I met her best friends. We talked about every single future plan we have. I'm invited to her grandmother's birthday dinner and to christmas. Tonight i'm staying at her place for a change and watching a movie with her mother

She's my gf now. I met her parents. I told my dad and I gave her head for the first time🍑😋

I hooked up w the sexy german lawyer woman

I did the most unexpected shit my pussy ass would do and asked the german lawyer woman on a date (movie night at my place). We decided which evening it's gonna be and I asked: "Date?". She didn't reply to that question but she did confirm the movie night after i asked if it was gonna be a date. Is it a date now or not i don't fucking get it

Turned 26 today, 18 months clean this week, living on my own again since March and it's going better than expected. First time in my life where I'm feeling proud of myself, somewhat accomplished or at least on the right path to accomplishment. All thanks to the 12 step programme and schema therapy along with medication. I've never been this happy in my active addiction. Back when I was regularly active on Tumblr I was miserable. I couldn't accept life as it is and wanted more by using drugs. I've slowly started accepting the little conciousness I was given and the fact that I'll still want more from life from time to time. 1,5 years later and I can clearly see the growth, mostly because my cognitive capacities aren't affected by drugs anymore. I have the memory to remember how it used to be and how it is rn. I have the energy to do something productive everyday. I have the mental space to talk to people. I look at my tumblr feed from time to time even when I don't rb anything and it makes me so happy to see the familiar blogs, same names and same pictures❤️ i will always love this place

My Latvian friend taught me how to write and read in Georgian and took me to the Russian store and showed me all the Georgian food :)

1 year clean today

My homophobic dad gave me lots of money and i'm gonna spend it at pride with my best friend and the woman i met on HER and her mom. Also i'm 9 months clean

Am I fully clean if I've had alcohol this whole time (only once a month)? According to Narcotics Anonymous, I'm not clean. I've had a little breakdown after some members told me today.

It's gonna be a long summer. So much craving. But almost 9 months clean.

We went to that indian restaurant on saturday. Then we had a few drinks in a gay cafe. Talked about language, celebrity crushes, the dating app we met on, etc. She asked me a few times if everything was okay because to her i look sad sometimes. She did say she enjoyed it. Idk if we're a match. I know I find her physically attractive