ArtziieCamz

8/29/2023

It’s been a while!!! ✨ God how I missed making art no matter how sloppy I do it hahaha ♥️

First charcoal drawing ever 💕

wishing for those pixie dust 🤍💛 instead I got your smile. forever a daydreamer, I’m gonna stay a fool for a while.

I woke up around 12:30 am feeling like I was panicking. I don’t know from what though. I went over my mental checklist what could be amiss at this time and there seems to be nothing wrong. Maybe I was just dreaming because I don’t even remember where I was when I woke up... hopefully it’s nothing. *sigh* might as well finish up some reading until I fall asleep again. I’ve got some backlogs with the online courses because I prioritized passing the requirements before really dwelling to the context of the lectures. :/ It’s really about just passing the requirements this week than actually learning about something.

I decided to take a rest today and I painted. Gonna regret not reading much but a day of creativity is worth it. Made some mistakes but the overall looked great ❤️

Just tried to cartoonize my self 😊 took me forever to get those details. It’s still not perfect but it’s okay. I really had fun drawing and painting this. 🥰

Made a sketch of a female doctor last night 💕 I really want to project this to remind myself to do my best. :) gonna have a meeting later with some of my batchmates and our junior med students for some quiz bee preparation. So excited.

I hope everyone’s doing okay inspite the pandemic. I usually paint to manage my emotions. I haven’t gone to a psychiatrist, only a councilor in the past because of the fear that I’ll have a hard time getting a job once diagnosed. I’ve been managing it well for the past 4 years. My family became more understanding after I told them what’s been happening to me. So I’m glad I get to talk to them about mental health issues and about my emotions. Sometimes, all it takes is good communication. Even they have become aware with their own personal issues instead of ignoring them like they usually do. We support each other better now and that’s all I can hope for my family. Will continue to post my art even when I’m in med school. Thanks for reading and supporting my art blog. 💕

I made this yesterday after I watched “Atomic Blonde”. I saw the psoter and just fell in love with the “atomicness” of her hair haha.

This is one of my attempted character designs inspired by astrological sign “Leo” and a mix of Scott Pilgrim movies. Leo is a Fire sign in Astrology but i wanted the colors to be cool and fun so I used teal and purple for the flame effects. I specifically love her glowing hair. I have this idea that whenever she uses her powers, her hair and eyes will glow and the ♌️ mark on her left shoulder will light up as well. Her attire is supposed to be punked styled with Denim jacket and halter top bra but yours truly had a little bit trouble with drawing it and i don’t have a texture brush that can be identified as denim. Overall though, I’m actually loving it.

i miss the beach so I imagined I was there again. I used Tifa Lockhart and Marlene Wallace as the girl and woman here.

Found this painting of mine from last year. Can’t believe I did this 💕

I’ve been so obsessed with drawing Tifa Lockhart. 😍 I played FF7 OG and the remake and I just fell in love with the characters. Her being my favorite. It’s been a long time since I drew by hand so I’m really glad it turned out fine. 💕