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satoru finally managing to escape the seemingly endless amount of solo missions he has. he finds a good time to spend time with suguru and shoko, making the most out of their time together. suguru is having as much fun as his deteriorated mind can let him. as they walk out of an ice cream shop, they see paramedics taking away a stretcher with a blanket draped over it. suguru pauses in his tracks, and the world becomes drowned by the noise in his head. he stares distantly, almost longingly, having a terrible thought. ‘what if that was me instead?’ suguru feels a tap on his shoulder, and he was quick to shake away the thought. he felt guilt beginning to swell in his heart as he turns to look up at satoru. “is everything okay, suguru?” suguru doesn’t reply. he raises a hand to his ear to act as if he couldn’t hear anything in the crowded street. he then continues on to catch up with shoko, and satoru stands in place with disbelief.

suguru having the worst sxicidal tendencies. but never ever able to commit to any of them that he would rather have his demise come to him rather than be the one to initiate it himself. satoru comes to realize his self destructive behavior but its a little too late now.

suguru always making sure to take good care of his nails but after everything falls into the habit of biting and chewing his nails without noticing. satoru always liked how suguru was particular about his nails. so he quickly notices the lack of treatment. but for awhile he doesnt say anything until one night when he notices dried blood from his fingers. suguru bit them so much that he bled. satoru tries to probe for answers, asking what happened to his pretty nails as he kisses his fingers. suguru hesitates, and makes the excuse that a mission left him in bad shape. he then tries to clarify that he was fine now, that he was just a little tired. satoru listens, having a sliver of doubt, yet remaining quiet and proceeding to try to carefully tend to his nails.