It was just a bad dream...

Hello everyone! My name is Noelle Holiday!! Go on and ask me things, I don't mind!

(Anything to distract me from that nightmare..)

M/As: None

Inbox: Closed!

(Askbox closes when I have a set of asks to answer! Thanks!)

"I appreciate the suggestion, but I think last night was enough ice cream for me, fahaha..."

"But, thanks... School has been going how it usually goes... My grades are still really good, Ms. Alphys' classes aren't really that hard, and I've just been studying a lot! With the help of- uhm- Berdly, of course."

Also here, have this extra lil frame I scrapped from the last ask hehe :)

* This path you're on is dangerous. It won't make you stronger, it won't make you better, all it will do is hurt everyone around you until one day you're just surrounded by silence and dust. No one around, no talking and laughter, no flowers growing, no parties thrown, nothing that makes a town feel alive. Only weeds and vines. So much silence you can hear your blood pumping through your veins. You're barely able to breathe or see with all the dust in the air. The world is a hellish husk of what it was before.

* I know what it's like being forced to do things like this. Trust me, I know better than anyone could. But you need to resist. You resisted casting Snowgrave at first, remember? Keep trying to make excuses for why you can't cast Iceshock. Say you're tired, the air is too warm, anything. Just try and keep them from making you do anything. I know that you're strong - but not in the way it wants you to be. You're strong in the real way. You can use that strength. I believe in you.

* Good luck.

-MV

"......"

"Wh.. What... What are you..-"

".........."

"..N-No.... What are you saying- I don't know what you're talking about! Y-You're saying all this like it's.. like it's all real-"

"S-Snowgrave?"

"No. No no no.. NO-"

"Can you all stop about Berdly already?? I told you all, he's-"

"Don't you dare bring Susie into this."

"...."

"..I guess I have been acting... kind of weird... but.... paranormal...?-"

''No, that's ridiculous! No one is filling my had with any thoughts, you're just weirded out by the fact I'm standing up for myself!"

("Nobel prize"...?)

"Well, aren't you all the therapist I'll never get."

"Ah- I mean... Of course I know that. I just think I deserve to get a little mad at things. I've been a doormat for way too long.."

I can finally show you guys Snowelle's design oh my god, it's old but I DON'T CARE

A couple things will probably change but YEAH HERE SHE IS!!!!

"......."

"....Dad..?"

"Noelle! It's time to get up!"

"......"

".....Yes, mom."

"Well....."

"...It might as well have been a dream."

"Noelle?"

"Yeah?"

"Can I come in?"

"Yeah, of course dad."

"Hey, snowflake. I was thinking... that you and I could play some Dragon Blazers! Here, I brought the game so we can play together!"

"Oh... Y-Yeah. Yeah, I'd like that."

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"Heh- You alright, Noelle? You haven't said a squeak, even when the boss monster came! Thought you'd be a bit more scared, haha!"

"Ah- Right, yeah um- Sorry, must be a lil too tired to be scared! Faha- Yeah.."

"Hey, maybe you should make the healer hea-"

"I've got it! D-Don't worry dad, I know what I'm doing, promise."

"..."

"Noelle.. You're getting braver every day, huh? That's great! I'm proud of you. You're learning how to handle yourself, and that's important."

"One day, you'll learn to stand up for others, but you gotta learn to stand up for yourself first, alright? And don't forget, you've got me around! Hahah! Don't forget your old man when you're all big and strong now, kay? And you've got so many others too! Family, friends, we're all here to stand by you, if you let us."

"You're stronger than you think. Just.. remember that you can still count on others, alright?"

".......Thanks... dad."

".....I.... Sorry. I'd... rather spend time with dad."

("Noticeably upset" huh? What made it obvious.)

"...No. I said I'm fine."

"WELL, IT WOULDN'T MAKE MUCH OF A DIFFERENCE BECAUSE SHE WAS NEVER REALLY THERE FOR ME WHEN SHE WAS ALIVE!!!"

"I SAID I'M NOT GOING TO SEE HER! CAN'T YOU IDIOTS UNDERSTAND THAT!?! DON'T THINK SAYING SOMETHING LIKE THAT WILL COAX ME TO GO, STOP THINKING YOU CAN CONTROL ME!!!"

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"Honey, what was that noise?? Are you okay?"

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"Noelle?"

"Ah– S-Sorry dad, I just uh... saw a bug and stood up too fast... I spilled my ice cream too! Faha! Silly me....."

"I'll..... go get changed."

"Noelle! Your hand!"

"Huh?"

"Your right hand! What happened? Are you okay?"

"Oh- this? Uhh.... I kinda... uh.. accidentally cut myself?"

"How did you-"

"Oh! Hang on a sec, snowflake. I gotta take this. See ya in a minute okay? This'll be quick."