Smile, it looks good on you

Dear “best friend”, You thought we were best friends eh? Tell me this... why would we be best friends if you never once came to visit me on your own? Why did I have to come and get you each time? I would waste $40 in gas for you to bring you down to visit and back home. For what? For you to fuck your boyfriend on my couch and have a little get away with him, and ignore me the whole time? For you to try and get with my best friend while I’m asleep? How about on New Years when you finally came down on your own.. but you ditched me the whole night to go to a pub crawl and crash on a random chicks couch...with your boyfriend. Yup.. that’s a best friend right? Wrong. I was a taxi to you. I was a storage unit. I was a hotel. My house was your hook up pad.  I know we’ve said somethings that hurt one another, but you’ve been calling me rude names for awhile now. Sorry I’m in a long distance relationship and I want my boyfriends attention. But that makes me needy in your eyes. Sorry I get stressed out cause of school. Trust me I don’t expect you to know that... you’re a high school drop out. Sorry I’ve been so screwed over that I don’t take shit anymore. But that makes me a bitch right? Maybe I do have a tendency to blame others for my issues but at least I try to make it up to them. A best friend shouldn’t put you down all the time. They should bring you up. They’re supposed to be your back support not kick you down. At least I don’t have to listen to you telling me I’m needy, petty or a bitch anymore. I thought I could trust you. Doesn’t trust mean you don’t have your friend on speaker when they’re telling personal stuff? Doesn’t trust mean you don’t tell your boyfriend EVERY detail of what your friend is saying? Your boyfriend shouldn’t be telling me what I should be doing and trying to give me advice when he doesn’t know jackshit. Your boyfriend should stay out of things unless instructed otherwise. Yeah he is his own person and can make his own decisions but that doesn’t mean they’re always wanted. Your boyfriend is a low life anyways. He cheated on you after 2 months and you’re staying with him and you don’t trust him. He just deals you cheap weed and that’s all that matters in your life. I gave you money for a concert. $84.50 to be exact. You then went and spent it behind my back on someone else so they could get an abortion. Guess what? Abortions are free in Canada unless you’ve had more then 3. So either your friend is a whore or you lied. Where did my money really go? Now you’re refusing to give me my money back and you sold the tickets behind my back. Who does that? Honestly who does that. You need to learn what it is like being a grown up. You need to learn that money doesn’t grow on trees and if it’s not yours, don’t spend it. I work hard for my money. You get yours from the government and grandma.  Best friends are supposed to be there for each other no matter what. I’ve left class before cause you’ve called me crying. You’ve ignored me when my boyfriend and I were on a really bad break. Who does that? Not to mention that you apparently hated every time I texted you. Why not speak up and tell me I’m annoying you? Why not tell me to shut up? Ignoring just makes things worse. You were the fakest person I’ve ever met. You’d act like my friend to get stuff and rides then behind my back roll your eyes and ignore my texts? If that’s your definition of a best friend I want nothing to do with you. I’m glad you blocked me out of your life. I’m glad I don’t have to hear you calling me about how you don’t trust your boyfriend or about how you can’t find a job cause you’re only applying online. I’m glad I got the fake friend you were out of my life. But I wish you had some decency to actually pay me back. Sincerely, You’re best friend