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Because it's been awhile and I am going through a hat obsession!

Felt cute and refreshed after a workout and shower. https://www.instagram.com/p/CiBdBhCp3SYtxszGL46sw5kaoPEjyY1H9ELXVk0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Happy hours, fake birthdays, & impromptu photo shoots with @partygirl_2053 https://www.instagram.com/p/Ch82wNUuUEAGx83y3IfnmlBF9RcdJn4AXiRXo00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Enjoying the lounges...I just don't see how Americans are over the top 😎 https://www.instagram.com/p/ChTm2tDu9s3Wi5M-BbOzvIhqkJAGyOredmAlj00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Seriously though, those sunsets #nofilter https://www.instagram.com/p/ChTeg0Xrqjnj3x6OZQk0fyijubEJ8vUn8PNSdk0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Summer '22 outings and sunsets https://www.instagram.com/p/ChP286JJNUOlofQeyxUpKgfOhzvxFTF1J0OMx00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Sums up my summer days, black & white edition. Photo credit @partygirl_2053 https://www.instagram.com/p/ChP0478JKHCiQSBFho9QMKF_BXw5spveQ4v-0I0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

That wind! :P

Salty vibes & beach hair

1. This was one of my favorite photos. He was always so tired and I found this photo so funny because he had the licorice i. Hia hand. 2. He had always called me foxy. A mix between sexy and fine. Haha my love of foxes began. 3. We had a date night and got put in the corner ): it was Brazilian food and it was okay. He tried (: I give him credit for it but he felt so bad. 4. We went to read in the park. He was not impressed. It took us hours to just get out of the house though. 5. Part of my birthday was paint night. He did forget we were going to spend a day for my birthday which made me sad that I had to remind him but it was overall a good day. https://www.instagram.com/p/CemZDravtCIUvXCcAjDp1iLR6ALfh2MfQD9PZ00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Also been meaning to post this pictute. This pretty much sums up our relationship. It was a meh kind of relationship. I wish Francisco the best happiness and success in his life. I am forgiving myself for abandoning myself for this relationship. I'm getting better and better and slowly returning to my true self tending to my own needs and really loving and caring for myself. https://www.instagram.com/p/CemXxNuPwX6hhkpZAgxsS7yCuF5I5Eoe0EsvY00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

One sign that I am not doing well ("hitting bottom") is when I bite my nails down to the last bit...this time it wasn't painful as it usually is. Sometime underlying is and was going on that my body was imbalanced ): even my digestive system is thrown off. I'm going through a few extreme highs and lows. It's not healthy. Usually this is also my reset. It's gross that I did take a picture and my fingers look so bloated and stubby. (at Mission Beach) https://www.instagram.com/p/CejdG4Ep2MhMNnSG_YGgZ1MjEVdRgYiAmxN3i40/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Sunset vibesss (at Playa Hermosa, Guanacaste) https://www.instagram.com/p/CeW2kscvNoUolIy1zhjXV7-tyBLPszYwV7lubw0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=