This is the only place where I can escape far from the world from inside my head. I can pour out my words and not feel so alone.
I can tell you I’m downding in air and youll understand it. Feels like broken bottles thrown against my chest. Empty rain then the floods rush in. I’m alone but I’m not I’m surrounded. Can’t catch a break but I’m broken. Can’t you see this is me but you’re not looking.
I’m a mess I’m a wreck but you’re blind so I’m fine. I wish you’d notice. Hold a grudge let it go I don’t care it’s just how it goes. I’ll forgive but you don’t so what’s the point of talking. When I’m silent I’m screaming out loud but now your deaf. So I guess Im fine. When I’m down I put on a show but there’s no audience. I clap for my self then realize it’s not worth it.
I’m smiling so I’m happy isn’t that right? If I cry you say “I’m here” but you’re a ghost.
I feel the broken bottles against my skin 1 cut to deep go to bed and sleep. Not all scars you can see. But you’re blind when it comes to me.
