We Are Pilots

When is it my turn for people to fucking check on me?

Ooh cool. So let’s tell a story about how the only guys that want to talk to me are in relationships and want to cheat on their boyfriends. And then they get pissed and I get blocked and ghosted. That’s a great one.

It’s not that I don’t care. I just can’t keep putting myself out there to people who can’t find the time to check on me. I don’t think people understand how lonely it can be sometimes.

Sometimes I would like to be the one that is checked in on rather than me doing the checking. I don’t need a full blown two hour long therapy session. Just a “hey I’m thinking about you.”

Really just feeling down. It hit me hard today.