It's hard to start talking about how wonderful these past three years have been every since we started this silly little blog. As The Amazing Digital Circus comes to an end, all I have to say is that I am grateful for every single one of you who stuck together for so long. You all have not only been an amazing public, but amazing friends to me, people that I have met through this blog who became my closest friends and family I could ask for.
We have been through ups and downs, all of us I'm sure, so many things could happen in two years, and these past two have been life changing, and even if for a while I diverged heavily from this fandom, at the same time, we have been here from the start, haven't we? You and I.
I'm glad for the moments we got together, for all the good laughs and the deep thoughts we shared, the things we confided in one another, and it has been a pleasure to be here for you all.
The times are hard right now, in an era where so many of us may be struggling completely alone with our internal thoughts, it's hard to remember that we are all but still human, flawed, full of regrets, of things we did and didn't do, we have feelings that can't be explained, and so much that sometimes it can feel things will burst out of our chest. And even so, we are still human, we are still here. As long as we are alive, it's never too late to reach out.
In times of loneliness, all we have is each other, and forever we will have each other.
If we can take one lesson from all of these years together, is that it's never too late to get back up again.
If you are still here with us, you should know that you are the strongest person I have ever met, because you're here! Despite all that you've been through, you're here, and you never gave up, that is something to be proud of, and I know I am proud of you.
I want to give a special thank you to every one who's been here this far. You are something else, you are family.
Thank you for being my friend.
The loser behind this blog has been doing well, I've been finishing up college, taking the path of education, and even if dealing with so many new things I found out about myself, dealing with mental illness and addiction, I've been alright, picking myself up day after day.
As for Jax... He's still here, a memory of our good times togethe. You have all been a great public, and we can only hope he's been a great friend to you, while we lasted.
With nothing left to say, I bow to you, my friends. And if we don't see each other again... Good morning, good evening, and good night.
