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tonight I'm gonna finish the goatman piece and possibly start and finish the gargoyle piece. I've decided to take this evening and make it my time to just veg about and do something I want to do
i hope y'all like the goatman fic in writing bc I've had this idea for over a year but could never bring myself to try to write it. I'm pretty excited to finally bring him to fruition to share
if I get any downtime at work tonight, aside from revising my speech I have to present tomorrow, try to write more for the fic
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my hope is after tomorrow, I'll have a bit of breathing room to get a little writing done and posted. my math final is next week, and my last speech is next week as well. it'll be crunch time, but I'll have some downtime in between studying that I might be able to get away with
actively writing: goatman x reader, knight x reader, and cathedral gargoyle x reader.
I hope one of these is of interest to you, and if not, there will always be other things later on 🙂↕️
did a little writing today about 1035! here's a snippet. it is reader insert but I just wanted to showcase the details here!
Two ladies shielded their faces from view with veils as they scurried across the street. Their heels clacked atop of cobblestone that had turned black after the midday thunderstorm. What lasted of the rain was a fine mist that had dampened their clothes and lifted the smell of dirt and horse manure off of the stones underfoot.
As they approached the building, the ladies' footsteps began to hesitate, stagger sideways as they swirled one another in circles while engaged in an argument. One of them did all of the convincing while the other rebuked, reasoned against visiting this strange place they'd only ever heard about through word of mouth.
They stood in front of the door for a long time, attempting to see inside at the interior through thick window panes streaked with wet, gray-brown grime and pale fog. Hanging just before the threshold was a simple sign carved from black wood in an elegant shape. Gold leaf intentionally filled every crevice and letter, giving the appearance that its outline and words glowed.
It read, simply: APOTHECARY.
did a tiny bit of writing today. I know I've been mostly silent here lately, but between school and everything else right now, I am definitely trying my best. hopefully I'll have something to put up here by the end of the week. it won't be long bc the motivation to write my typical length just isn't there, but I hope you'll enjoy it nonetheless 🫶🏻🙂↕️
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(this came out of a conversation in the comments on a previous post about an author threatening to stop updating a fic because of lack of engagement)
So there’s this idea that fic writers should write for themselves and not care too much about stats or engagement,
and i totally get the sentiment behind that. if writing becomes entirely about stats and external validation, something important does get lost - creative freedom and joy, conviction in your own writing
but i also think:
“i write for myself, but i post for others.”
because posting fic is not only self-expression. it’s social. ao3 is called an archive, but emotionally it often functions as a community space.
people post for connection, for participation, for others to bear witness to their pain and trauma and grief,
and i don’t think most people are asking to be admired so much as acknowledged. there’s something deeply human about wanting another person to encounter something that mattered to you and go:
“ok, yeah, I see what you were trying to say. I see you.”
especially because fanfic is often people processing very real feelings through fictional characters at a safe distance, one step removed,
and then uploading that deeply personal thing into a shared archive and hoping somebody else might connect with it.
And i think that’s why it hurts so much when you summon up the courage and post a fic into the void and you get nothing back,
Unfortunately, thanks to my fluffiest boye needing that emergency treatment a little while ago, I've not really been able to recover my finances. Even though I did my absolutely best for all of July and almost all of June trying to not need help.
Monthly storage of all our earthly possessions and bills is now coming in at a sweet sweet £520 a month. I have about £64 in my account left as we speak, and that'll be going down by £50 in the next few days as the phone bills come out. What my USA followers would know as social security just barely covers this, and NOT in a timely fashion, leaving me gaps like this where I have basically no money for necessities for weeks at a time.
This isn't even mentioning that we need to scrape together enough for a deposit for a new place, since the current estate agent & landlord situation has turned into a massive issue.
Honestly, I usually put together more of a cohesive overview for my help posts, but I'm honestly so goddamn tired these days. Very funny that my chronic fatigue housemate is looking at me going 'you're sleeping more that i do' but! i still can't get that checked out by my GP!! because!!!! i'm still homeless!!!!! and can't visit him!!!!! ahahahaha!!!!!
If you CAN help and feel like you want to, please, my Paypal is here.
If you can't help, or don't feel like it, please just reblog this post!!
a peek into what I'm writing next. I'm really not all that inspired by anything rn, but I'm trying:
A man in shining armor lied dead at you feet. This much you assumed coldly and wrapped in trepidation because he had stumbled out of the woods, bloodied sword brandished at his side as though he meant to come at you swinging it. But, he had been stricken by some mortal wound or illness as he had stopped short, halting where his heavy feet beat into the soft earth, and collapsed under the weight himself
hey, guys, still sitting on hiatus for this blog probably until semester ends in two weeks. in between studying and life stuff, I'm still trying to write little fics as usual. a couple of ideas I'm running with right now:
a merman knight who protects you during an ambush
a wounded knight who you nurse back to health
a unicorn centaur being hunted for his golden horn ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
a dark tale of being protected by a cathedral gargoyle
a victorian tale of working as an apothecary with a goatman
these will all be posted on ao3 first and then gradually moved over here when I have the time to format posts and make them look pretty
other ideas from the past will eventually be complete, but I just can't sit around and mull over stuff right now, so I'm really only able to write things that I'm inspired to
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you move to a sleepy coastal town called moorwick in search of your missing father. what comes next is bargaining with a literal legend.
wc; 1,400
warnings; very detail + prose heavy, brief mention of violence, a missing person, very northwest "small town with secrets" vibes
divider; @/strangergraphics
if you enjoyed and/or would like to see more, please reblog and share your thoughts with me!!
Something in your life had always felt amiss, like an unexplainable discomfort always resting on the edge of your periphery. It was there just out of sight of your mind, of pervading your every thought, yet it was a lingering sensation that never quite let you be.
Your father's disappearance had haunted you for as long as you could remember, even though your memories of him were far and few between. Mother told you he had been a good man, a bit stuck in his peculiarities, but she had attributed it to the place where he had grown up, a sleepy town flanked by roiling seas and the endless peaks of treetops.
You found yourself there, a town called Moorwick, after receiving multiple attested letters from the mayor of the town containing a certificate of your father's death—an opportunity of finality to the questions and wonders you'd held in your head for most of your life. It did not quash the ache to know more, to seek answers for yourself that would've been omitted or politely disguised by a formal letterhead calling it case closed.
The people of Moorwick liked to keep their secrets and weren't partial to you, despite being the grown child of one of their own. You had an outsider stench and a wandering eye that raised their hackles. It felt like disobedience. When you had arrived, it was clear that they anticipated that after some niceties and condolences, you would have been on your way back to the city, sufficiently placated as any reasonable person in mourning would be, but you did not go.
The mayor of Moorwick, a man named Colson Sinclair, had given you the key to your father's old cabin on the fringes of town, nearest to the great maw of the Atticus Forest, and charmed you with a gleaming smile as he told you to stay as long as you needed to. There was some tension in his words, hopefulness that you might refuse his hospitality and realize this pursuit of information had always been moot.
Their displeasure was palpable when you continued to show up across town in the coming days and weeks, taking most of your meals from the corner booth at the local diner, sweetening burnt coffee and gnawing on the rubbery dinner specials. They always thought it was quite odd that you showed up in the evenings to order coffee and a quick meal, but no one ever dared to sit across from you in the booth to ask why you did.
After the diner, you would wait late when darkness fell across Moorwick, and the last of warm, glowing amber dimmed in the windows of houses far off from your father's cabin. It was easy enough to watch the town from this distance, to know when it was safe to collect your things and step outside into the misty night air.
The thing about Moorwick was that it always rained, whether in some cold torrential downpour that flooded the streets and leaked through the ceiling of the cabin, or a gentle mist that found a way to seep into your bones and wrap you in a dreadful chill. It made your elbows and knees ache, your fingers tightly grasping a flashlight, to cramp and swell. By the time you would return home just before sunrise, your toes were wet and pruned in your rain boots, and your clothes peeled off your body like a second skin.
There was a reason why you left the cabin in the dead of night, set an alarm to blare at you at three o'clock in the morning: you had someone to meet in the forest, waiting within the depths of the trees and shadows. You never wasted time dallying to make yourself presentable because there were only so many hours in the night, and only so much time you had to make the trek back to the cabin before being noticed when the guise of nightfall had lifted.
So, you crept along the shadows for as long as you could, then crouched and crawled through tall, robust grasses that whipped back in your face as you pushed through them. Your knees were already cold, pants sodden by rainwater and soft earth that swallowed your weight as you moved one leg forward and then the other.
Once you were through the trees, beyond the safety of the town, the air around you changed. The fog came to attention, writhing and coiling, serpentine in the way it encircled your body as if examining you closely to see whether to toss you away or allow you the privilege to go deeper.
The Atticus Forest permitted you to venture its depths, but the fog followed you wherever you went in its domain, as was only right. You were a guest in this great place, and at any time, it could cast you out.
Then, once you were far enough, you called out into the fog and darkness. Three times more, you yelled into the black air and through the immense trees so he could locate you from wherever he had wandered in this ancient place. And, once a wailing wind began to rise upon you, you quieted and waited for him to come to you.
The screams of lost and tormented souls carried on this invisible wind, rustling branches and howling hauntingly through clusters of tree trunks. They followed behind thunderous hoofbeats throbbing inside your head like blue lightning, and drummed inside your chest as if trying to match your heartbeat.
Suddenly, the air around you recoiled, shrinking away at the sounds of the dead and then the otherworldly shrieks of a horse. Just as the fog retreated, a massive white stallion appeared in the pillar of light from your torch. His muzzle was shredded flesh and muscle and exposed bone, eyes glowing red in your warm light. The horse chomped on the bit fused into his jaws as he picked up his large feet and pranced impatiently in place, held steady by his rider.
The man astride the white steed was silent and motionless, ramrod straight in the saddle, chest still as he did not need to take breaths. He wore black armor weathered by time and smelled like he had been lying on the forest floor for a long time, of wet dirt and moss. A crimson cape draped from his shoulders, ending in tatters that fluttered like red flames when caught in your light.
"You took your time tonight, Horseman," you told him, to which he offered no verbal response but leaned his large body sideways off the saddle, extending his arm out to you. "The rain is supposed to get worse. We might not be able to accomplish much tonight."
Without a word, the Horseman gestured you closer impatiently. To think, less than a year ago, he had been holding an axe to your neck as he held you off the ground by your hair. You were going to become a part of his legend, one of the many heads he collected because he no longer had one of his own.
But you were smart under pressure and had made a bargain with the Horseman. If he were to help you find your father, you would find him his lost head. Both felt like impossible challenges that would run you in circles until you could think of something better, or he would tire of waiting and kill you, anyway.
For now, you had time that you didn't plan to squander.
You picked up your heavy feet, suctioned to the ground by mud and rainwater, and let the Horseman wrap his arms around your waist once you were near. He hoisted you up from the ground and helped you to straddle the saddle. Your back was flush to his breastplate, secured in your seat by his arms as he gripped the reins and jutted the white steed in the ribs with his spurs.
As the white steed began to prance again, emitting an awful wailing sound as he surged forward, you were reminded of how your heartbeat quickened at this proximity with the Horseman and often let your mind wander to contemplate what it meant.
you move to a sleepy coastal town called moorwick in search of your missing father. what comes next is bargaining with a literal legend.
wc; 1,400
warnings; very detail + prose heavy, brief mention of violence, a missing person, very northwest "small town with secrets" vibes
divider; @/strangergraphics
if you enjoyed and/or would like to see more, please reblog and share your thoughts with me!!
Something in your life had always felt amiss, like an unexplainable discomfort always resting on the edge of your periphery. It was there just out of sight of your mind, of pervading your every thought, yet it was a lingering sensation that never quite let you be.
Your father's disappearance had haunted you for as long as you could remember, even though your memories of him were far and few between. Mother told you he had been a good man, a bit stuck in his peculiarities, but she had attributed it to the place where he had grown up, a sleepy town flanked by roiling seas and the endless peaks of treetops.
You found yourself there, a town called Moorwick, after receiving multiple attested letters from the mayor of the town containing a certificate of your father's death—an opportunity of finality to the questions and wonders you'd held in your head for most of your life. It did not quash the ache to know more, to seek answers for yourself that would've been omitted or politely disguised by a formal letterhead calling it case closed.
The people of Moorwick liked to keep their secrets and weren't partial to you, despite being the grown child of one of their own. You had an outsider stench and a wandering eye that raised their hackles. It felt like disobedience. When you had arrived, it was clear that they anticipated that after some niceties and condolences, you would have been on your way back to the city, sufficiently placated as any reasonable person in mourning would be, but you did not go.
The mayor of Moorwick, a man named Colson Sinclair, had given you the key to your father's old cabin on the fringes of town, nearest to the great maw of the Atticus Forest, and charmed you with a gleaming smile as he told you to stay as long as you needed to. There was some tension in his words, hopefulness that you might refuse his hospitality and realize this pursuit of information had always been moot.
Their displeasure was palpable when you continued to show up across town in the coming days and weeks, taking most of your meals from the corner booth at the local diner, sweetening burnt coffee and gnawing on the rubbery dinner specials. They always thought it was quite odd that you showed up in the evenings to order coffee and a quick meal, but no one ever dared to sit across from you in the booth to ask why you did.
After the diner, you would wait late when darkness fell across Moorwick, and the last of warm, glowing amber dimmed in the windows of houses far off from your father's cabin. It was easy enough to watch the town from this distance, to know when it was safe to collect your things and step outside into the misty night air.
The thing about Moorwick was that it always rained, whether in some cold torrential downpour that flooded the streets and leaked through the ceiling of the cabin, or a gentle mist that found a way to seep into your bones and wrap you in a dreadful chill. It made your elbows and knees ache, your fingers tightly grasping a flashlight, to cramp and swell. By the time you would return home just before sunrise, your toes were wet and pruned in your rain boots, and your clothes peeled off your body like a second skin.
There was a reason why you left the cabin in the dead of night, set an alarm to blare at you at three o'clock in the morning: you had someone to meet in the forest, waiting within the depths of the trees and shadows. You never wasted time dallying to make yourself presentable because there were only so many hours in the night, and only so much time you had to make the trek back to the cabin before being noticed when the guise of nightfall had lifted.
So, you crept along the shadows for as long as you could, then crouched and crawled through tall, robust grasses that whipped back in your face as you pushed through them. Your knees were already cold, pants sodden by rainwater and soft earth that swallowed your weight as you moved one leg forward and then the other.
Once you were through the trees, beyond the safety of the town, the air around you changed. The fog came to attention, writhing and coiling, serpentine in the way it encircled your body as if examining you closely to see whether to toss you away or allow you the privilege to go deeper.
The Atticus Forest permitted you to venture its depths, but the fog followed you wherever you went in its domain, as was only right. You were a guest in this great place, and at any time, it could cast you out.
Then, once you were far enough, you called out into the fog and darkness. Three times more, you yelled into the black air and through the immense trees so he could locate you from wherever he had wandered in this ancient place. And, once a wailing wind began to rise upon you, you quieted and waited for him to come to you.
The screams of lost and tormented souls carried on this invisible wind, rustling branches and howling hauntingly through clusters of tree trunks. They followed behind thunderous hoofbeats throbbing inside your head like blue lightning, and drummed inside your chest as if trying to match your heartbeat.
Suddenly, the air around you recoiled, shrinking away at the sounds of the dead and then the otherworldly shrieks of a horse. Just as the fog retreated, a massive white stallion appeared in the pillar of light from your torch. His muzzle was shredded flesh and muscle and exposed bone, eyes glowing red in your warm light. The horse chomped on the bit fused into his jaws as he picked up his large feet and pranced impatiently in place, held steady by his rider.
The man astride the white steed was silent and motionless, ramrod straight in the saddle, chest still as he did not need to take breaths. He wore black armor weathered by time and smelled like he had been lying on the forest floor for a long time, of wet dirt and moss. A crimson cape draped from his shoulders, ending in tatters that fluttered like red flames when caught in your light.
"You took your time tonight, Horseman," you told him, to which he offered no verbal response but leaned his large body sideways off the saddle, extending his arm out to you. "The rain is supposed to get worse. We might not be able to accomplish much tonight."
Without a word, the Horseman gestured you closer impatiently. To think, less than a year ago, he had been holding an axe to your neck as he held you off the ground by your hair. You were going to become a part of his legend, one of the many heads he collected because he no longer had one of his own.
But you were smart under pressure and had made a bargain with the Horseman. If he were to help you find your father, you would find him his lost head. Both felt like impossible challenges that would run you in circles until you could think of something better, or he would tire of waiting and kill you, anyway.
For now, you had time that you didn't plan to squander.
You picked up your heavy feet, suctioned to the ground by mud and rainwater, and let the Horseman wrap his arms around your waist once you were near. He hoisted you up from the ground and helped you to straddle the saddle. Your back was flush to his breastplate, secured in your seat by his arms as he gripped the reins and jutted the white steed in the ribs with his spurs.
As the white steed began to prance again, emitting an awful wailing sound as he surged forward, you were reminded of how your heartbeat quickened at this proximity with the Horseman and often let your mind wander to contemplate what it meant.