying to use less alcohol, but he had brought enough to keep things interesting.
âI canât believe you agreed to this dumb ideaâŚâ He chuckled as they kept on the road. Moonlight reflected off the eerily calm ocean as it came into view. The mournful refrain of the Thompson Twins echoed from the radio and reminded him just how much he missed his state of the art stereo system and subscription radio on his sporty little car, but at least the song was a beautiful one⌠and one that set the mood.
âYou say Iâm a dreamer, weâre two of a kind
Both of us searching for some perfect world we know weâll never find
So perhaps I should leave here, yeah yeah go far away
But you know that thereâs no where that Iâd rather be than with you here
TodayâÂ
Arthur looked over at the passenger seat at Leroy and sighed, then quickly returned his eyes to the road. âStargazingâŚa few beers. Sorry weâre doing this in the cold, but⌠figure we could use the sobering up since one of us might get buzzed.â
He was the designated driver of course and he couldnât afford another accident. Not with his heart barely hanging on.
ââŚI donât think I ever asked you what you remembered about Hatching Day. Bossy took a shine to you and Stealthy that you were the two i never asked. I can hardly remember that day. Everything is cloudy and murky⌠and I remember you came to us last. Seems odd⌠youâre almost my age. Give or take a bit⌠Youâre not quite an old gasbag yet. Like thereâs no rhyme or reason to our actual ages. We were all just hatched at different stages of life.â
Turning towards their usual picnic spot near the seashore, Doc began to park the car with twists of the wheel and switching the gears. âSo did you just pop out of that egg and yell Happy Birthday? I think Sneezy yelled that.â He scoffed for a moment, then smiled.
Things had been...difficult lately. Leroy wasnât really the type to sugarcoat situations (much the opposite, usually) or try to look at anything without the due amount of severity and then some, but the thoughts brewing in him lately were darker and more hopeless than usual...two things that would have compromised his ability to do anything right by anyone. In this particular circumstance, ignoring these thoughts, burying them far beneath the rest of the clutter in his brain, downplaying everything was the best defensive action he had.Â
He had to be something for everyone, right? Serve Snow and Charming. Look out for his brothers. Leave Astrid the fuck alone. In between all this, there wasnât really room to be anything other than resilient and unaffected. Except...he figured there might be a place alone in the rental car with Doc.Â
Their relationship wasnât what Leroy would have ever characterized as functional. Maybe it was in its own way, in a way that considered constant arguments and an underlying wrestle for dominance a healthy situation. Either way, Doc had seen and knew the worst of him, there wasnât really anything to hide in his company alone. There was something very liberating about that. So, yeah, of course he had agreed to the âdumb ideaâ. How often were they on their own to safely air grievances and deep-seated issues, after all?Â
Leroy didnât answer the question until they had parked and heâd retrieved, uncapped a beer.Â
âI donât really wanna talk about Hatching Day,â he said in a way that suggested as much as he didnât want to talk about it, there might have indeed been a logic to doing so that he couldnât avoid. âYeah. I remember it. Probably one of my most vivid memories from back then. I mean, it was the start of all this shit, after all.âÂ
He gestured broadly to the mediocrity and disappointment that surrounded him. Alcoholism. Depression. Barely scraping by. Leroy took a resigned swig, stayed silent for a beat afterwards, then looked to his bottle of local Maine craft brew contemplatively. He wouldâve been just fine with a Bud Light.Â
âI wonder sometimes who Dreamy might have been here. Yâknow, if I hadnât changed. I like to think he wouldâve been happy and successful. Maybe own a yacht or several by now, I donât know.âÂ