Horns up

The way he phrased it as written down was on the other hand, completely untrue in a way that he knows is untrue. He said I told them on my birthday that I wasn't doing well, which was a lie. He also lied and said that he, my brother or my mom weren't able to reach me. Its technically true, but the reason why they can't reach me is because my brother blocked me, and I blocked all three of them, which he is aware of.

Not to mention, they know where I live and my dad especially has shown no concern for my privacy or wants and has shown up unannounced at my door before, but has not done so now, because he IS AWARE that his contact is not wanted and that I would call the cops on him

So now I'm in the situation where I am just collecting evidence, adding them all to a folder, and if 1(one) more incident of harassment occurs I'm going to have to make a police report. I'm fully expecting a police report to go nowhere, but when it inevitably escalates and my parents continue this behavior, I have a report on record that I can point to which will back up any further reports

It's just insane to me how I've spent all this time trying my best to just stay away and keep our business between the only involved parties, which would be me and my immediate family. I've never spoken about them publicly or shamed them, I've never talked shit to other family members or close friends to them, I've never done anything that would affect their standing with any of their family members or other relationships. I've just stayed the fuck away and they REFUSE to leave me alone???

And as if by divine comedy I find a letter in my mailbox. From the social services. Saying they've received a notice of concern regarding me, that I might need help, because I might be in danger. I try my best to think of who the most likely candidate that would report me might be.

Then I remembered my mom texted me from her fiances number back in april with some passive aggressive message about how I was angry with her(im not) and how I need to get help(im the one out of us in therapy) and that her and my dad were worried about me. I blocked the number but not before screenshotting the message.

The date the social services received the notice of concern was literally the exact same date that I received that text, like dudes I couldn't make this shit up if I tried

Allow me to pretend I understand it for a minute

Me, an abuse victim, was reported as being in danger. By my mother/father, aka the abuser and the enabler of said abuse

I don't want to find out if I have a diagnosis because I want to be trendy I want to find out which treatment would be most beneficial and then Treat It before have a chance to kill myself about it

Like treating the symptoms of Whatever Is Wrong works so long as the treatment actively works but just like how your body gets used to medications and they become less effective, so does my brain become numb to CBT