RED DEATH .

Insurgent- Veronica Roth

villanelle + hands & weapons

           ❛  in       my       case         ,         the       bad       truly       does       outweigh       the       good         .            𝚒𝚝       𝚒𝚜       𝚗𝚘𝚝       𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐       𝚒       𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍       𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏       𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐       𝚘𝚏       𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢       𝚘𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚗         .            we       both       appear       to       be       forever       stained       with       gushing       scarlet         .  ❜

“     что посе́ешь  ,  то и пожнёшь  .     “     and   she  could  justify  it  as  a  service  to  her  country  ,   but   that   would  be   another  way  to  glorify  her  doings   when  it  was  she  who  pulled  the   trigger  .    there  are  things  ,  in  the  end  ,   she  will  choose  to  keep  to  herself  .    my   past   is   my   own  .     knowing   the  nature  of   the  manipulator   ,  so   she   prefers   to   keep  her  regrets  silent  and  in  the  back  of  her  mind  as  he  doesn’t  share  her  remorse  for  the  crimes  committed  .

&  .    @misbehavc   :   REMY

strangers   they   might   be,   but   there   is   so   little   left   of   them   all.            he   saw   his   loved   ones,   his   friends,   crumble   into   nothing   at   his   feet.            he   felt   alone,   again,   abandoned   but   not   by   choice   this      time   —   it   did   hurt   just   as   much,   it   did,   not   knowing   if   he’d   ever   see   them   again.            so   he   sits,   with   a   glass   in   his   hand,   watching   the   cat   move   and   purr.            ‘      might   as   well   get   used   t’it.            i’ve   got   now’ere   else   t’go.      ’

                she   knows   loss   was   not   a  debate  .     it   all   was   decided  for  her  ,  until   she   reclaimed   what   was   taken  from  her  .     natalia  was   one  of  twenty-eight  .    now  she  is  the  only  one  .     and   that’s   what   she  lies  herself  to  bed  with  .     she   tries   to   remember   her   training  ,  how   she   breathed   in   illusions   and  she   wants   to   taste  it   on   her   tongue  again  .     she  was  the  lone  wolf  ,   the  black widow  .    but   as  he  sits  before  her  ,  she  decides  he  carried  too  much  of  wanda  in  him   so   for   now   remy  can  not  be  anything  more  to  natalia  than  a  reminder  of   what  she  lost  .        “   i never said you can’t stay here .   “

—  a storm of swords, george r. r. martin (via rhodestark)

&.  OPEN STARTER  :  TO MUTUALS

            ❛   you       will       be       remembered         ,         though       the       b a d       shall       𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜       outweigh       the       good       in       their       eyes         .  ❜

          “   and you ?   i am a product of volatile times .  my past  ,  future and present were decided for me  .   i  am  volatile .  but you are loyal to the blood on your hands , aren’t you ?  they will remember your loyalty  . “

Black Widow in the Summer of Heroes at Disney California Adventure Park.

“  i wish i knew how to talk about it.  ”   “  you don’t have to talk, we can just sit together.  ”   “  i don’t want to be alone anymore.  ”   “  i wish i could hate you.  ”  “  take a seat, we’re gonna be here a while.  ” “  i need you to trust me.  ”   “  i missed/miss you.  ”   “  she/he won’t listen to me.  ” “  let me do this for you. please.  ”   “  is there anything else you want to say to me?  ” “  tell me something happy.  ”   “  promise me.  ” “  i just want/wanted to help.  ”   “  let me explain.  ” “  i didn’t/don’t need you to understand, i just wanted/want you to support me.  ”   “  i’m on your side.  ” “  i’ve got your back, okay? ” “  please, tell me you have a plan.  ” “  stay with me tonight.  ” “  don’t go. please.  ”   “  i’ve been alone for so long i’m afraid i don’t know what it’s like not to be.  ”   “  talk to me.  ”   “  i did what i had to do.  ” “  we can’t keep going on like this.  ” “  i’m just tired.  ” “  i’m scared.  ” “  it’s okay to be afraid. fear can be good. use it.  ” “  it’s better to expect disappointment.  ” “  hope is dangerous.  ” “  i like seeing you smile.  ”   “  you look beautiful.  ”   “  be patient with her/him. they’re trying. ”   “  i’m trying my best and it’s not good enough. it’s never good enough. ” “  i’m starting to think i’m just fucked up.  ”   “  have a drink with me.  ” “  she/he is better off without me. but i guess that’s their choice.  ” “  you can’t dictate what’s best for someone else. ” “  can i help you?  ” “  i thought you’d like this.  ” “  do you wanna get out of here?  ” “  walk with me?  ” “  well, shit.  ”