Ask-Graywalkerpony

I plan on making all my ocs from all my ask blogs, @ask-graywalkerpony and @ask-thelostoneroaming in their Nightmare Night costumes!

I want to apologize and explain my previous posts that I posted throughout my work shift yesterday. It’s a hard thing to even bring up or even talk about as I dislike talking about my personal life, so I am sorry if I worry people.

For the past few days, my close friends have noticed a change in me since I started taking antidepressants and sleep medications. I started to suddenly exhibit far more depressive mood changes and now today I was numb and I had suicidal thoughts that I normally don’t have. I genuinely thought I would kill myself tonight after I got off work by overdosing on my sleep meds and antidepressants, so I asked @tazerpones if he’d take over @ask-graywalkerpony blog as I believe I wouldn’t be alive to do so.

Near the end of my work shift, my brian finally cleared that fog of suicidal thoughts and numbness and I was able to think and be somewhat normal with a hint of anxiety. By the time I got home I was stimming on a Lion King toy I took from work. I was able to talk to my friends about how I felt all day and the past few days and come to a realization that my current dosage mixture of my meds have been affecting me poorly. I also asked @tazerpones to let me have @ask-graywalkerpony back as I wasn’t in a proper state of mind to even give away my blog.

So I will be taking a day off from work tomorrow/today to recover and talk to my doctor about my medications.

Again. I apologize as this may/ is a sensitive topic to talk about. But please try not to worry as I’ll be taking care of things to make me better mentally and I have wonderful friends to help me with that.