he's beauty, he's grace, there's food on his face

i would like to firstly apologise for going on a hiatus that was not talked about before.  there was first horrible things i had to deal with and i needed to distance myself away from the ask blog because it caused me to much stress.

at first it was hard, but then i just became busy. i was promoted in my rank in rotc and had to take charge because of that, as well as i needed to not keep myself stuck in my house the entire day and actually socialize

needless to say, that, tests, and work kept me up this entire year.

finally that it’s summer, i have a job but i do have time to be able to draw and re-group with my friends.. well, some of them.

this ask blog that was made 2-3 years ago changed my life, it helped my depression with meeting some people. they come and go, but i will always keep them in my hearts. this fandom has been an on and off motion for me. but now i do realise i am no longer part of the community,nor do i really want to? i had my fun, but when i updated it was only because i wanted to keep my friendships with 5 people, nate, jack, juliet, eva and quinn- and i lost motivation for this ask blog anyways.

do not get me wrong, this ask blog got me to even do things i’ve never done before, and interactions with a bunch of friends i will never forget. hell, i even got into a relationship once because of this ask blog.

i had anxiety thinking of taking down this blog because of so many people following here, and i did not want to let anyone down.. but i have to do something that benefits me.

now, if someone would like to take over this blog, please do privately message me about it- i don’t want someone to forget about this accomplishment i made.. but if not, that’s okay.

thank you to everyone who dealt with my shitty drawings at first, who  sent asks when i had no hope, to interact and draw me stuff or even talk to me- it brightens my day. three years worth of this blog, i would have never done it without your support.

if you would still like to follow my personal/art blog (it does not feature hetalia, as said- mostly overwatch and musicals) it is at @starry-kitkat , and even started an ask blog with scout mun (everyone knows sscout/jack l mao ) at @ask-gaymermell you have that. i don’t know if i will ever reboot this blog, but for now- it is inactive.