— ˀ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤlana del rey, as may jailer — sirens ask prompts.
when will i learn that there ain't nothing i can do?
don't ever pick up a man if you don't think he'll understand.
you didn't wanna go anywhere else.
don't let my momma hear your pretty song.
i want to stay home, be left alone.
there's something about seeing him die that puts it all into perspective.
can't put my finger on it, but i know i want it.
your hair exactly is what i like the best.
they're trying to teach me about ways of forgiving.
i'm tired of making decisions without thinking.
you have this way of making me say the opposite of everything i mean.
i'll do what you tell me, we can have it your way.
my momma wouldn't say you were a nice guy.
he's so sure he's got a tragic lifestyle.
aren't you gonna miss me?
baby, you're standing so close.
i ain't got no money, baby.
so many people say that they have it together.
do you think i'm crazy cause i'm up and leaving, baby?
i don't wanna keep thinking you love me just to find out you don't.
someone make my mind up so i don't have to decide.
i'll find my own way back to town.
i could not feel less connected from you.
i'm willing to try another way.
the way i'm feeling in this moment, it can't last my whole life.
making money's hard to do right.
i'll tell you the future.
i thought we were on the mend.
i don't really find it hard to get around.
come on, baby, don't be shy.
i've been searching everywhere.
i think we could be birds of a feather.
every waking moment i feel so unfulfilled.
i'm going out with a bang.
back and forth, i don't get anywhere.
my momma, she would say your hair was too long.
maybe you got your own problems, who doesn't?
it made me nervous to know you didn't like me, i really tried.
bet i can make you better.
jesus was a dying man, if he can't do it, no one can.
nothing could satisfy you 'til you left.
i try to quiet the thoughts in the night.
i'm a nice man, i live a nice life.
i just wanna kiss you, tonight.
i'll be all right in a month or two.
i don't need anybody when i'm down.
they're trying to teach me about new ways of living.
you're making money and you're working hard.
it's fine if you're hateful.
funny, i don't feel free.
how do you know me so well after only one night?
would you like to sit next to me?
that's the only way i knew how to begin.
there's a fear i have of feeling real bad.
now he's in a jail cell for some thirty years now.
you have a right to live your life like no one else does.
i don't care what you think.
he was a nice guy, really bright.
is this what you wished, to leave me behind?
my momma, she would say that i deceived you.
i have nothing else to do this summer but commit it to you.
wrap your arms around me.
hey, there, what you doing?
it's time to be on my way.
most of us were in bed all right.
you really put me in quite a position.
i don't know what i want to be.
if she ever saw you, she'd be smitten, too.
lately i've been thinking about making changes.
don't you tell me how i need to be, that ain't up to anybody else but me.
i'll never take you home, i want you all for my own.
another day is over, another day is done.
i don't feel like it's wrong.
you really seem like a prize to me.
there is something about watching a crime.
i care about how this turns out.
me and my momma, we don't get along.
tell me that it's over, now that you have found me.
i know i caught you at a not-so-happy time of your life.
i heard the sirens interrupt the silence.
you don't think i'm that strange.
well, i ain't got nobody.
i know i wanted all this in the beginning, i really tried.
it's something about seeing you fight, it makes me want to go out tonight.
is this what you wished, to commit a crime?
is this what you wished, to be serving time?
my momma, she would love you like i love you if she ever met you.
maybe my question is, why must it come to this?
i don't believe you when you say you want to leave.
would you like a little company?
i think about him as he does time.
you saw life back in the countryside.
there's some reason why i can't sit still.
don't ever trust yourself if you have a history of being a loving fool.
we're going to go home again.
i'd be happier just drinking.