I’m done.
this is going to be long so i’ll shove this under a read more.
This is hard for me to say, but im not going to be posting story posts anymore. in fact expect posts to happen very sparingly.
http://tubbytabletmod.tumblr.com/
thats my mod blog its got a nsfw post every so often but i tag them.
im moving away from ponies and tumblr for the most part. I love both these things, and being a part of these community’s has taught me so much. I’v met some of the greatest and most creative people iv ever know here. i can’t mention you all as it would take to long. I’ll name a few here though. Hyper brony was one of my first followers and the first popular blog to think my ideas were good or at least interesting.
the nameless oc and wiggles inspire me to keep drawing even when my depression makes it seem to hard and not worth anything. Their ability to keep to an update schedule is so amazing.
Kensake helped me gain friends when i have such a hard time connecting with people in my own town. Knirrax and Blaze have helped me improve my art and have influenced my style greatly. every one in the apt noot is important to me and im not going to stop talking to any one or anything like that.
Why am I stopping?
Because i got what i needed from this blog. I made this blog last year when my depression was at its peak. id been looking for work for two years, id lost my apartment and been kicked out of my boyfriends families home. so there i was 21 living with my grandparents feeling like a sponge on society. All my highschool friends had moved on with their lives and only one of them talked to me at but she had moved states away. With every place in town never letting me get past the interview my life was spent playing video games all day waiting for something to change.
I started watching MLP and became obsessed with it and its message of friend ship. I wanted to do something with my life so i started drawing after years of having stopped completely. I wanted to connect with people who like the show and i loved writing stories. so i joined tumblr after coming up with a dumb story for my oc’s. Well i did it, i made friends i got to do something with my time.
Well its a few months past a year later and i’m still unemployed. Debt collectors call me day and night and i still only see my love you seven years once or twice a week.
all through highschool i bought books about making comics. its what i wanted to do but i never had the talent. but with nothing else going on in my life that what i want to focus on.
As for apartment 2b where was i going with its story?
Well act 1 was to be a collections of stories about each one of my oc’s focusing on their bad traits mostly but getting you to know them enough to like them.
Act 2 which was only three and a half arcs away was to start after jewel through a huge fit, and brought out into the open that every one of them was a bad friend in someway. With the only mending of the relationship being between Pocket, Tarot and Jewel. the group then splits ways. Highlighter quits here job and her and ken leave manehattan. Pocket unable to find work and struggling with depression joins the royal guard and Tarot and jewel set off on their own to travel equestria as a magic act. Rift worried for pocket joins the guard as well and smudge heads back home having the info he needs.
once home smudge reports to the alpha dog his findings and the act ends with daimonddogs declaring war on equestria and the mass kidnapping of ponies.
Act three was to be about each charater as they fought the war in their own way. highlighter heads out to find her missing parents (only to be kidnapped) smudge struggles to serve is leader and prevent pony casualties. Pocket and rift fight and rift dies protecting pocket. tarot and jewel sneak into the diamond dog base in an attempt to stop the war and find pocket. The daimonds dogs use their pony slave labor to help them dig up their ancient leader who celestia sealed in crystal.
during a meeting between celestia and the alpha, twilight and the elements find out that diamonds dogs live under eminence poverty with starvation and violence and class warfare daily realities. the alpha blames celestia for this for pony expansion taking many of their mines away, and not responding to her countless request for aid. (to not much fault of celestias and she was trying to make sure she had resources to spare before she commited to helping.)
this act ends as tarot and jewel stop the opening of the sealed crystal and celestia promise to give the aid she should have in the first place. pocket attends rifts funeral only to find that rifts “wife” is pregnant and plans to give it up for adoption. pocket offers to take of it at no cost to her and she agrees. pocket spends his days working for the guard and raising rifts daughter. highlighter and ken marry and have a daughter. smudge marries the alpha and the have a son. Tarot and jewel travel the world solving magical problems with tarots future sight. the end.
sorry this was so long. if you read through this all im flattered. i cried during most of this writing.
I’ll still post my pony art on here. but i wont blame you if you want to unfollow.













