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@astero1d-bombedloser

got a poem addiction - Ozzie, 19 - (bigots fuck off) - sideblog, main is @corvid-caninez

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If I hadn't found you

I would be dead

Now you're just another person that

My mind wanders on.

When I'm tired, thoughts keep me home

Blocked out the memories,

but your face still holds.

And I feel gross for this

Because I remember events

I did something bad, I don't follow the rest.

In upsetting situations I just feel more alone,

Tracing your words back to places I know

I'll never revisit unless it's with someone new.

Now I'm just sitting with regret

Because, if I hadn't found you

I know I'd be dead.

I know it, I've known it

Since soon after we met

You're not the one, or all I have left

Just in and out, a breath

#astero1d #poem #poetry #relationships bleh

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The words mean less together than they ever meant, individually

But that's how the courts want it,

double-speak all you want

And we can thrive on ambiguity

And your lawyer could always make a different case

We're living, in such a backwards place

And I'm frozen in place,

because you know when I wake

I'm afraid the mirror won't even behold my face.

#astero1d #poem #poetry #vaguely political #i'm so tired of this

Summer

This makes me feel guilty

I'm cleaning my fangs for you

The way you'd wrestle with a scared dog

'puppy'

I don't want you to know what's wrong

I can't tell yet why I'm playing along

If my bones all but ache for compassion

Or if there's a reason I feel good again

I think I love you

#astero1d #poem #poetry #a longer one #feels like vagueposting tbh

I Need to Fly

My body aches

But my mind wanders -

I refuse.

I will carve out my bones

Until they are hollow as

A woodpecker's favorite tree,

And as brittle as

Dry-rotten wood.

I will grow my own feathers

Leave my previous husk behind.

I will not be tethered to this earth because

I will choose to fly.

I know how to fly.

I will soar above.

#Astero1d #wings #poem #poetry #this isn't explicitly about #alterhumanity #but I'm pretty sure some of you also yearn to fly #corvid posting

I hate watching my biggest wound heal,

Red turning paler by the minute.

I hate remembering what I did,

But I'd hate even more to forget.

The summer heat burns my arms

Illuminates lines I'd almost want to brag about

But that gash on my thigh will never be

Sunburnt and standing out a year or two from now.

#tw sh related #self-harm #poetry #sorry I've not been maintaining this blog at all but #I've definitely still been writing so I mean to post some of it #Astero1d

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Live in Time,

Dance for Time

Step, step-step

Round we go

A dance for time

A waltz for thine

Of laughter and hope

Our movements shine

Go left

Across the Lake

The geese are passing

Loud and proud, they crow

This pure white-feathered goose with a bright orange nose

With company,

A smaller, darker goose follows

They pass us.

The lake is still

Save for the rain

It is mucky,

But they are not in a hurry,

These two geese

Seem to be chatting,

Honking

Around the lake

I can barely see them now

Swimming away

They are mere specks.

They lead simple lives, but they are not in a hurry

Across the lake.

#i wrote this while watching geese pass a lake #the rain totally ruined my notebook btw #poem #original poem #geese #wild geese #Astero1d

I heard you're unwell

And I wish that I could help

You said your meds stopped working

And I seem to be making

It worse

And I'll keep my distance

But now there's no one else to listen

I have these selfish desires brewing

But no one to watch the pot

How long were you just pretending?

How long were you just waiting

For me to grow a spine?

I seem to have lost something

That stopped being mine

Much longer ago than I realize

#poem #Astero1d #first post #ruff ruff

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