caught in the storm

You shouldn’t. I-I promise

I won't...make you talk to me, but I'm here if you need me. Really.

Ash its not easy to explain… or talk about it.. I just feel disgusted with my self right not and i-ts not why you think. I’m disappointed with someone, I thought they changed, clearly they dint. 

I...I'm a bit concerned now. Should I be?

I-I promise that I am, w-why wouldn’t I be okay? I mean i-its complicated…

I don't know, you tell me? What's going on?

I mean, I don’t think they actually know about that, so.  

But...you should be able to switch. I dunno.

If I had friends who wanted to do things with me then maybe I’d go and do somethings. I dunno but it’s not so bad. I’ve always wanted you to be the social butterfly I knew you were capable of being. Maybe you should start saying more of those things that pop up into your head, yeah?

Who said I didn't want to do things with you? It's weird. Can't you be social with me? I'd feel a lot more comfortable with that.  Everything else isn't that amusing, trust me. They're mostly just...random thoughts that no one would understand.

Y-yeah, fine and dandy. H-how about you?

You don't...I dunno. You don't seem okay. Are you sure nothing's wrong?

It’s a movie. God, ugh. Maybe actually you should keep doing what you’re doing and I should stop locking myself in my room and watching Netflix all day because I was never like this before. I used to be so fun, wow. That’s a good idea, good response. I’m impressed.

Sitting alone watching Netflix all day just doesn't seem fun to me, Sof. Go out and do something. When did I become the social one? It was? Uh. Okay. I don't know. First thing that popped into my head.

It’s one of the best feelings in the world, better than the last episode of Friends. And not much is better than that.

I've never actually...seen Friends. Is that bad?

I’m not hiding. I’m just… not really leaving my room, I guess. Stuck In Love’s on Netflix now so I’ve been preoccupied. Her. The one where he dates his computer. It’d be nice though, besides the not having sex thing.

Stuck in Love? What's that? Wait-- that movie's about him dating his computer? I should really watch television more, shouldn't I? I don't see any trailers. Uh, well, date your phone and have someone on the side? I don't know how to respond to that.