Crying Into the Void

There is something fundamentally wrong with me, as my first thought was about insomnia and how sleep is as elusive as death.

If you didn’t grow up ashamed and terrified of sharing your interests/hobbies/tastes with ANYONE, then were you really living?

🎵I'm running lowwww, on serotoninnnn🎵

Honestly, can someone send me a serotonin refill app? Asking for a friend… (me)

What is this serotonin you speak of? Never heard of it. I don’t seem to have any.

how to do things that everyone else seems to do no problem

"your life is yours to mold" oh nooooooooo oh no oh my god. oh fuck me. no. oh my god. oh im so fucked dude.

isolating isnt enough anymore i need to not be a person

i’m really sorry about my behavior. you see, growing up, my family- *remembers blaming all my problems on other people is really annoying and unhealthy* i mean. i am responsible for all the evils of this world and i bear sins like the sky bears the stars

I wish I could go to a doctor and just list every single symptom I ever experienced no matter how small and unconnected they seem and the doctor is nice and patient and knows everything and they nod and smile and explain that every symptom I ever experienced is connected to like one rare and often overlooked issue that's sooooo easy to fix with like. a pill. and then I never have to worry about anything ever again.